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once-upon-a-lover-girl

separation anxiety (she will not pick up the phone even though i have cried for her)

im falling through

all the different

stages

you’ve put my body though

again

i feel

suddenly

i am the summer of 2025

after our breakup where

i am trying to rid my conscience of you but my running legs are disappearing into quicksand and the

weight on my heart is constant and crushing and it has been like this for 3 months straight

and i crush my soul under the guilt of letting you die and let it overshadow my depression and i am haunted by the potential of our love and i hate myself and i rip the skin from my nails and suffocate myself like i did our future

and i let myself drown in this moment

i force my head below water and i don’t breathe

i am one year ago

i enter my house after school i had been dwelling on the thought of you on my way home

infatuation

the potential of what could be intrigues me but i dont prod too much for the risk of let down is too great so i bubble with feelings i try to swallow and

i open my notes app and fill it with what floods my brain of you

and i miss you

i miss someone i have never loved

and i miss you

and i feel it all

i force myself to feel it all because

i am too good at keeping you not too close yet not too far and that keeps me from loving you properly i think

and i want to

i lean into the anxiety but i don’t think this is healthy and i

cannot breathe i

can’t

breathe my

hands hurt my

head pounds my

stomach aches my

eyes are swollen and

my body itches and i

want to get

out of my skin i

need a weight on

my chest i need

skin

why can’t you hear me

i feel terrible

i knew

i would feel it without you especially after being so close for so long with little regard for boundaries i fucking hate you for making me like this

i love you

i love you in a way that i need you and your physical presence to calm my anxiety and your words are a bonus if you can ever get them right

i need your presence when i want it and i hate that

how evil it is to get me attached to you like this and then to not pick up my phone when i cry.

goth-queen

katestewartt

Artist- Vanessa Stockard

wiisagi-maiingan

Do you ever think about how so much of the deadly anti-science rhetoric that fills America today and is killing countless vulnerable people can be directly traced back to one fucking guy who decided to just straight-up lie about vaccines causing autism because it would make him a profit? Do you ever think about that? Because I think about it a lot.

geniusbee

these are getting weird

aubreyroseart1124

A Harrow montage for pride month because while she is a tiny angry lesbian I also lowkey headcanon that she’s on the ace spectrum 💜🤍🩶🖤

kej-art

happy pride to these idiots 🌈

(I'm thinking about drawing Ianthe and Camilla as well? we will see, we will see)

shreddinthemarart

Yay! Palamedes and Camilla are here. Palamedes is probably marveling at an ancient skittle and Cam is taking notes and just repeating "indubitably Warden."

runningonspitensunshine

i need everyone to get 300% more insane about mercymorn right the fuck now. this is a lady who spent ten thousand years learning everything there is to the human body to the point where she could just modify a person blind. just reach in and and tie harrow’s lil noodle spine into a knot, bypassing her lyctoral shielding. seduced her best friend, worst enemy, and sworn god to steal his sperm (it’s also apparently implied she just. summoned it out of his balls instead of collecting it the normal way) to help a terrorist make a baby from it.

she slaps augustine across the mouth and he spits out his teeth, despite the fact that he is a ten thousand year old lyctor who should have had ironclad shielding. out of all the necros that swore themselves to god, she was one of the remaining ones, one of the last lyctors to survive the resurrection beasts.

she vaporized god. she vaporized god. she unwound the most powerful necromancer she knew on the fly and reduced him to his base components because she just. had the knowledge in her brain. mercymorn turned a man running on the souls of ten billion into fine red mist on a fucking impulse.

she spends all of htn trying to kill harrow out of some bizarre attempt to live up to her name. she’s kind about it, even. she draws weird little squiggles that look like everything but monsters. she fantasizes about putting her idiot boss in acid jail. she worries about her dress making her look like a melon even though she literally seduces god and also a guy who hates her.

and nobody really likes her. g1deon is g1deon, by which i mean he is being tortured and weird about everything on account of being two people and thus has little to no opinion on what she does. augustine fucking hates her unless they’re working together to honey trap god (no i will not stop mentioning this) and it wasn’t even her fault that alfred died, not really. ianthe follows augustine around like an evil little duckling - does she even have strong opinions on mercy except that it’s gross she’s having a three way with jod and augustine? she was supposed to mentor harrow, but she got the defective one - the one that didn’t even make to lyctorhood properly (does she wish she could’ve done what harrow did? sealed cristabel away forever, even if she had to butcher herself to do it?). and jod. jod loves her, of course, but he’s just so. so. he doesn’t fucking listen is the thing. he deflects and he jokes and he doesn’t say “mercy, i didn’t meant to, mercy, i’ll fix it, mercy, please, forgive me.” he says everything but that.

god fuck what is wrong with me. what is wrong with you guys. be more insane about mercy she deserves it.

panel2princess

little miss echolalia would like to repeat what u just said

flurgehbla

little miss auditory processing disorder would like you to repeat what you just said

bodyintheriver

“She died. She can’t come back, even if you keep her stuffed away in a drawer you can’t look at. You’re not waiting for her resurrection; you’ve made yourself her mausoleum.”

jotheweirdoz

This is based on a Touhou meme I found years ago.

animusbell

celestia is such a funny character like she's constantly manipulating twilight and friends to do shit instead of just asking and you could arguably frame that as being bc she's a "god" and pushing fate to her design or whatever, except that she engages with the group like a normal and relatable person, which makes it more like villainous machinations, except 90% of this manipulation goes towards things like "I don't want my party to be boring shit again. put my little country girl blorbos in there with zero prep so they fuck it up bad"

squeakitties

following weird horny furries who are into shit like pooltoys and transformation and stuff is enrichment. the vitamins and minerals of posting

squeakitties

twinkenjoyer-deactivated2023083

once you get over your ass and realise you will never get some people and that’s ok you are basically immune to right wing fearmongering. otherkin? none of my fucking business

stevishabitat

mandate-transgenderism

I must not fall victim to disgust. Disgust is the heart-killer. Disgust is the little-death that brings total apathy. I will face my disgust. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the disgust has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.