I’m Just A Mess

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[kosmogrl]

how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever

[ilynpilled]

how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever

[spyndylle]

[probuccalfat]

it’s fucking wild because one day you’re like i guess i’m not dying tragically young and you go to the store and you buy dental floss, ingredients for soup, and a bath mat

[probuccalfat]

it’s this sentiment in practice, in day to day.

[ozth]

found this three year old draft buried in my files. is it funny? I don't remember

[nudityandnerdery]

Honestly, y'all, I'm begging you. Take the time to think and learn for yourself. Even if it's just something casual like knitting or cooking. Exercise your brain. It's important.

[my-random-fandoms]

[thetrekkiehasthephonebox]

Verified: Microsoft 365 gets massive 45% price hike — and it's all to do with AI tools (Tom's Guide - January 17, 2025)

[mothwizard]

oopsie i tripped and spilled my link to archive dot org's downloadable copy of Microsoft office suite for 2007, which features no AI tools and is a powerful word processor that still holds up just fine on windows 10!

[mutant-distraction]

[help-help-i-need-an-adult]

Environmental storytelling

[ralfmaximus]

Soup patrol

Some Miyazaki live action film I've never seen

[cipheramnesia]

Warrior Cats

[gr8writingtips]

writing tip #3765:

just have fun with it idk

[skinks]

I love that thing when people get a little bit tongue-tied and garble what they’re trying to say so they make a little “blegh” 👅 noise and start over. verbal reset button. hitting the top of the tv to unscramble the signal

[sisyphusshrugged]

[throathole]

“face the truth as it is instead” disintegrated him

[miiilowo]

when the lyrics you've been mishearing are more clever than what's actually in the song

[ohitspurple2]

[nodudeshutup]

love the phrase 'methinks'. me does think. thinketh me do.

[klaasje]

[musicforadarkenedtheatre-deacti]

[idk--------s-deactivated2025070]

Environmental storytelling is my favorite

[vital-information]

I told Miyazaki I love the “gratuitous motion” in his films; instead of every movement being dictated by the story, sometimes people will just sit for a moment, or they will sigh, or look in a running stream, or do something extra, not to advance the story but only to give the sense of time and place and who they are.

“We have a word for that in Japanese,” he said. “It’s called ma. Emptiness. It’s there intentionally.”

Is that like the “pillow words” that separate phrases in Japanese poetry?

“I don’t think it’s like the pillow word.” He clapped his hands three or four times. “The time in between my clapping is ma. If you just have non-stop action with no breathing space at all, it’s just busyness, But if you take a moment, then the tension building in the film can grow into a wider dimension. If you just have constant tension at 80 degrees all the time you just get numb.”

Which helps explain why Miyazaki’s films are more absorbing and involving than the frantic cheerful action in a lot of American animation. I asked him to explain that a little more.

“The people who make the movies are scared of silence, so they want to paper and plaster it over,” he said. “They’re worried that the audience will get bored. They might go up and get some popcorn.

But just because it’s 80 percent intense all the time doesn’t mean the kids are going to bless you with their concentration. What really matters is the underlying emotions–that you never let go of those.

— Roger Ebert in conversation with Hiyao Miyazaki

[titimylove]

in graphic design, it’s called whitespace. it gives elements room to breathe, to let the viewer’s eye relax and their mind to calm.

[joeyridersvoid]

This sounds like a shitpost but people should be allowed to be horny. As in, sexuality is just part of life for most people and there’s no reason for consensual sexual behavior to be punished. A celebrity getting “caught” at a sex club shouldn’t be a scandal. No one should be fired for having a fetlife profile outside of work. Nudes getting leaked shouldn’t be career-ending. Denying and hiding (consensual) sexual interests doesn’t make anyone more professional, it just makes everyone more repressed. And sterilizing ourselves to be better work drones isn’t productive, it’s just creepy. I’d rather my surgeon get absolutely railed on camera and come to work in a good mood, frankly.

[justanotherurl-not]

Actually why don’t people comment on fanfics anymore?? It’s so sad and disheartening?? Sometimes I think maybe my writing just got shit and then I remember I got comments on stuff I wrote when I was 11 and 12, and no people really just don’t comment anymore :(

(And like yes I’m writing the fanfics more for myself and I’ll keep writing them even if I don’t get comments because I enjoy it and I have ✨ideas✨ I need out of my head but still!!! )

At this point I think I’d be happy if someone commented “this is shit” just to know ppl are engaging 😭