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Sketches I did yesterday.
Scarpetta Episodes 5 and 6
I knew Benton was married! I remembered from the books, but when watching the show and seeing him and Kay kiss, I was wondering if they changed that. The books had Kay dating Bill Boltz, who we find out later is not a good guy. The show also showed that there was a darker side to Benton. It showed him having a fight with Kay and getting rather drunk. He is seen hiding away in a room. A closet opens, and he has a hidden hatch on the floor. Going down, there's nothing but an empty room and a single chair. There's a piece of paper under the chair that he pulls out and looks at. At first glance, I thought it was a crime photo from a newspaper. Maybe something happened to his wife or children.
In this episode we also discover that Matt Petersen isn't and never was the killer. He was in contact with Gwen, the most recent victim from the first episode in order to try to recreate his wife using synthetic technology to create real working human organs. He would need Gwen alive in order to do this and he has no motive to kill her.
The space thing was wacky but interesting.
Ok. So in episode 6 we find out more about Benton. The picture he was looking at is from a psychology book on Sociopaths that his mother gave him after diagnosing him with sociopathy. It shows a time when he was a child struggling with OCD and his mother, a psychiatrist/psychologist diagnosing him.
This is also the episode where we learn that Bill Boltz raped Abby Turnbull. She confides in Kay after she finds her sister the most recent victim of the serial killer (1998). Tied up and raped. The book shows Kay's astonishment as she puts together that Bill is a bad man, thinking back to past moments with him where he got rough with her. But the show made it so him and Kay never dated at all so I'm curious to see how that pans out.
We are also introduced to a case from 6 months prior (present day) of a woman that was drowned by a river. She was out running but would never have any reason to go off the trail towards the water unless she was being chased. The FBI and Dr. Reedy cover it up and claim it was an accidental death but Kay clearly sees that is was a murder.
In the first episode Kay finds a penny by the body (present day) and when her and Marino go down to the river where this other body was found they find another penny. Kay believes it's his (the killers) signature. So, is he killing others with a different MO in-between the rapes or are there two killers???
I'm also really curious about what Kay has kept from Benton all these years. My suspicion is that in the book, Kay is intended to be the newest victim when Marino barges in and shoots the killer, (1998) is that why Kay is so hung up on the case? But Benton would have known Kay's involvement all those years ago when writing up and reading the reports, right?
Is Benton the killer? I'm so suspicious of him.
Answer Me These Questions Threeeeeeee
I am joined by two of the most entitled people I know
recollections
Scarpetta ep. 3 and 4
*spoilers ahead*
So, for the most part they aren't making too many significant changes but two that I think are important is how Amburgey is the cause of the leaks and tampering with the evidence. In the book when Kay is brought in to talk to Amburgey, Benton, and Bill Boltz, they all head to her office after and go through the evidence, at one point some papers fall and when filing them back together Amburgey takes the extra labels for the PERKS. In the show they don't go to her office, but later Kay realizes that the extra labels have been completely taken. It's going to be interesting to see how they work that one out. In the books Kay also has a 'situationship' with Boltz and so when Abby Turnbull comes forward about him assaulting her it has a greater impact on Kay. They show Bill stalking Abby and Abby going to Kay and trying to talk to her about something 'personal' but Kay brushes her off so we don't yet know what the issue was. I suspect it has something to do with Bill.
I think there's certain aspects of the show that are a little out of place. The book made each new find a little more linear and cohesive. They definitely had enough time over the span of a whole tv season to put in more detail of the book, unlike many book to movie adaptations where they have to cut back so much due to the length of the film.
Otherwise I'm liking the show so far. Things that weren't so clear in episodes 1 and 2 are now becoming more clear. Such as the glitter on the victims, I think Marino mentions it before but if you didn't read the book you wouldn't understand the significance of it but now in these next two epsiodes the viewer has a better understanding.
I also am not a fan of Dorothy. Not in the book or show. The relationship, or lack of a relationship, she has with her daughter is appalling. And how both Kay and her treat each other, I'm one of 4 daughters so I know that siblings can have their spats but I could never fathom treating my sisters like that. And then Dorothy goes and talks to AI Janet and says she feels 'othered' by her family bc she's not into death and murder, the hypocrisy of that when her sister and daughter were both othered the majority of their lives by their peers for being intelligent. In the book Kay talks of understanding Lucy being so smart at a young age and not being able to connect with kids her own age.
But I also feel like the way Dorothy acts is just how she coped with her fathers death. Kay wanted to understand, but Dorothy took it as , "life is short, do whatever you can to live and have fun."
I also don't like Maggie. I feel like she was kinder in the book, a better ally to Kay but they've changed that for the show. But I could also have read her character wrong 🤷♀️
Damian: i remember when i first came to Gotham, how awe-struck i was by the power of Batman and his Robins; how badly i wished to live up to the mantle and make everybody believe in me and honour me as a part of the team,
Tim: *prompting hum*
Damian: …and then i met you all.
Tim:
Tim: and now?
Damian: i feel like there’s better things to do with life.
Tim, easily: yeah, going behind the scenes really takes that respect away, doesn’t it?
Damian: so you know what i mean?
Tim: oh yeah. when i first became Robin i adored Bruce and the concept of being Robin. thought it was magical. thought it was gonna be the best time of my life.
Damian: and then?
Tim: and then Bruce started getting on my fucking nerves.
Bruce and Alfred are the only ones that can tell when there's genuine hostility between the kids.
Imagine this, the justice league meet at the manor, as friends, everything is sitting at the table and they start to hear yelling in he other room. Tim and Damian barge in, fully fighting.
Kick, screams, insults a broken vase, something is thrown around. And then Tim chases Damian out of the room.
Everyone looks at Bruce, expecting him to go intervene or something. Bruce is unfazed, still sipping on his coffee. "They're just playing." He murmurs.
Then Jason walks in, completely chill, takes some food, and sits in one of the couches. Then Cass walks in, with a bruise in her face.
"Bad night at patrol?" Jason asks.
And Cass stares at him.
Bruce is automatically up and between them, Cass walks away with a huff and Bruce starts scolding Jason for "instigating" her.
The league is just confused as hell.
Cheetah.
Scarpetta Season 1: episodes 1 and 2
*may be some spoliers*
The tv series follows Dr. Kay Scarpetta, a medical examiner, alongside a ex-police detective, Marino, her FBI husband, Benton Wesley, her "author" sister Dorothy and her computer genius, gay, niece, Lucy.
The series is based off of books written by Patricia Cornwell. I've read Post-Mortem, originally published in 1989 and Livid published in 2022. Based on what I've read there have been some changes done for the show.
The first season seems to be a continuation of the first novel 28 years later. In the book Post-Mortem Dr. Scarpetta, Marino and Benton track down a serial killer that is breaking into young women's homes and assaulting and killing them. One of the murders involves a husband that was away for work when his wife, the victim, was murdered, Marino finds the husband suspicious, however he doesn't end up being the killer because the real killer is caught red handed attempting to kill Dr. Scarpetta herself.
Now, in the show 28 years later another body shows up much like the women from before. Their first suspect is the suspicious husband from all those years ago. Did they catch the wrong guy?
In the show Marino ends up marrying Dorothy, which I can't remember is canon or not, the pair seem too different to be into each other. Lucy is also gay which again I don't know if it's canon or not. They also did something really weird with her character, her wife is dead and Lucy has been "coping" by talking to an AI version of her wife. I think it definitely has some potential to discuss the harm of AI within the show and as a whole but the AI being shown isn't right, AI doesn't act that way. She's portrayed too much like a person and not enough like a computer.
I really enjoy Lucy's character in the book, in Post-Mortem she's only 10 and is hacking into Kay's home computer and fixing/cleaning it up. You have to remember this was set in the 90s and so Lucy wasn't just casually guessing a password, she was in the computer writing code. Which is so cool!
They also put Kay and Benton together, again I haven't read enough of the series to remember if that is canon or not. This pairing makes sense and Benton is played by Simon Baker who also was the lead in the tv series The Mentalist, which I loved. And Benton's new FBI partner is played by Anna Diop who is Starfire from netflix's Titans! (Panicks in bisexual)
I also feel like there was enough in the show that you wouldn't understand unless you've read the book, there's flashbacks to the og case and when they mention certain evidence, the significance isn't as clear as when reading the book. The flashbacks are also not marked by any date on the screen so you kinda have to some mental gymnastics to figure out what year they're in. The past and present characters are played by different actors so that helps but I still find that a date on the screen that fades out would be helpful.
Ok, I think that's it for now. Sorry for the lengthy post I have a lot of feeling on the matter.
does dan know he doesn't Have to look at phil when posing for stuff
but thats his person, his safe space, his companion through life like...actual soulmates
omg phil finally has found something to do with his hands in photos… put an arm around dan
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JUNE 2026 READS
Ok so I read 8 books this month, 5 novels and 3 graphic novels. I was in a bit of a reading slump for a bit but now I'm on a roll and can't get enough of all these good stories.
So, first up,
Broken Flames by M. K. Ahearn
The story has so much potential but unfortunately the writing kinda flopped. It's a romantasy based on Zutara, which is why it initially intrigued me. Kinda read like an unedited fanfic from Wattpad back in 2014. I'd give it a solid 3.5 stars out of 5 for the story.
The Ones We Burn by Rebecca Mix
There was a lot of controversy before this book was even out, I didn't know of it until after I read it.
I thoroughly enjoyed it. It's about 4 teenagers, one is a witch ( Ranka) that is being married off to the southern prince (Galen) in order to keep the peace between humans and witches. Of course this peace agreement isn't really all that great and so Ranka is initially sent by her coven to kill the prince, but soon starts to doubt that decision. There's also a sickness going around and suspicious deaths that they all get roped into. It's definitely an interesting take on witchcraft and magic within a human world. There's betrayal, sacrifice, teens coming of age, and an actually pretty decent portrayal of twins (as a twin myself It's definitely a pet peeve of mine how twins are portrayed in books, movies, etc.)
Now I do want to get into the controversy of it all. I'll preface by saying that I am a mixed, but I pass as white.
I've done a lot of research over the years on race for a variety of high school and college essays. Race is mostly made up of your genetics and geographical location. My Mom was born and raised in Canada with a European ancestry, she's was white, blonde and blue eyed, my dad was born in South America, h had brown skin with a mix of Indian and European ancestry (my grandpa was a bit of a mutt). I point this out because the main character Ranka is from the North, she's white, while the twins Galen and Aramis are from the south and so they are black and amongst their people are a variety of skin tones. So, geographically speaking, the races of each character make sense. I also found that if you switched the ethnicity of all the characters around, it wouldn't make much of a difference story wise. I mean it's a fantasy story about witches.
I found the writing really fun too. It grabbed my attention right away from the first page and kept me engaged. I read it in only a few days. Yes, there were some inconsistencies or plot holes but what book doesn't have a few blips here and there. I adored all the characters and their growth throughout the book, the world building, the grittiness, the love, the loss, it was enjoyable.
And it's Sapphic.
Overall a 4.75 out of 5 stars.
Smoke and Scar by Gretchen Powell Fox
Ok so this series is advertised as "she's the 261 year old fae and he's the 28 year old human" and "she's that shadow daddy and he's just Ken." (Checkout authors instagram for more!)
Anyway, the above statements had my VERY interested and thank the goddesses it was available through my library on Hoopla. I enjoyed the characters, the back stories, the world building and lore.
It follows Elyria (the fae) and Cedric (the human) through entering the Crucible, a series of trials (that no one has ever come out of alive) that promises land and power if one can get through it. The fae and humans fight against each other but within the walls of the Crucible they find themselves having to work together in order to survive. Alliances are formed and chaos ensues.
The series is made up of 3 books in total and I can't wait to get my hands on the next two. There are many questions I need the answers to and the author also promises some good ol' smut in the next one.
*it's not a slow burn if you read it fast enough*
4.5 Stars
The Stalking by Heather Graham
I originally found out about Heather Graham through one of her series (that ended up unintentionally reading out of order) and fell in love with her work. Every time I see her name, I just grab the book, and I don't even have to know what it's about.
The Stalking is a crime/mystery novel which is a part of her Krewe of Hunters collections that takes your usual FBI/police investigation and adds in a supernatural element. The Krewe are a special unit within the FBI that can see and talk to ghosts, and so they solve crimes with the help of the dead. All set within the US and, of course, has a romantic subplot this book takes you through myth and legend, past and present. Cheyenne the MC sees her dead cousin Janine during her funeral and when Janine points out her killer in attendance Cheyenne screams out that it was him. But now years later there are more killings happening in the same manner that Janine was killed, but the guy that killed her was just recently put to death so now they have to figure out if it's a copy cat or something else entirely.
4.5 Stars
Post-Mortem by Patricia Cornwell
I have a copy of book #26 in the Scarpetta series and had been meaning to read more of Patricia's work. Randomly found this copy of the first in the series at a bus stop that someone left behind and took it home with me. It follows a similar set up to The Stalking in the sense that it's a crime/mystery novel about the FBI/police working with a Medical Examiner (Dr. Kay Scarpetta) in order to solve crimes.
I'm going to leave it at that because I just started watching the tv show based on the book and I'm going to be doing a separate post all about it.
I'd say a 3.75 stars, maybe a 4.
And lastly...
Volumes 1, 2, and 3 of Heartstopper by Alice Oseman
So cute! Healing my little bisexual teen self.
I really like their (Charlie and Nick) dynamic and how communicative they are with each other. And all the side characters are so fun but Harry and Nick's brother can go away.
I really enjoy Charlie's friend group and how supportive they are of each other, and just ahhhh it's too adorable for words.
5 stars all around!!!
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