This life is a fucking mess.

CONTENT MAY BE TRIGGERING 27. Canada, autistic mess.

[wolkenleere]

And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

Unknown

[pilgrimattinkercreek1974]

Is it just me or is anybody starting to feel like uhhh. maybe it wont pass

[seraphimrot]

i’m not any kind of survivor, i didn’t survive anything. i’ve been burning alive since i was six years old

[tallymali]

the thing about being an ex-suicidal person is that those thoughts never really leave you. like now whenever i get mildly distressed my brain is like “maybe we should get in the sea and never get out” like bitch NO!!!! we dont do that anymore!!!!!!!

[bnmxfld]

“Always be kinder than you feel.”

— Unknown

[never-not-ever]

[warm-suggestions]

Sometimes you just have to rest. The world can wait.

[thoughtkick]

“Forgive me if I don’t talk much at times. It’s loud enough in my head.”

— Unknown

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[sickdelights-deactivated2023091]

So true bestie what did you say btw i was dissociating

[terminally-unlikable]

I am not in my fucking body bro it feels like I’m on autopilot that’s malfunctioning

[trapsoul9]

I like noticing details that no one sees

[defiantsuggestions]

You've been worthy of love since the moment you were born, actually.

Safety and happiness? You were owed that. You were a child. You were defenseless and small.

What they did to you to make you feel like you were inherently bad, it was unforgivable. What they did to you was selfish and cruel.

You were always worthy.

You are worthy still.

[softlysaygoodbye]

[wishing-for-deathx]

Nothing is making me feel better. Therapy isn’t working. Meds are not making a difference. Everything is going to shit and I feel irreparably broken. Nothing can fix me.

[thatdamnokie]

kinda fucked up that sometimes your reward for not killing yourself is just more bad shit happening to you lmaoooo

[swallowcat-deactivated20220725]

i feel very disconnected lately