You know, when someone came up to this point, does means the life has been really, stupid, bad, lame, have gone wrong way, you would like to change it but it ends up getting worse.
I thought, I were strong to handle all these errors from the past.. I really though, they would change a bit what’s turning life to go on, but in the end, it cames down with all what you tried.
You know, that moment when you feel like, “Oh I want to be hanging out with everyone” but then, there’s a black sheep and you go with this fucking black sheep everywhere… and this black sheep goes away freely and you go with all the charges, all the fault, all the mistakes.. etc.
Oh yes, but when you try to redeem yourself, you just get fuck, you go to the best shit, nothing else will help you or believe you.
These feelings of, being unable to fufill your carreers, points in life, all these that matters, it cames all down with you, believing you are the worthless being ever existed.
I probably wont be here after posting this, maybe, who knows, I’m been treating life as best I could, but life as been fucking with me all along, even so, I had the fun needed to go on, there’s no fun left.
At this time, everyone in home is sleeping, probably getting drunk would help to feel less pain about what I probably think to do..
It has been great time, if I by some reason don’t end up getting myself away, hope life gave me another opportunity to feel new stuff again, new hopes.
If I don’t get back anytime, at first everyone, I’m sorry for have been such a fool, I dislike being living like this and I just don’t like to keep going on like so.
Good bye everyone, I’m very sorry, give Shy Heart a nice home if I don’t return..
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