nothing feels better than this.

jackson grant allen. twenty four. chicago native. aspiring model who's in a band.

[jessicascontes]

shawn being defeated by his hoodie . 

recreating old gif-sets 1 / ?

[jackscnallen]

SECRET SANTA: to @venxmedina

venice, i was lucky enough to be your secret santa! i hope these gifts showcase your personality. i tried to get what was on your list, and i tried to avoid your no-nos. i got you some chocolates that should be very good. for perfume, i got you a tom ford fragrance. lastly, i know you’re from new york so i got you a new york book that depicts your city. i hope you enjoyed your christmas! 

-- jackson allen

[corporationkills]

lyric of the decade is from thrift shop “walk up in the club like what up i got a big cock” this is a biblical truth.

[talksoprettymoves-deactivated20]

Just Shawn Mendes driving a car. You’re welcome {x}

[drivearoundtunes]

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[ftcassia]

ft. jackson

it seemed like somehow, everything with jackson only ever seemed to get better. from the first day they met all those years ago, to their re-introduction since malnati. it felt as if this was her first time since… that she was actually allowing herself to find comfort with him instead of fear. laying with him now, looking up at the stars, it was like re-living their first summer together. a smile pulling at her lips as she looked over at him, hand laying against his chest. it was always a habit of cassia’s, to just look at someone, to just watch them— she couldn’t ever seem to help herself. it was different with jackson though, she didn’t watch him in fear that he would leave, she watched him because he was the most wonderful person her eyes had ever met.

she lay her head against his chest as she looked back up at the sky above them. “ could we stay like this forever? ’

closed to @jackscnallen​

[jackscnallen]

a pleasant, swelling sort of feeling that had always been present in jackson when he was around his girlfriend seemed to redouble in intensity upon being next to her, and he wriggled his nose a little bit while his eyes met hers, a physical manifestation of his happiness. even though the stars shined above them, he still couldn’t take his eyes off of cassia. the way she and jackson reacted to one another had always been natural, requiring no thought and filled his senses with comfort and stability. cassia had been the only thing keeping him from feeling painfully alone. the more time they spent together, the more they got to know each other -- it all felt like she was more than a person to him. more than just a lover. she was his becoming his home. jackson adored her. every bit of his heart was hers now and he was sure that was written all over his features as they continued to look in each other’s eyes. he couldn’t help but chuckle as she smiled over at him, his hand covering hers on his chest, holding it slightly. “of course, i’d love that.” jackson spoke with a whisper. “we can be like this forever and ever. i don’t mind.”

[mendes-shawn]

HOCKEY SHAWN

[theboysofcapemayx]

Snapchat Video--->Everyone

Seth:”So I just recorded a song and I wanna know what you think about it because I’m a little in the middle but the guys and I wanna put out something personal and acoustic.”.  @malnatimedia​

[jackscnallen]

jackson: “hey, i’m always down to listen to a new song. i can come by your suite after my shift if you want? maybe i can show you some of my songs i’ve been writing, too.”

[lifesoinfinite]

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[ftcassia]

closed for @jackscnallen.

this was cassia’a favorite part of camp. or at least one of them. sneaking out of her cabin in the middle of the night to meet up with jackson. they’d done it since the first year they met. 

their friendship was the first thing she found comfort in after many years of isolation and fending for herself. living her life under the strict rule that ⏤ she had to protect herself. always. 

she never felt like she needed that protection from jackson. on the contrary ⏤ he was the first person she had learned to really open up to again. so their starry nights had quickly become an annual tradition. 

her bag was packed with the essentials. two blankets, one to lay on and one to keep warm with, and the hot cocoa she’d managed to sneak into her thermos. hopefully it still held some warmth. 

cassia’s fingers gently tapped against the window beside jackson’s bed, a hopeful smile sneaking up on her as she waited with anticipation.

[jackscnallen]

jackson could remember the first time he snuck out with cassia all those years ago. it was past ten in the evening, hot and sticky as only july could be. the moon shined brightly against the window behind closed curtains, and it was then he took the plunge and gave his nights to her. 

since the moment they met, jackson wanted to make flowers bloom in her where he felt the looming threat of darkness within her. he wanted to bring beauty and light back into cassia, who also happened to be the manifestation of both of those things for him – probably for everyone who was blessed enough to have a cassia in their lives. he still liked to consider himself especially blessed; he’d known her for all of his time here at camp, after all, and is the one she turned to with all of her secrets. jackson did the same with her in return which filled out their relationship into something healthy, beautiful, and pure.

having their secret nightly hangouts as a tradition meant the world to jackson. it was always a good welcome back into the world after being isolated inside of his cabin, only the sound of snoring cabin mates and his deep thoughts kept him company. really, he much preferred the softness cassia emitted when they were together. she always had a way of making him feel charged again. 

jackson’s heart skipped a beat when he heard the familiar tap at the window. he couldn’t help the sudden stupidly fond smile that quirked up towards the corner of his mouth when he saw her face. jackson had gotten really good at dodging the counselors keeping watch at night. just like clockwork, he waited until his entire cabin went to bed, double-checking to see if his cabin mates were sound asleep. from under his bed, he pulled out a duffel bag and slung it over his shoulder. once that was done, he moved quietly across the cabin and out the door, eyes watching behind him as he went, making sure nobody noticed him leaving. getting caught leaving his cabin wasn’t something he was keen on. the counselors had enough ire towards him as it was, and he didn’t need to give them another reason to dislike him.

standing outside the cabin, a jacket on over his pajamas and shivering just a little with the breeze and excitement, he felt a thrill he’d never felt before. the entire camp was silent but for the locusts singing aloud, the area where they stood dimly lit by old lampposts, with flickers of color showing through curtains as people slept in their bunks, completely unaware of the two young adults stepping out into the night. it was exhilarating. “what’s a young thing like you doing out of bed this time a night?” he teased, if the tone hadn’t given it away, the smirk would’ve. 

[fallininyou]

fluffy ♡

[dawnmads]

dawn spent a lot of time crafting at camp. did it seem slightly childish? sure, but that didn’t stop her from spending copious amounts of time making friendship bracelets or painting canvases. this friendship bracelet in particular she was making for someone special. no one knew who it was for, but she just wanted to be able to secretly show her affection without drawing too much attention. —just a little way of showing that she cared. her fingers twirled the small pieces of twine together to form a nice bracelet. should she had his initial to it? no that would too obvious. “oh, hi! what do you think? cute?” she asked showing off her creation. 

[jackscnallen]

the beads felt rough beneath jackson's fingertips, along with coarse string that was probably just waiting to give him a callus as he trailed his hands over the bracelet he was trying to create. he still couldn't fathom how dawn had done it, his eyes glancing down at what was in his hands. crafting wasn't jackson's specialty nor would he ever sit down and do something like this if it weren’t for the girl beside him. he felt so relaxed and secure around her, and was happy to spend some time with her even if it meant making friendship bracelets. jackson was in his own head; staring what he was trying to make when dawn’s soft voice broke his trance. “oh, yeah. that’s super cute,” jackson said, smiling brightly as he quirked an eyebrow. he wondered if it was for ryder or for someone else, but he didn’t want to press. “it looks better than what i was trying to do.” he lifted up his creation, a bracelet that wasn’t fully finished, and sighed. “don’t know why it’s so hard for me to put beads on a piece of string, but here we are.” 

[breathefreshair]

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[jackscnallen]

00s camp au – jackson allen’s aesthetic in 2005.

frosted tips? check. pierced ears? check. jackson allen in 2005 couldn’t care less about how he looks and follows all the trends, even if it suits him or not. you’ll find him jamming to usher and t-pain, watching countless episodes of cribs and next, and eating all kinds of snacks. his favorite are krabby patties and scooby gummy snacks. he carries around a disposable camera at all times, never knowing when the perfect moment for a candid will show up. he’s also that guy to be on myspace 24/7 and leave you comments on your profile. he takes his top friends seriously and tries to change up his profile picture every so often. he also thinks quoting seth cohen is a personality trait. all in all, jackson is living his best life in the 00s.

[jackscnallen]

00s camp au – jackson allen’s camp aesthetic.

going to camp is one of jackson’s summer highlights. he gets to meet new people, see old friends, and have the time of his life with everything that’s offered at camp. as a camper, he gets into cabin wars and pranks that’ll be a good memory. if you’re ever looking for the tall male, you can find him wearing matching tie dye shirts with ryder or making bets in foosball at the rec room. he recently got into john mayer, so he’s beginning to play the guitar and won’t shy away from singing a song or two at the bonfire. during the day, he’ll most likely be in the lake or playing a card game. at night in the cabin, he’s one to get one of his ears pierced using a sewing needle or frosting his tips because it’s the trend. as for the infamous myth of a mysterious lurker, he’s heard of the malnati ripper before and truly doesn’t think the person is real. it only happens in movies, right? so he’s definitely one to go into the woods once the sun goes down to see what it’s all about. if you’re into a fun week at camp, jackson’s your guy to hang out with. 

[malnatihq]

                           TASK NUMBER THIRTEEN: truth or dare !!

for our thirteenth task, we have @bcckettsims to thank for it as we’re going to be doing something a little different. this year’s summer camp is gearing up to be one for the best summer memories – hot weather, sun, and no clouds in sight – and you know what makes a summer camp even better ?? a game. what’s a summer camp without a good old fashioned game of truth or dare to celebrate the festivities ?? but we’re going to add a bit of a twist – your character has to give someone a set of either truth or dares. we’ll assign you someone to give dares or questions to && from there, they’ll either have to do the dare or answer the question !! two things to keep in mind: be creative !! make things up, have fun with it. this is meant to be good character development && make you think about your character. and two, when giving out dares or questions, try to keep it interesting. things you’re curious about. topics like fears, love, family, etc. are super easy !! make them do a dare like skinny dipping or eating a bug, or answer a spicy question like, “do you have your eye on anyone at camp” or “what are you most afraid of and why” ?? this is an AU after all, which means that you can explore all kinds of different sides for your characters that you might not usually explore in a normal setting !! for each dare or question your character does / answers, they’ll get 5 points each for each blurb. there’s no maximum amount of dares or questions you can send out, but we do ask that you send at least three. if your character doesn’t do a dare or answer a question, there’s no penalty but it could be used against them during the event (only if you opted in to having your character be affected by the ripper).

how to play: for example, if someone dares you to combine two foods that should never go together, such as pickles and peanut butter or applesauce and olives, and eat a huge bite in your inbox, you would reply with a short drabble on them doing the dare. and if your character gets a question, you’d have them reply to the question. if your characters choose not to answer or do the dare, they can just pass on it. your answers can be as elaborate or simple as you want. write a paragraph for each, or keep it short and simple with a few words !! there’s no right or wrong way to play.

if you’d like to OPT IN to playing truth or dare, reblog this post so we know who will be playing !! from there, your name will be passed onto someone else && you will be getting a name for whom you get to ask dares / questions to. once you receive your truth or dares && start playing the game, please tag your asks with the #malnatitasks hashtag so we can all see what you’ve come up with !! as always, tasks are optional, but for each ask completed you do get an extra 5 points !! if you have any questions pertaining to anything, just let us know !! we are so excited to learn more about how your characters && see how they react to playing the game at camp !! but most importantly, have fun with this task !!

                                                       please like this once you’ve seen it.

[jackscnallen]

📱new text to: celeste

celeste: oh hello! this is celeste sims!

celeste: that is a tragedy! i'm so sorry for your loss :(

jackson: oh hello, hello!

jackson: i must say your wedding reception was the event of the year... best playlist ever!!!

jackson: also tacos... thank you for the tacos.

jackson: i'm glad someone gets it!!! now i gotta get some more but they were a special edition party pack 3

jackson: perhaps i can order it online or find it at target