The Things I Never Said

"There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you." -Maya Angelou

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when i read your words my soul felt understood. loved. cherished. my heart then squeezed these words out of me. syllable after syllable. scared all the while. for to say these things is wrong. thank you. for when i was emotionally starved your words nourished me. when i was thirsty you provided milk and honey. so when i gained strength i lifted my head towards the sun alongside the blooming flowers. and i know there are hundreds of thousands that say the same. but when you wrote for the least of us you wrote for me

tribute to rupi kaur

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“I’ve forgotten what my own voice sounds like I’ve forgotten what it’s like for my faucet to not leak I can no longer differentiate between loneliness and being alone I no longer know the luxury of temporary pain”

— ~Journi~

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Hey guys! Show some love to my sister’s blog @journiblog

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So I found the light of His Presence, and worshipped without hesitation. The surrounding believers labeled my pleas as complaints, and my grief as self-pity. I was then deemed unworthy of His love and cast away from His presence.

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When I turned around and caught his gaze, for a moment I forgot the situation. Then, reality once again set in.

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In order to secure their positions, legends centered around me were created, denying my existence.

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In the Midnight Hour

Rest is summoning me; should I stay awake any longer, the issues of my heart may flow freely.

Good Evening All,

Thought I’d share the latest as this week comes to a close. Let me know what you think!

~ j. grey

Not Interested. 

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Introverts desire temporary seclusion, not loneliness.

j. grey 

[kachulein]

Get to know me tag

I was tagged by the lovely @janarine to do this tag, thank you dear💖

Rules: tag 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

Relationship status: I am in a secret relationship with Han Jisung and it’s so secret not even he, himself, knows about it,,,pshhhh🤫🤫🤫

Favorite color: all kinds of pastels but especially pink, mint, and lavender

Top3 ships: uuuhh, I’m not a big fan of shipping but maybe Changlix, Changjin and Yoonmin

Last song: Mr. Who - Spectrum (pls stan them)

Last movie: The last movie(?) I watched was a documentation called (imma just translate its title into English) “rejected - Asia’s unwanted daughters” with my mom and it talked about politics and history and how in many Asian countries it’s been undesirable to get a daughter for such a long time that there’s too many men in comparison to women nowadays. It also explained how it came this far and what America had to do with it and yeah, it was very interesting and educational.

tagging: @lee-taeil-love-bot @roseblue-doodles @panbitchx @xiaocity-main @hellerie @squirrel-eliza @ethereal-kenna @thegentlemanukulele @silverwisp-the-insane

[the-shitty-nerd]

Rules: add 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

Relationship Status: No one loves me :’(

Favorite Color: White

Top 3 Ships: Changlix, Vkook, Namjin

Last Song: My I - SEVENTEEN

Last Movie: BTS World Tour: Love Yourself In Seoul (really fun to bop to with all the people lol)

tagging; @awkwardtodoroki @awkwardizuku @awkward-bakugou @awkwardaoyama @awkwardallmight @awkwardshinso @awkward-twice @awkward-yaoyorozo @awkwardbutawkward

→awkward-inasa

[awkward-yaoyorozo]

Rules: Add 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

Relationship status: Single and ready to mingle :0

Favorite Color: Any type of blue

Top 3 Ships: Tododeku from BNHA, Nalu from Fairy Tail, and Klance from Voltron

Last Song: Something New by Elias Näslin ft.Bennet

Last Movie: The Greastest Showman

Tagging: @awkward-1a-kids , @awkward-mina , @awkward-kiri-bnha , @awkward-tenya , @adorabledenkis , @adorablekatsuki , @adorabledeku , @adorablerokis , @awkward-backgroundbnha

[awkward-kiri-bnha]

Rules: add 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

Relationship status: Technically single but it’s kinda complicated ig?

Favorite color: Pastel Purples

Top 3 ships: Caejose, Iidaocha, Aruani

Last song: Can’t remember, maybe Slow Dancing in the Dark by Joji?

Last movie: Coraline

@fourth-best-jeanist @natsspammityspamspamham @actually-very-miserable

Idk who else to tag, so feel free to do this if you’d like! 💞

[fourth-best-jeanist]

Rules: add 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

Relationship status: been on a couple dates but currently single

Favourite colour: dark forest green

Favourite ships: Kiribaku, Roy&Riza, Ymir&Historia although I have way too many bnha otps and brotps lets be real

Last song: Killer Queen

Last movie: Into the Spiderverse

Tagging some mutuals @overitwatch @awkwarddoodlesthings @ashes-and-roses @popcornpages88 @im-just-here-for-the-trash @worstbestjeanist @tinykiwis @okiedoki-todoroki @slayersfan132

[okiedoki-todoroki]

Thanks for tagging me! <3 <3

Rules: add 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

Relationship status: single pringle 

Favourite colour: navy blue 

Favourite ships: oh man I have so many in general, but I’ll just do my top bnha ones: kiribaku, momojirou, ochamina 

Last song: Boys Don’t Cry by The Cure 

Last movie: Logan

I don’t think I’ll be able to tag nine people but I’ll do a few off the top of my head @hale-of-stiles-heart @a-walkingmeme @dekus-right-foot @thebakusquad @skylerhyrule

[skylerhyrule]

I can’t believe you tagged me 

Rules: add 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

Relationship status: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Favourite colour: Aqua

Top 3 ships: too many and changes like 24/7 but rn its Gureshin, Kiribaku, and IkeSoren

Last song:  Chururira Chururira Daddadda! By Yuzuki Yakari

Last movie: Spiderman: Into the Spiderverse

Tagging @wrathoftherandom @caketea @acemoppet @its-pit-not-icarus @zosh666 @junoxochi anyone that wants to lol

[wrathoftherandom]

Oh gosh, oh gee. What more would you want to know???

Rules: add 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

Relationship status: I have a wonderful girlfriend. The frank to my beans. The riff to my raff. The moth to my flame. The avocado to my toast. The debt to my millennials. The Putin to my Trump (ew). You get the point.

Favourite colour:  Iridescent white (or vanta black on my edgy days)

Top 3 ships: hEcK don’t make me CHOOSE! Because I’m a podcast rat, I’m going to go with Cecilos, Taakitz, and BlupJeans.

Last song:  Africa by Toto. Only the good shit in this household.

Last movie: Napoleon Dynamite (an hour of my life I will never get back)

Tagging @visionofwriters, @captaincronchy, @helloimhavinganexistentialcrisis, @mlmantonio (sorry but I actually forget who you are), @time-does-not-work-here, @albertlbaker, @well—-death, and any other yeehaws who wanna do this

[phoebejeanandtheairforce]

Thanks for tagging me!

Rules: Same as above

Relationship status: I have a lovely boyfriend as of last Wednesday :)

Favorite color: BLACK

Top 3 ships: JesperXWylan, Cecilos and Kurofai

Last song: Death of a Disco Dancer by The Smiths

Last movie: I just saw Love, Simon again today

Tagging @lugubrious-lizard @imacheeseburger128 @goodonebadgirl @unicornslothfish @ anyone else who wants to :)

[imacheeseburger128]

Rules : Same as above

Relationship status : Hot a fantastic girlfriend

Favorite color : Yellow suprisingly

Top 3 ships : Phan, Klance, and Ryden

Last Song : Blue by Troye Sivan

Last Movie : If Beale Street Could Talk

Tagging : @skye-needs-sleep @imspiderman04 @fireheart1967 @gin-rickey @exodiaxcx @minihowie @jayloverthe3rd @enby-ghost @heythereitsbek002

[minihowie]

Thank you for tagging me @imacheeseburger128 ! Sorry its very late

Rules - same as previous

Relationship status - Not alone anymore lol

Favourite colour - Am I boring if I say black? Because black

Top 3 ships - Phan is the only one I can think off :/

Last song - Nine InThe Afternoon by Panic! At The Disco

Last movie - I honestly think it was Scooby Doo

Tagging:

@sam-and-her-not-so-shitty-art @roztherobin @percabethisseaweedbrain @emovee @highcheesewhiz @killerkurse @emomulberrygirl @yupokaysuremhm @oddpyromaniac

[melencoliia]

Hey, thanks for tagging me!

Relationship status - I have a girlfriend :)

Favorite color - red/black

Top 3 ships - brallon, pepperony and stucky

Last song - fallen angels by bvb

Last movie - I can’t remember

Tagging:

@pumpkinpeasy @disasterfan69 @heckly-hecking-hecc @heckinbamboozled2237 @laurel-at-bay @21falloutpanicsattheblackparade @emounicorn2006 @emomulberrygirl idk

[cyanidevamp]

Thanks for tagging me!!!

Relationship status- I currently have a girlfriend

Favorite color- black and red

Top 3 ships- Ryden, Prinxiety, and Frerard

Last song- the jetset life is gonna kill you by mcr

Last movie- either a quiet place or thor ragnarok, cant remember which one

Tags-

@hell-in-a-handbasket1 @pancake-geesus @chemically-romantic-vampire @sonowiamconfusion @idontwannabetherightwayround @confusedpunk

I cant think of anyone else 😔👊

[gayemo]

Relationship status- dating @theajinx

Favorite color- black,,,, maybe blue

Top three ships- eh i dont,, really like any ships anymore

Last song- helena by mcr

Last movie- i dont really watch movies or anything

Tags-

@theajinx @fiash-rays @fishiest-fish @emounicorn2006 @sonowiamconfusion @panic–at–the–black–parade

[love-hate-relationship]

Thanks for tag!!

Relationship status: single forever

Fave color: Black

Top three ships: mate i dont rlly ship pll

Last song: Welcome To The Black Parade (yeah.. i cried)

Last movie: CAPTAIN MARVEL

Tagging: @hyruleknight271 @snail-anon @thatgurlwithfandomsandbands @fandomobsessedandbored @deadxflight @emounicorn2006 @awkwardintrovert2004

[hyruleknight271-deactivated2020]

Thanks for tagging me!

Relationship status: S i n g l e and likely to remain that way

Fave colour: Black or red

Top 3 ships: i don’t really ship stuff

Last song: Another one bites the dust

Last movie: Into the spider-verse

Tags: @snail-anon @10th-no-name-person @hraewordsmith @meisamyth @zappy-pidgeon

[thebbqqueen]

Relationship status: I have to most amazing boyfriend who cares and koves me unconditionally. He’s the butter to my bread. The peas to my carrorts. He’s just the totally package if I can brag :))

Favorite color: Umm it changes daily and on mostly on my mood. Right now I’m really happy so I’m going to say like bright sunflower yellow

Top 3 ships: I don’t really understand the shipping process..? But if I can just say anything Phineas and Isabella, Draco and Harry Potter (only on the Wattpad fan fics though), and Tess and Harry in the Wattpad book “After”

Last song: A Biggie song in the car with my boyfriend:)

Last movie: Upgrade it was really cool and the action was amazzing! A touch too gory for me though.

Tags: @feministism @aorkgk @blu @canttalkblueonly @d-reamy @eliminated @girlpurple-world @huunnyyy @i-am-a-fish @jgreyblog @kitty @lezpleasure @marci1900 @nakeedpeach @okrutne @permeate @quiet-nymph @ragging @showerthoughtsofficial @thezealotsblindfold @uniej @vomitingwords @we-reactive @xanax1ety @yelyahwilliams @zushi

[jgreyblog]

Thanks for tagging me!

Relationship Status: Single

Favorite Color: Green

Top 3 Ships: I don’t really have any...

Last Song: King of the Clouds - Panic at The Disco

Last Movie: Pride and Prejudice (2005)

Tags: @manderzzzz17 @hiyasharma16 @alex-a-roman @alexandsam 

….I can’t think of anyone else…..

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Its Not Always In Rainbows And Butterflies

It’s not always in rainbows and butterflies that you find love passing by.

It’s sometimes hidden deep within our heart too afraid to bloom.

It’s sometimes hidden in those black and white photographs kept above the fireplace, old and forgotten.

It is often found between the pages of your favorite novel in the pages which you folded a long time back because they were your favorite and reminded you of someone or maybe in those dull pressed flowers.

Sometimes, it plays on your music system and when you try to remember the long conversations on the telephone.

It's  not always in flowers and butterflies that you find love, you just stumble upon it

Instagram me: _hiyasharma_

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I am drawn to your character, because you remind me of who I unknowingly hurt. However, instead of permitting history to repeat itself, I wish to atone for my sin. Please allow me.

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Hey guys,

Check out @alexandsam for lots of great content, and give them an awesome Monday!

~ j. grey

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I have a mind, I have a body: I have feelings. Acknowledge them.

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We have made it over 50,000 followers! Thank you so much, and I love each and every one of you! Apologies for being so lax in my posting for the last month, but I promise it will get better. Thanks again!

~ j. grey

My website. 

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Sorry, for not telling you how I felt before it was too late. Please, forgive me.

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What you admire, is what I despise about myself.

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Letter to The Bereaved Lover

You posses an unsullied reputation, therefore I grieve relentlessly for your loss.

Happy New Year!

I am so excited for 2019, and hope you are too. I have just posted a new poem to my website, so please support and go check it out. 

Have any ideas or requests for future content? Do not hesitate to let me know, and as always, enjoy your weekend.

~ j. grey