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there’s nothing i fear more than becoming like my mom but it’s already happening. whenever she was in a bad mood, we were all in a bad mood bc she made sure to bring us down w her…

over the last year, i’ve seen that behavior in myself but then? in those moments i didn’t really until after.

today? i’m in a bad mood and i thought wow good on me for not also trying to project that bad mood onto other ppl. sitting in a room by myself to keep from saying anything to ruin the vibes.

but then? i think i just found someone else to do that to?

yesterday i wished them (2 friends) a happy valentines day and one of them got back to me today saying that wow that came out of the woodworks (implying that i’ve been MIA; which isn’t entirely true bc i’ve seen messages in our imessage gc just last week to no response)

i told them i barely hear from them and they mentioned they send reels on insta all the time (which they do)

imo, reels isn’t a form of communication… that doesn’t count as hearing from someone.

their response? the reels are their way of saying “i saw this and thought of you” or a “conversation topic” or just a “i love you”.

so instagram is your love language? in order for me to not be considered MIA, i need to watch 30 reels a day? instead of sending messages in our actual messaging group chat?

i’ve completely gone off topic but i think me shooting back that i don’t hear from them either (literally 1-on-1 facetimes, they call each other directly, they don’t call me.) and saying i don’t consider reels actual legitimate communication was my way of making them feel bad? idk

that wasn’t the intention but it’s definitely my truth.

idk what the point of any of this is but it’s bothering me real bad.

[jdkskszkks]

and with how disappointing this weekend has been… i have so many regrets about coming up, the experiences i missed from being too insecure, the life i could’ve had.

[jdkskszkks]

i just don’t understand, how people you don’t hear from can be upset that they don’t hear from you. they’re having 1-on-1 ft calls w each other and never think to call but get upset w me over it?

if we talk, it’s bc i had a moment and made a call. that’s it.

[moeria-deactivated20130301]

bad

[gwschoolhiatus-deactivated20161]

i looked up the source for this and its from an anime where a dude has to keep a constant boner for a month straight or he loses his house

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is this the episode where he lost his house

[jdkskszkks]

i forgot no one ik now follows me here so i’ll just turn this into a little blog for myself ,,,,

i’ve been kind of? annoyed these days. ever since saturday. two of my closest friends (who we’ll call L and P) got into an argument in our gc on twitter and they haven’t been talking ever since.

neither of them wanna talk to each other and it’s killing me actually. yesterday was super awkward because the day of the argument L unfollowed P and then left our group.

but then a few days ago, they asked to be added back and their plan was to essentially pretend like P wasn’t there and vice cersa which is awkward as hell for me and for the other person who’s there (who i’m calling S)

then yesterday, while L was in the group chatting, P would be lurking and vice versa which ig was fine for a little while until they both wanted to talk at the same time so i was essentially having two different conversations but at the same time :(

but L left again, i don’t think anyone even noticed but me because S came in this morning mentioning L cuz they’re both watching the same show.

i’m not sure how much longer they’re gonna be doing this. i feel like this whole things is silly, they just need to talk already.

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My dad was elderly when he had me but he still looked very petite and young and GNC so my mom loved that and she called him babygirl and a good little boy and he’d get heart palpitations and pass out and wake up in the hospital

[asfgjfkgjnfkjgnkfjg]

Fuck I miss my biological dad so much my mom called him her little meow meow and he’d walk around in maid dresses and he needed a walk-in bathtub because he was so old. He had an asthma attack while my mom was getting the c-section btw and he saw demons

[kangyeosaang]

ateez x wonderwall

[wuuyoung]

random gifs of jongho smiling bcs i miss him :(((

[vitaminbtob]

Photographer: Now try to look natural

Btob:

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[bieyes]

it was a threat all along 

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[mydays]

you would think the gov would listen to you were beautiful one time and say you know what, sungjin already served this country 🧑‍✈️

[denimalz-deactivated20250416]

10/? favorite day6 looks

[spicyhamsamson]

One thing I really appreciate about Into the Spider-Verse that I don’t see people talk about very often is how competent they portray Peter B as.

Like, in any other movie, you’d have a similar character whose live has become a mess, and they’re sad and kinda pathetic to look at, and when the time comes for them to step up, they just sorta…flop. They’re held back by everything, and they just become incompetent.

But Peter B is different. Yeah, he’s a sad, lonely, middle-aged man who cries in the shower while wearing a spandex suit…

But despite all that…he’s still shown to be extremely good at being Spider-Man.

He escapes from being tied up while still holding a casual conversation

He takes down Miles in less than 10 seconds.

He strolls along the side of a building like it’s nothing.

And when you think about it, over the course of the movie, he kicks a LOT of ass. He’s a badass super hero, despite his flaws.

You ever notice how, when he puts on the mask, his gut sorta disappears? That’s too big of a detail to be an oversight. That’s intentional. I mean, in-universe, it doesn’t make too much sense, but to us, it’s meant to show that it’s not holding him back from being a hero.

He’s not held down by everything. Yeah, he’s a jaded, depressed, mid-life crisis Spider-Man. But he’s still Spider-Man.

They easily could’ve made Peter B sort of pathetic and had him be more of a hinderance than a help during battles. But they didn’t. And I feel like that was a really good way to pay respect to the character while still showing that he’s a heavily flawed individual.

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[sloth-incarnate]

Never has this gif been more appropriate

[gem-femme]

A vegetable is a social construct.

[goodnight-moves-deactivated2022]

At 40, Franz Kafka (1883-1924), who never married and had no children, walked through the park in Berlin when he met a girl who was crying because she had lost her favourite doll. She and Kafka searched for the doll unsuccessfully. Kafka told her to meet him there the next day and they would come back to look for her.

The next day, when they had not yet found the doll, Kafka gave the girl a letter "written" by the doll saying "please don't cry. I took a trip to see the world. I will write to you about my adventures."

Thus began a story which continued until the end of Kafka's life.

During their meetings, Kafka read the letters of the doll carefully written with adventures and conversations that the girl found adorable.

Finally, Kafka brought back the doll (he bought one) that had returned. “It doesn't look like my doll at all," said the girl.

Kafka handed her another letter in which the doll wrote: "my travels have changed me." the little girl hugged the new doll and brought her happy home.

A year later Kafka died. Many years later, the now-adult girl found a letter inside the doll. In the tiny letter signed by Kafka it was written:

"Everything you love will probably be lost, but in the end, love will return in another way."

[mister-christmas]

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