baby reindeer, episode 4
YOU ARE THE REASON
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taylor price
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Peter Solarz
i don't do bad sauce passes
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Not today Justin
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hello vonnie
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styofa doing anything
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baby reindeer, episode 4
$1,699,000/5 br/5 ba/7000 sq ft
Lake Placid, NY
Built in 1977 [househunting on substack] [househunting on instagram]
clap if you're a black hole of a person and have never been satisfied
numb hands
The fact that one of these moves is significantly more difficult for me than the other two at least tells me which nerve is probably the most fucked up
GQ: Go behind-the-scenes on the set of Hudson Williams and Connor Storrie's GQ HYPE shoot in Los Angeles.
Found a ton of behind-the-scenes content and wanted to put it all in one place for reference:
GQ BTS (x) and (x) trishnarikhy BTS (x) and (x) and (x) and (x) GQ Italia BTS (x) and (x)
i hate viruses so fucking much. literally getting attacked by a fucking shape. a concept. consumes no energy. responds to no stimuli. its only existence is to fuck with you. like fuck offf
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Yep, I made a frutiger aero soft soap alien… 💧🐠🤍🫧🧼
The cleanomorph
not to get disability rights about shallergies but now i’m thinking about ilyas trauma response influencing his hyper vigilance around shane’s allergies and the dignity of risk.
Dignity of risk is the idea that self-determination and the right to take reasonable risks are essential for dignity and self esteem and so should not be impeded by excessively-cautious caregivers, concerned about their duty of care. - from the wikipedia page
let shane have his mango!!! he knows the consequences and is equipped and able to deal with them!!
imagining ilya having to talk to galina about it and how he knows he’s starting to do better about his mom when he stops having panic attacks at the thought of shane having his inadvisable mango
absolutely an important topic 🫡
and circling back to fun: shane's absolute delight at ilya's therapy homework involving shane getting to eat mangoes
some of yall will hate me but I dont think claudia is a perfect character either and I think that to position her as the "only good one" or the "only recounting of events we can trust" fundamentally misunderstands the story.
This conversation has been brought up a lot more now because of lestat's recounting that he never threatened claudia with SA on the train. Some people say that lestat can be going down the very common road that some abusive people do where they soften their own actions in their memory. and maybe this is true, it could be! my point is: we'll never know. however, I think some people think that claudia's victim status absolves her from having bias when that is not the case.
I never think claudia intentionally lied but she is also very traumatized and her emotional truth may not necessarily be the factual truth but that does not make it a farce. like "lying" isnt the right word. her accounts are still biased to her worldview if that makes sense?
like she GENUINELY felt threatened by lestat and when has she felt genuinely threatened before? with Bruce. in her mind these two experiences start to bleed together and affects and her recollection of it. this DOESNT mean lestat wasnt horrible and didnt threaten her at all, it means her experiences shape her lens. it means her brain processed these two experiences in the same way. because in a sense by being forced to come back home her autonomy was also being robbed from her, again.
I guess my point is that memory is the monster. we can never escape our lens and the horror of these books and this show is that we cannot separate our past experiences from our current life, the emotions and the worldview bleed through and your actions follow accordingly. the horror of the show is how life often feels like a self fulfilling prophecy because you can never fully escape from who youve been into who you are.
You are right and you should say it.
They are all victims of someone else just like they’ve all victimized someone else. We will never know who is “correct” especially when their definitions of what’s true conflict with each other.
Luca Haas at the Hollanov wedding, July 2021 (colorised)
HUDSON WILLIAMS and CONNOR STORRIE for GQ HYPE [x]
strangers to colleagues to friends to soulmates <3
Stop praising Bonnie for being “perfect” and having “morality.” Stop praising racist writing period like can we just stop.
Loyalty (1869)
— by Briton Rivière
Loyalty (2025)
— by Ilya Rozanov
Thank you Anthony Head for all your work. I think a lot of fandoms will greatly miss you!
The suburbs dream of violence. Asleep in their drowsy villas, sheltered by benevolent shopping malls, they wait patiently for the nightmares that will wake them into a more passionate world.
—J.G. Ballard, Kingdom Come