I sit here tonight, hundreds of miles away from my abuser, completely safe, and oh so loved. My abuser contacted me yesterday over a "John Smith" Twitter account. He apologized to me, said he "realized he could've treated me better" and that, he "should've married me when he had the chance". While it was nice to hear some sort of apology (even though I know it was not a genuine apology) I was quite taken back. My abuser then asked, no, more demanded, I go with him to the Kenny Chesney concert, in 6 months. Now me, a logical thinker, thinks about it like this. This piece of shit human being wants me to a) leave a wonderful relationship with my fabulous boyfriend behind, b) pack up my belongings and move back to my home state, c) drop out of college and move back, d) wants me to go to a Kenny Chesney concert, e) wants me to do it all for this idea that I still care about him. He wants me to do this all because he said SORRY? ONCE? Are you kidding me?! Now let me tell you, dear Tumblr reader, that I, am a sarcastic asshole. Now with that being said, it was very hard to not completely troll this low life scum. It was nice though to finally have the opportunity, to tell my abuser no, follow through with my no, and be safe while doing so. It is something a lot of people take for granted. While being in this kind of relationship, there is the "option" to say no. But it hardly matters what you say, because either way the abuser won't listen or they won't care. So it was nice, to tell this piece of shit human being, that he was a imbecile and to go play in traffic. I do hope dear Tumblr readers that this may have brought just a little bit of light to your night.
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