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“i’m not going ANYWHERE, enid.” he mumbles gently into her hair, reveling in the simple, kind touch. the kiss, while unexpected, is more than welcome, and he wonders briefly how it would feel to kiss her for real, not just on her cheek. but he’ll let that fantasy stand for a bit. “i deserved the slap, i was being an asshole. i promise, i’m not gonna leave, not without you. i mean, who’s gonna COVER my right side now, if i don’t have you?”
enid lets out a sigh of RELIEF. although words can’t always be trusted to be one hundred percent truthful, she feels a lot better now that he’s promised. she tilts her head back just a little to look at him, although her arms stay wrapped around his neck. her gaze flickers down to his lips and lingers there momentarily, also wondering what it’d feel like to kiss him. she forces herself to raise her eyes, though. “true,” she replies, with a soft laugh. “i’m sure you could find someone else WILLING to do it, but let’s face it, you enjoy my company way more than anyone else’s.” she jokes, her tone TEASING and far more LIGHTHEARTED than it had been moments prior.
❝ You are goin’ to make it to adulthood, and then–if you want to and you have someone right in your life–the two of you canstart thinkin’ about a family. ❞ Maggie knows how much she sounds like her ownfather and step-mother might have had she been asking the same questions asEnid’s age. There’s a flash ofsadness in her eyes at hearing the teen still has doubts whether or notshe’ll live for a handful more years. The fear is understandable Maggie can’t argue against that, but she wishes Eniddidn’t have to live with it. In the short time they’ve spent together sinceEnid and Glenn returned to Alexandria she’d grown protective over the teen. ❝ Don’t go givin’ up hope. You’ve gotyour whole life to live. Even if itdoesn’t seem like there are options nowthings can change. It always tends to happen when you’re not lookin’ for somethin’. That’s when all of a sudden you run into it. When I first met Glenn I never would’ve thought we’d be startin’a family together. ❞
enid WANTS to say that just saying she’ll make it doesn’t necessarily mean it’s the truth, but she decides against it. maggie’s trying to be optimistic and somehow, she doesn’t have the HEART to be cold when someone is trying to reassure her. especially someone she’s come to care for. “sure, i just...i can’t help having doubts. sometimes people run out of luck. you know that as well as i do.” she falls silent, mind briefly reminding her of the LOSSES she’s encountered since the downfall of the world. she feels a wave of sorrow wash over her, dragging her down into the depths of her thoughts, the self-blaming ones, where she momentarily stays, listening to her thoughts screaming that it’s all her fault. but maggie speaking up again pulls enid to the surface once again, and instead of DWELLING on what awful thoughts she’s just had, she listens to maggie. a soft laugh escapes her lips, despite what happened mere moments ago. “i used to be so obsessed with the idea of true love.” she says. “before all this, i mean. used to love cliche movies and books and stuff. i just loved the idea of falling in love.” she admits.
RECOGNIZING THE VOICE that was being spoken, carl finally seems to snap out of whatever trance he’s been stuck in. he turns his head to face enid, a visible look of devastation on his face. at first, he doesn’t speak. he doesn’t want enid to see him cry. but, after considering the consequences, enid seeing carl grimes cry isn’t that bad. BEFORE HE CAN even get a word out, carl breaks down. he’s aware that enid knows how he feels, but he also knows that when something like this happens, those affected tend to feel like no one else understands. carl sets his little sister on the floor next to him, then wraps his arms around his friend, burying his face in her shoulder. ❝WHAT — WHAT AM i gonna do, enid? how — how am i gonna explain this to judith when she’s old enough to understand? i — i can’t raise a kid! i couldn’t even raise myself! i skipped over thirty years of my life all because i thought i was gonna die! what do i do?❞ BY THIS POINT, carl’s sobbing. the others start wondering if he’s ever going to be the same again, knowing how hard of a blow this has been to him. carl doesn’t even notice that there’s more in the room besides him, his sister and enid, and he honestly doesn’t care. he’s so scared and confused. he hasn’t felt like this since everything started. since when he’d first thought his dad was dead. he keeps waiting for this to all be a nightmare. for him to wake up with his dad right there beside him. but he knows better.
the look of pure SORROW on carl’s features makes enid’s heart shatter. she thought she’d be able to hold it together, so she could comfort him, but his expression alone makes her want to cry. for his sake, of course. “oh, carl...” she breathes, wishing there’s something she can say to make it better. but, of course, there’s nothing. he’s lost his last parent. he has nobody but judith left from his bloodline. sure, he has his group. and he has enid. but he won’t see that for a while yet.
and then carl falls apart and his arms wrap around her and enid’s heart seems to break a little more as he buries his face into her shoulder, but nonetheless her arms wind around him and she pulls him closer. “i’ve got you.” she whispers into his ear. she won’t say it’s alright, because it’s not, but she wants him to know that she’s here for him.
she listens as he talks, knowing that all these points are valid. but when he starts to sob it rattles her, and she’s THIS close to bursting into tears herself. she rubs small circles into his back, hoping it’ll be of some comfort, chewing on her lower lip in thought. she realizes there are others in the room and, knowing it probably won’t help for carl to be around people, she looks over at them. “can...can you give us a minute?” ,
after a moment of hesitation, they slip out of the room, one by one. once they’re left alone with judith, enid pulls back from the embrace just a little, so she can look at him while keeping her arms around him. “carl, just breathe. i know it’s hard. and i’m sorry. i’m so sorry about your dad. i...i know for a act that the wounds don’t heal.” she draws in a deep breath. “but...it's not going to help if you isolate yourself and judith. i know you need TIME, but you can figure this out. carl, WE can figure this out. if you want my help...you know you’ve got it.
Daryl crossed his legs at his ankles and carefully picked open his snack. Poking and prodding at the content before he even bothered to pluck one out and press it to his lips to eat. He was sure most people would assumed he was just making sure it was good in reality he just ate strangely, not that he cared. Enid didn’t seem to notice so he won’t bring it up. Blue hue flickering over to her as he chewed and she started to speak.
There was a shrug of hsi shoulders, “I guess.” There is a pause as he swallows and his normal frown moves over his lips. “Jus’ hope if he is bad he don’ hurt no one. And if he is bad what do we do with ‘em? Bringin’ him here jus’ started up a bunch ’o shit we don’ need.”
enid and daryl have never really had that much time to talk before, although she’s always found him to be one of the most INTERESTING of rick’s group ( this, of course, is always kept to herself ), even though she’d, at first, found herself a little scared of them. all of them, from carl to glenn to daryl to rick himself. they all scared her. but not now.
“we can take him.” she says, immediately. “if that’s what needs to be done, then we can take him.” they’ve faced worse, after all, than one guy by himself. although, of course, he has to have a group of some kind. enid has an unsettling string of thoughts. what if they were followed here by the group that this jesus guy comes from?
Nicholas’ smile turned into a frown. His clothes had been soaked in blood. “We got surrounded by a bunch of walkers in an alleyway… It’s lucky we made it out of there.” Nicholas paused for a moment. “Then there was the problem with the walkers attacking this place, so we had to fight our way through.” Nicholas sighed heavily. He was tired, as he hadn’t had any rest since the night before he went to the quarry with the others. He kept getting attacked by walkers out there, and they wouldn’t stop until they were put down.
almost immediately, a visual popped up in enid’s head. she shudders. as brave as she is, that must have been horrifying for them. “i’m GLAD you guys got back okay.” she says, sincerely. she’s glad the worst is over for now, though, although there were still things plaguing her mind. carl had been shot. the andersons were DEAD. so were many other alexandrians that enid had once k n o w n. it wasn’t easy. “how’re you holding up? you need anything?” she’ll help out anywhere she can to distract herself from the horrors that will, inevitably, catch up with her soon.
When Enid jokes back with her, she chuckles lightly, giving her a playful glare, but with a free smile added onto it. ”Oh, I’m shaking in my boots.” Malia teases back, ruffling her little sister’s hair, which she knew the other didn’t appreciate. But, then the light mood is changed as Enid asks the question, Malia was almost dreading, the girl leans against the tree, deep in thought. Enid had a point, they needed to find somewhere else, who knew when another herd was going to pop up, and from where? Although, Malia was always prepared on watch, she knew that they only had a certain number of bullets, or knives, before it was game over. But just as she doesn’t always trust her weapons to survive, she sure as hell doesn’t trust the living among her. “I.. let me think about it some more, okay?” She finally says, giving Enid a half-hearten shrug, before she turns back, keeping an eye on the horizon, and also signifying that she is done with this conversation, as of now.
enid laughs, rolling her eyes. the only reason she’s not completely INSANE right now is because of malia. her sister is the only one she has left. and it’s their job to protect each other, although she knows that malia sees it more as she has to protect enid and enid has to stay safe. but it’s not the way the TEEN girl is. she won’t run and hide. she’ll fight alongside her sister. at the older girl’s answer, enid slowly nods, knowing that it’s the best she’s going to get. “okay.” she replies, simply. “wake me in a few hours, okay?” she requests, before sitting down at the base of a tree and getting as comfortable as she possibly can. remarkably, the girl falls fast asleep pretty quickly. unbeknownst to her that a small band of walkers are headed their way. not a horde, but enough of them to catch the girls of guard if they’re not careful.
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“Uhm, Enid? Are you sure that it’s a good idea that we like, go out here, and stuff?” This is Rain, she’s extremely nervous about just anything you could throw at her.
at first, nothing but a SHRUG of the teen’s shoulders follows the other’s question. but after a moment or two she speaks. “we’re supposed to be out here, rain. don’t you feel a little excited?” she pauses. “just...try to let go of the worries for a while. relax. you’ll ENJOY it.”
as amusing as torturing poor enid about her little date was, she holds her tongue for a moment - it would never last though. not as she finished the last syllable of together. ❛ yet, ❜ lucy teases a final time before raising her hands slightly to show her defeat. she’s allowing the subject to fall to the wayside, ❛ i’m kidnapping you by the way, at least for the next hour. i need help with some of the patients and denise is… ‘busy’ or some shit. ❜
heat rushing to her cheeks even MORE so than before, enid is about to protest, but she decides to keep her mouth shut for now. she raises an eyebrow head tilting just slightly to one side. “you want ME to help you?” she asks, more surprised than anything else. after a moment, though, she shrugs and gives a tiny smile. “okay, sure, why not. i guess i can SPARE a few hours.” she says jokingly, as if she has such a busy schedule.
a loud giggles echos around them as judith lets a wide smile form on her lips. her eyes shine brightly with excitement as the young girl claps her palms together repeatedly. ❛ wow, enid! you’re the best. ❜ it’s more than entertaining to judith and she only wished she was able to do it herself. it never failed that enid could keep her mind occupied when no one else had time to play with her. ❛ do another trick! ❜
enid smiles widely. the air around them is cool, the atmosphere calm, and if there is even a TINY glimmer of hope left inside enid, she only notices it when she’s around judith, the young girl who still has so much joy and love and optimism. she’s like a light in the dark, enid realizes. and not just for HER. “honestly, i don’t know that many.” she admits. then she pauses, gaze falling onto a nearby tree. “okay, watch this.” with that, she walks towards said tree and begins climbing it, having an idea.
kiera let out a soft laugh, shrugging her shoulders before patting enid’s shoulder gently. “eh — you’re a bit shorter than me so you’re LITTLE to me.” she teased. even after everything, some people still managed to put a smile on their face, still joke around or maybe even still be motivated to guess this place back together. “no, i’m all set. let’s head out, shorty.” she grinned and began to walk.
enid gives a slight shake of her head, amused. “i don’t know whether or not i should feel OFFENDED.” but she’s teasing, of course, and it’s made clear by the twitch of her lips. “alright.” she agrees, walking alongside kiera. she feels an undeniable thrill sparking inside her - she loves going outside, more than she cares to admit. “so how ARE things back there, with the others? are they coping?”
carl simply watches enid for a moment, tries to read her reaction. and when she reaches out, he’s a little surprised and he looks down as her fingers brush against his. “yeah, i do,” he says in response to her question. though while that’s true now, it hadn’t always been the case. he hadn’t always believed it. “you know that i care about you too, right?” he looks back up at her then, wathing for her reaction again. he was a little worried about saying too much and freaking her out or something. he didn’t exactly have a lot of experience talking to girls about this stuff. but he was glad that he was finding it in himself to try.
although the very edges of her lips curve upwards in a slight smile, an undeniable stab of sadness hits enid right in the gut, momentarily making her feel like the AIR has been knocked out of her. she chews on her lower lip, eyes momentarily shifting downwards as her mind races. he does care about her. she knows that. but...
she raises her eyes to scan his face, and she tries to read his expression. “i know you do. i just...i don’t get WHY. why do you bother with me? i...i could disappear at any moment and yet you still care about me. why is that?” her voice is soft, almost a whisper, and she looks rather SAD.
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“ have you eaten today? ”
“ please, just rest for a minute please ”
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“ did someone do this to you? ”
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“ why didn’t you tell me? ”
“ i can’t not care about you ”
“ don’t tell me you’re fine. this is not fine ”
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