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[jay-joy113]

GRETTINGS, GIRLY POPS!

I have been recently absolutly obcessed with Silver Vanrouge, Trey Clover from twisted wonderland and Caleb from LADS so if anyone wants to talk about hot malewifes with me please DM me because i need fellow simps who are trying to avoid the temptation that is AI roleplay and to know im not a lonely fuking chud like where the fuck are man like that IRL?! I know for a fact the problem its not my apperance because i litery work with it so my next bet is that i dont have a good personality wich also makes NO SENSE because i may be a simp but im not a total loser, anyways just needed to tell people because therapy its too fuking expensive

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Ohhh

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Whatever you say man

[amorlcve]

me hopping on tumblr and ao3 as soon as i get a new hiperfixation

[yanderenightmare]

can you go into depth why bully x reader is so good?

On The Bully Trope

You know I love doing these…

♡ Bully Trope Dynamics

Alrighty then, before we get into the amateur psychology of it all, let’s get some definition on what the Bully trope is and entails.

And so, first off, we can identify two main types of dynamics in the Bully trope.

The first is the classic Bad Boy x Good Girl: 

Here, you have a Bad Boy who’s typically a bit of a misanthropic outcast from the rough side of the tracks that doesn’t seem to like anyone or anything—he’s usually somewhat of a mysterious stranger, but whether he’s a rough and tough type of guy or a full-blown loser can vary. In any case, he’s often portrayed as cynical, uses sarcasm in his speech, and has other dark and cryptic personality traits. He may be academically inclined, despite not caring about school, or he may be failing every class, though this is also something he wouldn’t care about. In newer dating terminology, we might refer to him as a Sigma Male, in that he doesn’t seek acknowledgement from his peers, but sees strength in being a lone wolf.

The juxtaposing Good Girl is typically a well-liked, prim and proper, hard-working star-student with a big bleeding heart and a seemingly perfect moral compass. She isn’t directly unpopular, but she isn’t the prom queen either. She can be a little naive, but she’s not an airhead and will arrest the Bad Boy on his bad behaviour by standing up to him and telling him off—despite being a little scared of him. This is usually why the bad boy is intrigued by her. She’s also vulnerable to attacks from other people, such as verbal abuse from mean girls or sexual harassment from other bullies, thus creating a constant narrative of needing to be “saved” and “protected”—a role which the Bad Boy will assume.

This ship features power imbalances such as relaxed/high-strung, confident/self-conscious, dominant/submissive, naive/cynical, and experienced/inexperienced, favoring the Bad Boy, as well as a power imbalance of rich/poor or good home/bad home, favoring the Good Girl.

Think JD x Veronica from Heathers, David McCall x Nicole from Fear, Damon x Elena from Vampire Diaries, Jughead x Betty from Riverdale, and even Mega Mind x Roxanne. 

The second dynamic is with the status reversed, Popular Guy x Quirky Girl:

Here, the Popular Guy, often a jock of some kind or a playboy character, is a smooth-talking narcissist. Typically, he’ll be rich and academically inclined, being the school’s wonder boy. Usually, though, this is a result of hidden pressure and high expectations, where he’ll often have some sort of issues stemming from home, either an abusive father or absent parents, which makes us feel sorry for him and excuse his bad behaviour to some degree. Again, in dating terminology, this would be the classic Alpha Male who strives to be on top of the food chain because he sees strength in ruling over others.

The Quirky Girl introduces a break from all of this. She’ll be a messy character, either nerdy and shy or a strangely confident tomboy, who teaches the Popular Guy that there are other, more important things in life than living it to fulfill other people’s hopes and expectations. She’ll be a kind-hearted, non-judgmental person who thinks and sees the best in people, putting everything on display and inviting the Popular Guy in, only for his shallow ways to get in the way, leading to him betraying her at first. In the end, however, he apologizes and she forgives him.

This ship features a somewhat different set of power imbalances, such as popular/unpopular, desirable/undesirable, and often also rich/poor, favoring the Popular Guy, as well as a power imbalance of free/trapped, favoring the Quirky Girl. Depending on the Quirky Girl being the shy, innocent type, the dynamic will also feature an imbalance of experienced/inexperienced, such as in Bad Boy x Good Girl, again, favoring the Popular Guy.

Think Hardin x Tessa from After, Zack x Laney from She’s All That, and Zane x Emma from H2O. Or, with the genders reversed, you have Styles x Lydia from Teen Wolf.

There’s also a third, more arbitrary trope, similar to the first of Good Girl x Bad Boy, where instead of a Good Girl, you’ll have a Mean Girl.

Here, the “bullying” will go both ways, where you’ll have a narcissistic Mean Girl with similar characteristics to that of the Popular Guy, who thinks her shit doesn’t stink, and a Bad Boy who’ll poke fun at her insecurities.

Think Dan x Serena and Chuck x Blair from Gossip Girl, the song Cooler Than Me by Mike Posner, or the cross-universe ship of Rodrick Heffley x Regina George.

♡ Dissecting The Traditional Bully Trope

The bully trope falls under the broader trope of enemies-to-lovers, which features a classic dynamic of rivalry.

BNHA’s Bakugou and Deku are the best examples I can think of to illustrate this, but we also have Avatar’s Zuko and Ang, Haikyuu’s Hinata and Kageyama, LOTR’s Legolas and Gimli, heck, even Coca-Cola and Pepsi—whom you can find fanfiction and fanart about, just so you know.

Of course, these examples aren’t official ships, but they are highly shipped by each of their respective fandoms. And as well as those, we also have plenty of canonical love stories that showcase a dynamic of rivalry becoming romantic, with popular tropes being workplace competition such as with Brooklyn 99’s Amy & Jake, professional competitors like in She’s the Man with Viola & Duke, cat and mouse like with Batman & Catwoman, or hero and villain such as in Demon Hunters with Rumi & Jinu, among many others.

However, not every enemies-to-lovers story features a dynamic of clear-cut rivals. Still, I’d argue that every enemies-to-lovers, including the bully trope, features two individuals with opposing ideologies, thus making them metaphorical rivals, even without there being anything material or distinct that they're fighting each other for.

In any case, I’d say this push-and-pull dynamic and the idea of how opposites attract, like how yin and yang complete each other, is the first selling point to any enemies-to-lovers story, including those featured in the bully trope. 

The second main selling point is the idea that love or “good” triumphs over “evil” and can change someone for the better. 

If we strip away the romantic element in the enemies-to-lovers trope, what we’re left with is a redemption story: In the beginning, there’s hostility between the characters, a conflict with a push-and-pull dynamic that creates high emotional tension and hurt. Then, gradually throughout the story, they come to gain respect for each other, where the deeply flawed “evil” character realizes the error of his ways, undergoes significant personal growth, and works to make amends. 

In the end, the intensity of the initial conflict makes the eventual development of a positive connection feel more impactful and exciting.

When handled well, the story should succeed in subverting the initial toxic aspects by also having the victim stand up to the bully, leading to a more equal and respectful relationship, and further by highlighting the struggles that both characters face and showing them both come to understand and help each other heal and become stronger.

Again, think Deku and Bakugou, Ang and Zuko, Rey and Kylo Ren, or Rumi and Jinu. This emotional and turbulent journey that the bully undergoes from being bad to becoming good is emotionally satisfying and inspiring to witness, and makes us root for them even when we initially didn’t like them and regarded them as the enemy.

This is what the classic bully trope has to offer. A push and pull dynamic with gradual character development, where the victim becomes their own hero and the bully undergoes a redemption, leading to a relationship based on overcoming and embracing each other’s differences and earning the other’s respect.

However, in my and plenty of other dark bully-oriented fiction, this “I can fix him” and eventual coming together "on the same side" factor aren’t present. And so, if not the victim’s perseverance and the bully’s redemption, what is the appeal?

♡ Reframing or Expelling Trauma

First off, let’s get this out of the way, as this is a point to all dark fiction, and one I’ve already discussed plenty in a previous Helpdesk edition called On Noncon/Dubcon as a Kink, so I won’t go too far into it here. But yes, women, as we all know, are constantly oppressed by men in different levels of extremity, be it through mild comments bordering on misogynistic or sexual, disguised as innocent jokes, to more indiscreet cases of sexual harassment and full-on assault.

Sadly, it’s not odd that we find ourselves often losing faith in men.

At the same time, most of us can’t really bring ourselves to fully hate men either, despite having every right to do so. Still, this leaves a lot of uncomfortable feelings to linger around in our heads, hearts, and stomach—a funny little thing called trauma—and through the outlet of dark fiction, we’re, in a way, exorcising these burdensome emotions.

Specifically related to the bully trope, many women experience these types of situations in school settings with male classmates who’ve made them feel uncomfortable. Here, instead of being an arbitrary source of dealing with our everyday unease regarding men, it’s a chance for victims of bullying to reframe their trauma in a way where they’re in control of the experience.

This is where the degradation kink aspect of things comes to play as well, being called a loser, nerd, bookworm, goodie-two-shoes, etc, as well as being forced to do certain things, can be a way to process feelings of shame or low self-esteem in a controlled environment, which can provide a sense of emotional release.

Of course, the classic bully trope can be a source of this type of therapy as well. However, for those of us who gravitate towards dark fiction, I believe we find the whole fluffy fairytale ending of it all to be unsatisfying, and if not that, then used-up and worst of all, at least to a writer, predictable and therefore dull. Something of which I’ll get back to later in the note.

♡ The High School / College Narrative

When we’re teenagers, we watch a lot of movies. Much of it is action-based, but a lot of it, possibly most of it, especially those movies aimed at girls, is epic teen movies that sell us a narrative of dramatic school life full of romance, friendship, and adventure.

TV shows such as Hannah Montana, Wizards at Waiverly Place, Shake it Up, iCarly, Violetta, as well as the animated ones, Kim Possible, American Dragon, Recess, Ben 10, you name it, plus movies: The DUFF, Easy A, Radio Rebel, LOL, Mean Girls, Pitch Perfect, Clueless, Legally Blonde, High School Musical, and endless others, have all helped shape our view of what to expect from high school and college.

And, of course, high school and college are very turbulent times where we go through a lot. However, I can’t claim it was an epic tale of teen adventure with big professions of love, a crime novel mystery, and a crazy prom night, like in the movies. I mean, where it had its ups and downs, it was normal.

Most of us probably weren't the cute and quiet shy girl sitting by the window or the quirky weirdo who seemed to have her head in the clouds, and if we were, we probably weren't sought out by the school jock or mystery man.

And so, wanting a dramatic collage tale where you’re the centre of attention, admired and desired by the school hotshot or bad boy, isn’t so strange, because it’s been a fairytale you’ve been sold in the most vulnerable and influential years of your life.

Again, this isn’t a point about dark fiction specifically, or the bully trope, but the entire school-setting genre in general.

♡ Ego Boost

Continuing from the last point of wanting to be the centre of attention, there’s more to it: the fantasy of being the chosen special one. 

The bully trope, like the yandere trope, has a theme of obsession, where the bully targets a victim, i.e, the reader. This “hunting behaviour” suggests an intense desire for the reader, which can be experienced as oddly flattering—another point I discuss in On Noncon/Dubcon as a Kink:

The needy roughness showcased by the aggressor within a non-consensual sex (or bully) fantasy indicates an intense desire for the victim, which itself is an aphrodisiac of sorts. Here, we find a hidden wish for power, where non-consensual sex (or simply attention, even unwanted) bolsters a woman's feelings of seductiveness and desirability in the way it has the ability to make a man lose his decency and self-control, driving him to commit crimes of passion despite great personal cost. (In the Bully Trope, we could refer to this as breaking character: the Bad Guy going for the Goodie-Two-Shoes, or the Popular Guy going for the unpopular Quirky Girl—both risks to their reputation.) Put simply, some women enjoy the idea of being irresistible enough to drive a man crazy. The thought of being attractive enough to make a man love-sick is, in this case, a power trip and a turn-on. In some cases, one might say that this arises from a feeling of undesirability and insecurity in real life. Feeling so self-conscious that we tip the scale completely, turning ourselves into succubi, so that men simply can’t resist. In other cases, it’s simply an ego boost.

This next-to-last point is further interesting because, in both the Bad Boy x Good Girl and Popular Guy x Quirky Girl editions of the Bully trope, the bully will find the reader to be desirable even when the reader is depicted as a goody-two-shoes or loser, both labels that give them a lower status than the desirable Bad Boy/Popular Guy. 

Not only is the reader undesirable in the eyes of others, but in her own eyes as well, only to be oddly desirable to the bully. And this fluctuation from the “surprise twist” of being of a lower status to suddenly achieving a sense of desirability, especially by the bully, who is shown as a dominant and desirable figure, provides an extra thrill to the reading experience, as well as a much enjoyable “feeling seen” element.

♡ The Bad Guy

The danger and discomfort associated with the bully character, paired with his possessive traits, give the reader a feeling of being hunted by him, but at the same time, because you're "his prey", you're also earning his protection from other bullies and mean girls. This makes him a lesser evil of sorts, providing both a thrilling sense of fear and a twisted sense of safety, which makes the reader feel both dependent on and indebted to him. It becomes an unspoken quid pro quo where the bully facilitates the reader's security, and the reader gives him xoxo in return.

This is typically the reason why women find the bad guy attractive in any given genre. The tough, intimidating, confident, and independent image of the villain creates this comforting thought of undivided protection because, unlike the hero, the villain isn’t a diplomat and won’t shy away from confrontation. The idea of having someone stick up for you in any given situation is naturally assuring, and since the villain is driven by selfish desires over a moral compass or thoughts of the greater good, you can be sure he’d really fuck someone up to protect the person he loves.

Additionally, the type of unapologetic confidence portrayed by the villain is further attractive because it suggests competence and the ability to navigate challenges. The same goes for independence, which suggests that he is self-reliant and also makes him feel like he has his future mapped out—another thing that inspires reassurance in the reader, as it allows us to rest easy, knowing he's got it handled.

The same can be said about the kidnapping trope. Life and its struggles are removed, where you're no longer obligated to finish school or work. Yes, you're being held captive, but you're also being taken care of, despite it being "against your will".

♡ The Female Obsession with Innocence

Especially in the Bad Boy x Good Girl edition of the Bully trope, the reader is an inexperienced, innocent, dainty wallflower who knows no ill will. Here, we get an exciting power imbalance, where the reader is the equivalent of a fluffy bunny eating dandelions in a green field, with the bully being a sharptoothed fox hiding in the tall grass.

Now, why in the world is the idea of that appealing?

Well, what it boils down to is the female obsession with being the innocent fair sex and the fantasy of being corrupted by the male gender, of which there are plenty of reasons behind. Again, this is something I’ve written about before in On Noncon/Dubcon as a Kink. Meanwhile, here are the relevant key points from that post:

The bra, makeup, and flattering clothes—we wear them not because they’re comfortable but because we feel uncomfortable without them. And we find the reason here: in our unyielding instinctive pursuit to attract men, we often sacrifice ourselves to see it fulfilled. It’s the same with wanting to be the damsel in distress awaiting the knight in shining armor—we aspire to take on that role because we know acting that way appeals to most men.

And aside from knowing that acting submissive appeals to men and they’re dominant nature, we also know that acting innocent, helpless, and dependent has the same effect, where it appeals to their need to feel needed by us.

Moreover, there are other reasons why women enjoy assuming the role of innocence:

Fantasies of rape (or simply being innocent/submissive) reduce the distress associated with sex (and sexual attention), as it allows women to renounce any guilt they might feel, as they are not, in this scenario, responsible for what occurs. The logic here states that when we are forced into something, we’ll have a lesser need to feel shame about acting out our own desires. This reason specifically begs another question. Is there a lingering feeling of guilt and shame around female sexuality? To which I say, of course! Women are constantly met with disdain when they're open about their sexual desires. So, we’re left feeling a need to victimize ourselves, where transferring our own sexual desires onto another gives us permission to act them out without feeling guilty or dirty, because, inside this fantasy, it isn’t us committing the indecencies. Put shortly, women want to be perceived as innocent to hide the fact that we're not, because society, especially men, has a history of shaming women who are sex-positive.

If we think about the school setting, the Good Girl and the Quirky Girl are not slut-shamed or name-called with terms like whore, bitch, cunt, etc, because they don’t utilize their own sex appeal—often because they’re not even aware that they have any. Furthermore, since they don’t weaponize their own sex appeal, such as the typical Mean Girl or Bimbo characters, they’re still seen as innocent victims if and when a guy sexually preys on them, further making the bully feel a need to assume the role of being their guard dog because the Good/Quirky Girl is clueless as to the danger she’s in and simply "can’t protect herself".

This has some Born Sexy Yesterday implications as well—which is another trope we’ve discussed in an earlier Helpdesk Edition. Especially when the Good/Quirky Girl is also a New Girl who’s only just now been introduced to the jungle that is high school/college. 

Again, think of Tessa from After, who’s not only a classic Good Girl who’s preyed on by the popular kids, but also the New Girl who needs to learn how to navigate it all for the first time. Not only is she a bunny, she's a bunny placed directly inside the lion's den, like something served up for slaughter.

This creates an overwhelming feeling of uncertainty and vulnerability in the reader. Making it feel strangely comforting when the bully character “claims” them, because then she’s no longer on her own but under his protection.

♡ The Tragedy as Emotional Catharsis

As we established, in dark fiction, the bully doesn’t have a redemption arc like in classic enemies-to-lovers. Additionally, the victim doesn’t undergo a positive character development where she becomes stronger and stands up for herself. 

If we want to get technical with some story-writing terminology, this development would be what we refer to as achieving True Self—something I go into detail about in Recipe of a Good Story.

In short, the True Self is when a character overcomes their fears and is the highlight of any story with a happy ending. However, not every story has a happy ending, and in those tragedies where the characters don’t overcome their fears and don’t achieve their True Self, they’ll instead allow their fears to consume them and cross over to the Dark Side. And yes, that is literally what storytellers refer to it as.

In dark bully fiction, the Bully character doesn’t overcome his fears of being alone, being abandoned, being rejected, and being hated. Instead, he’s consumed by those fears, embracing the Dark Side when deciding that the only way he can keep the reader by his side is by ruining their self-esteem and making them terrified of leaving him.

The reader as well, fails to overcome her fears, as she doesn’t stand up for herself, doesn’t make the bully a better person, and doesn’t become his equal, instead she remains spineless, silent, and under his thumb, followed by a psychological shift, where she’ll delve into a state of Stockholm syndrome or some other form of acceptance.

It’s a tragedy, and to some, it’ll feel as though it’s a story left unfinished. This is because stories feel bereft of a conclusion when they’re without a happy ending, much because it doesn’t sit right with us that evil should prevail, and we’re left expecting a continuation where justice is served. Most tragedies, for this reason, end with the death of the flawed characters—robbing them of any such continuation, such as with most Shakespearean tragedies like Hamlet, Macbeth, King Lear, and Romeo and Juliet.

However! Continuation and conclusion or not, during this tragic journey, the reader will have engaged in highly intense, raw emotions like fear, anger, pain, humiliation, depression, conflict, unwanted desire, arousal, guilt, and shame, which provide an emotional release that may not be available in everyday life or other traditional narratives with a happy ending.

This release is referred to as catharsis, taken from the Latin word for cleansing/purification, but is more known for its metaphorical meaning popularized by the greek philosopher Aristotle, who argued that by witnessing characters perform intense emotions, especially in a tragic drama, the audience would experience a purging of these same emotions, and afterward, feel a sense of emotional relief and restoration.

This is similar to my point of Reframing and Expelling Trauma, but a little different in that it isn’t just about dealing with unprocessed trauma, but an undertaking where your emotional bandwidth gets stretched in directions it’s not used to—kind of like getting a message in places that haven't had one in a while.

♡ Fuck the Traditional Narrative!

As I mentioned earlier, we’ve seen the happy ending too many times! Frankly, we don’t want another romcom with predictable, fluffy endings and way-too-good-to-be-true characters that don’t at all reflect real life and the real disappointing and disgusting truth of human nature, both that of our own weakness and the godawful men we have to deal with.

Dark fiction earns a bad reputation for normalizing and romanticizing toxic behaviour. But I see it's the opposite. Regular teen movies are the ones doing this, where the traditional romance narrative not only normalizes toxic male behaviour, but preaches about female forgiveness and how it's a girl's job to save men from their own demons.

Dark fiction can, of course, be guilty of this too, but a lot of dark fiction isn't romantic, but horrific. And for many, swapping out the usual romcom for a horror story is refreshing, as those stories delve deep into the human psyche, exploring complex themes that go beyond conventional romance narratives, as well as the expectations and societal norms those narratives sell us.

Ultimately, the appeal lies in the thrill, emotional intensity, and the opportunity to safely explore the darker, more complex, and bad facets of human relationships and psychology that are often left unexamined in conventional fiction.

♡ Summary

This note ended up becoming a little long, so I figured I’d make a summary featuring some key notes.

♡ Enemies-to-Lovers!

Rivalry: this push-pull dynamic creates tension and suspense

Power imbalances: confident/self-conscious, dominant/submissive, naive/cynical, experienced/inexperienced, popular/unpopular, desirable/undesirable, rich/poor…

Opposites attract: Yin and Yang complete each other; one makes the other better

Such contrasts are experienced as fascinating and exciting

♡ The Bad Guy!

An immoral, selfish, powerful character will go to greater lengths than a moral character when it comes to protecting and providing for you because he isn’t held back by ethics and the idea of a greater good

Character traits like possessiveness, protectiveness, and other controlling behaviour suggest a focused desire, supplying the reader with a feeling of having "undivided attention"

Also, because the reader tends to be of a lower status, the bully is actively risking his reputation by going after her, yet chooses to do so despite that, something which, again, increases our understanding of her value to him

♡ Innocent Victim!

Being the innocent victim creates an escape from responsibility as well as feelings of guilt and shame, as it renounces the reader's control of the situation

Being the innocent victim who, throughout the story, becomes the hero who saves the bully from his own demons, gives the reader an ego boost, celebrating female resilience, through catering to both a victim complex and a hero complex

Alternatively, in dark fiction, the reader can fully plead innocence and even give up the battle completely, which can be experienced as strangely comforting

♡ Reframing Trauma & Emotional Catharsis!

Exploring themes such as bullying can help victims of bullying and similar experiences treat their trauma in a safe environment.

By experiencing an emotional rollercoaster, we have exhausted our emotional capacity and will feel a sense of rejuvenation afterward, like how a good cry can make you feel refreshed.

♡ Happy Ending!

Positive character development

Both the victim and bully overcome their fear and achieve their True Self

The victim becomes the hero who not only learns to stand up for herself but ultimately saves the bully from his inner demons

The bully undergoes a redemption arc, becoming a better person

♡ Tragic Ending!

Escaping the traditional narrative

Negative character development

The victim and bully are consumed by their fears and fall to the Dark Side

The bully depends on his evil tactics to keep control of the victim

The victim gives in, accepting the bully’s abuse

Showcases dark psychology, which, to many, can be fascinating

♡ NIGHTMARE'S HELPDESK

[jay-joy113]

Your friendly goth next door?

At first you think hes a bit odd, aways in black, full of tattos and a constant kicked dog expression.

Its so subtle you dont notice whes hes sudently at the library you go to, reading Edgar Allan Poe, with the tormented eyes of an retired souldier, but at the same time he seemed relaxed reading, like it was an old pack of cigarrets, an vice who has became an old friend as the years slipped his bony pale fingers.

Sometimes, you could feel his heavy eyes fall on you, dark brown eyes that you were sure could burn your soul at any moment.

And that moment does come, when you are in coffe shop so uterly unknown i much more looks like a hole in the wall for the cockroches of this City, you included. All alone, drawing, you were quite good, werent you? Yet you felt uterly empty by doing it, you dont quite remember when it started to be this brain dead of task, A TASK, it wasent even a hobbie anymore, it was just a way of telling yourself you were actually good in something.

And thats when you see him looking at you, all black, all muscle all tattos- WAIT IS HE DRINKING A CUTESY MILKSHAKE?!No way, no fuking way. That guy? Has a sweet tooth?? You should have stoped looking a long while ago, because that 200 pounds of pure sun free beef are stomping to your seat. Is that how you die? In a greazy seat with 2 dollars in your pocket and some badly drawn ship art?

But then he doesnt kill you. No, no, much worse. He looks at you dead in the eyes and says

"is that jax and pomni making out?"

"...no"

"Zooble and gangle are better"

"How tf would i make zooble making out??"

"Fair enough, so do you ussualy draw smut in public or did i inspire you?"

"Ah, Yes, i got infinitly inspired by the amount of color you are wearings, gru called he wants his clothes back"

"A cultured one i see, TADC, minions.. next youll say you are into indie games too"

Afther that he and your autistic ass talked till the cafe closed

"Hey can i have your number? I want to see more weird fanart"

"Haha, asshole, next thing you are gonna ask me to go to your apartment"

Honestly you should just shut the fuck up sometimes, one thing lead to another and you got peer pressured into going with him, and he said hes going to take a BATH?! Is that a code neurotypical people use to say is gooning time?! You Google what to do, nothing usefull, and all you have left is chat gpt who tell you to use protection..

When he comes back you are on the verge of having an mental break down.

"Hey we dont need to do anything if you dont want to, im fine even sleeping on the couch if you arent in the mood for cuddles"

If you say you want cuddles he will hold you gently on his chest, his warmth lulling you to sleep.

Now you want to get freaky youll have to wait for part 2 because i have a test tomorrow!

[jay-joy113]

Im a bit of a bad person, i guess everybody is.

But recently i cant shake off the feeling that im so bad ill never be truly loved, i cant even read o book about romance unless its doomed lovers or twisted love. I cant even like anyone for real, i just feel empty afther i get what i want, like "whats next?" Reason why my boyfriends dont last a week. Anyways, i just wanted to rant, anyways, do you guys dig love and deep space? Im thinking of doing a few works on Xavier.

[jay-joy113]

Maybe you should have listened to your parents about talking to strangers, because who could guess being kind to the crying man on the bar would lead you to this?

Yandere hopeless romantic, whos not exactly your normal loser, hes not wimpy or short, but is far too shy and anxius to talk to others.

You just wanted to drink but now you are here, hearing this absolute hot mess cry about how mean his co workers are and how he will probably die alone, its almost comical seeing a man his size cry like that.

You talked a bit with him, drink afther drink, and now here you are, in táxi, with this drunk weido, who keeps hugging you and giggling.

Are you too stupid and drunk and simply brought a man to your home? Yes. But you dont care, you are gonna score tonight.

Thats what you think before he sneaks behind you with your blanket and making a you burrito, you dont even know how to react once he holds you and carries you to the bed, like a glorified pillow.

Tho, this is probably the most loved you ever felt, his hands warm as he pets you and his voice soft as he mumbles about something you cant really get a grasp on, his lips loving as he kisses your forehead.

Hes elated, who knew a partner would simply fall on his plate that, dont worry, he wont ever leave you, never ever, he just met you but he already know you are his no matter what.

[jay-joy113]

Hey guys, long time no see. I been on a difficult mind space and could not make any content. Im really sorry for that, i promisse to try not let my emotions stop me from entertaining you all! I think my next work could be about obey me but i also miss twisted wonderland, what do you all think?

what do i do?

twisted wonderland fanfic

obey me fanfic

Voting ended onFeb 18, 2025

[jay-joy113]

what do yall think a dream date with a yandere should be?

basement dinner!

cute little walk where you dont know hes there!

holding hands (you are asslep)

disposing off enemies!

Voting ended onDec 19, 2024

[jay-joy113]

Being held by a buff guy could actually fix me. (Im joking, ill stay single forever to keep writing to yall, i wont let anyone take my sauce)

[jay-joy113]

Yandere gentleman boyfriend who's an absolute softy for you.

This gigant teddy bear could snap you in two with his juicy biceps but chosses to use them to hold you tenderly.

He will not take you to bed untill you show thats what you want, instead he will do your self care routine with you then cuddle if you want (please do, hes touch starved).

Did anyone say boobie pillows? I certantly didn’t-

When you guys decide its time to do the deed for the first time hes constantly asking if you are alright and saying you can tap out anytime.

Doesn't matter if you are a virgin or not, he will be so loving it will feel like your first time (or better).

He's so cute kissing you and prasing any little noise or expression you do.

Afther care king, hugs, kisses and snacks.

As you fall asleep in his tits he carresses your hair and whisper sweet nothings.

(Im sorry for this shitty post, im absolutly cooked because i decided to spend all my money in books and Edgar Alan Poe will not pay the bills and all i want is to burry myself in some man tits and die)

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HEAR ME OUT- Getting absolutly ravished by your cute yandere boyfriend-

At first, you tought that YOU would be the dom tonight, i mean look at this zetsy ass man, he aint no sadistic dom- but guess what? He fuking is!

He used your stupid pride to lure you to your New bedroom. Thats right, now you live here.

He will fuck all your holes that night. No exeptions. Youll wake up sore and with a fuking dog collar around your neck with his name on it.

Now, you could try to run away, but why would you? Besides the sheets hes an absolute angel (Who gaslights gatekeeps end girlbosses) he will give you everything exept freedom... end some damn rest. This guy is for real the saying "an orgasm a day keeps the doctors away" but he must have read wrong twice, because it seems he understood he should do it MULTIPLE times.

In the morning? Youll wake up with him with his head in the middle of your thighs drinking you like a fine wine.

"Oh baby, thats so good..! Hmm, more, i want another one! Please?"

Afther he basicly sucks off your vitality he will lead you to the kitchen to eat breakfest, no, there is not any drugs this time, dont you trust him?

There were drugs. A lot of them.

But it will only kick in lunch. Where youll find out he didn’t cook. No, no, today your lunch is him! Now open that mouth so he can empty his cute bolls.

His cock is huge for such a cute guy. Sometimes he will put a bow on it for you and say its a gift. You wouldn’t deny his gift, would you?

At night its breeding time. Dont even bother trying to sleep. He will fuck you with all his might, traping you with his weight. It will hurt a bit, in a sense that on top of being a big guy he insists on using all his weight just because.

If you can you will get pregnant, if you cant... well ge will try A LOT.

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Sometimes i feel like i can never get a grasp on the things i love, everything just goes away like sand between my fingers. Maybe thats why i aways loved yanderes so much. The concept of a person loving you no matter what lured me. The idea of being listened to, having quality time, being vunerable and still loved... its like a craving. And it feels wrong, perhaps its my abandonment issues but the idea of a person staying forever is scary, as if they would leave me at any moment and everything was all a lie.

Anyways, sorry for not posting for a while, things have been crazy and i was too emotionally drained to do anything.

If you ever thought the same way, comment so ill know im not alone.

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Thinking of getting this in a shirt, should i?

Maybe if it hits 1000 likes ill post it

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Please make more drabbles for (dnd!AU) knight!jason with witch/wizard!reader 🥺👉👈💦

Of fuking course! Im so exited this is my first request!!!

Bibidi bobidi boom

Jason didn’t like going to the capital, that place was full of snobs and most important his adoptive father, The fuking duke, Bruce Wayne the first. But he needed to go, war started and he was called to protect the royal family (He would rather die in the battle fild but ok).

The only reason he compromised was because his ACTUAL parental figure, Alfred, sent a letter. And he refused to make the old man sad. So to the capital he went.

At the entrance he already saw the homeless beggers on the side ways. It was once him, but he didn’t want to remember. A bit further he passed by the more wealthy part of the capital, the nobles usualy shoped for exotic things there. Some of the less educated simply saw him as an ordinary pennyless knight, who would certantly die. Other knew him, afther all he was an familiar face in the back street fighting arenas Who some of them enjoyed, Who doesn't love seeing poor people killing each other for money?

Finally, at the palace entrance, all Jason could pray about was that he didn’t need to care for the annoying emperor, he would rather guard the young heir or anyone but the emperor. And it seems his prayer was heard, aparently his job would be guard the royal mage. He didn’t even know that was an choice. He needed to scort them to the enemy territory to do an magical attack. Now, ussualy war there was a bit more... hands on. But they were in a war with the damn elfs, those fuckers were pretty much immune to physical damage because of their magical stone.

On their way to the elven queendom, he lerned a bit more about the mage, they were actually an wanted criminal in many realms because of their necromancy studies. Jason felt conflicted, for one he hated necromencers, those fuckers made him come back against his will. On the other hand you said you only use the corpses of people who agreed before hand or enemys. Another thing he lerned about you was that you were an certain blonde smoker aprentice. You yapped a lot actually. So much you didn’t even notice how much yall walked already.

Maybe you aren't that bad.

Or maybe he just went soft afther you curled to his side on the makeshift bed for the night.

Jason doesn't hate the capital that much anymore. Maybe he could pay you a visit again? Maybe you two could hang out outside work?

Thanks for reading!

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Thanks for reading!

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Imagine being in an dnd universe and meeting Jason.

You were walking with no real place to go when you headbutt a 6'7 brick wall of muscle who may or may not be an knight.

Now, ussualy he doesn't do charity, but seeing you so weak and alone makes gim go soft and bring you back to his humble abode (a whole ass castle).

His home is filled with weapons of many kinds but manly swords. The soft red carpet being spotless tells you hes either an clean freak or he doesn't stay inside much. The small Garden of roses is on the brink of decay because of over watering. Your room, the guest room, is a bit dusty but overall confy. Your blue sheets are made of an fine silk, theres even cute patterns on it.

Jason tells you that you can stay while you look for a place to stay, that you can even eat from his food. Honestly i would cry of sheer happines . Anyway, and thats how your slice of life adventures beggin. Wheater you prefer cleanning, cooking or gardening you end up doing something. And Jason is a bit emotional about those little acts of service, if you pick cleaning he will tell you how he never bothered because he rarely goes back to his castle (workaholic bitch) and say the smell is wonderfull. If you pick cooking he might actually cry, the last time he ate a home cooked meal was when he was a kid, he does cook for himself but that hits different. If you go care for those poor angiosperms he will look at you as if you did wichtcraft, what do you mean you fuking fixed those?? He couldn’t really care for them so he just... let em be yknow?

Afther a few more days and a more yapping, congrats, you endered him. He never had só much noyse in his castle, its not as umpleasent as he tought. That might be selfish but.. He doesn't want you to leave.

You been a great company, a great friend, a great crush- NO. He must not. You are an vunerable woman/ man/ person Who has no place to go, he shouldnt have these sinful toughts... so why when you smile he wants to kiss you? Why when he sees you helping in the castle those stone walls look more like a home? Why does he itch to hug you and never ever let go?

Afther some nights he cant take it anymore and touches himself. The warm feel of his big hands on his fat cock trying to mimic how you would feel around it. What sounds would you make? Would them be as pretty as you? With your name on his lips and face on his mind. Just as he is about to come you enter his room, whatever the fuck you had to say it scapes your head the second you see sweaty buff Jason calling out your name as he pants his abdomen white. His veiny dick doesn't go down, no, in fact it seems to get even harder under your gaze, even if its owner its looking like a fresh tomato. He asks for forgivnes, that he didn’t want you to hate him, he begs and begs...

His begging gets way cuter when you put your mouth on his member. You lick the head then gives it a little kiss, making Jason even more confused. You start to put him in, Jason puts his hand on your head, petting it softly as he lets an string of praises. When he finally cums in your mouth you can taste his salty taste. He tells you to spit, but you cant let such amazing meal go to waste can you?

When he sees you swallowed something snapped in him. He gets on top of you, undressing and carressing your body. Kissing his way down to your pussy/ cock/ hole(?). You are going to orgasm that way at least twice, he looks like an starved man, and he is, starved for love YOUR love.

Once you are both ready to do the did he will ask for consent at least 5 times. He will ask if you are 100% sure. Of course you are, its fuking Jason Todd. As said before he is most defnetly blessed, those 11 inches didn’t joke at all. Hes gentle, hugging you close and giving your face a bunch of little kisses as he says he loves you. If you ask him to go rougher he might not be able to, his life is a battle field, everything in him is rough, but for you he wants to be gentle, in these four walls he wants to be delicate.

Once you are both done he will clean you both up, dont bother doing much he wants to take care of you, just as you cared for him, he loves you a lot, he tells you that as you both cuddle on his bed, he asks if you want to live with him for real, if you want to stay forever.

If you say Yes in some days a cute little ring will be in your hand.

Thanks for reading