american idiot

JUSTIN MOORE || EIGHTEEN keep forgetting to remember, where we've been is who we are.

[justjustinmoore]

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[unsent text]: I really want to think you’re doing okay. But sometimes I’m scared you’re not.

[unsent text]: Do you ever miss Whittemore? Even though everything was kinda fucked up at the end. I miss it sometimes. That’s weird, isn’t it?

[unsent text]: I hate that none of us keep in touch. We all really loved each other at one point. Even if we didn’t all get along, I think we all cared. This sucks.

[unsent text]: I saw you in Sam’s bar. I was going to say hi, but I wasn’t sure I was ready to have that conversation with you. It’s been too long, I don’t think either of us would be the same anymore.

[unsent text]: Sometimes I really miss our conversations. I miss how open you were with me.

[text]: Saw you at Sam’s bar. Didn’t wanna bug you, but hope all is well.

[justjustinmoore]

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[unsent text]: How have you been? I only ever hear things through the grapevine anymore. I guess that’s what happens when you’re the only person from Whittemore who seems to not have done anything with their life, huh? Kinda funny, isn’t it?

[unsent text]: I’m proud of you. So incredibly proud.

[unsent text]: Do you still talk to Tyson? I don’t. It’s been a year. Fucking hell, years go by fast, don’t they? I never thought I’d say it, but I want to go back to Whittemore. I’d redo everything if it meant I got the two of you back.

[unsent text]: I’m dating a new girl. I don’t know why I’m telling you this. I feel like you should know. Her name is Lauren, and she’s absolutely beautiful. The problem is, I don’t think I love her. I want to, more than anything. But it’s like I can’t. She deserves more.

[unsent text]: I hear you’re running the world with your fashion business. That’s awesome, Jess. You deserve it. You deserve to be happy.

[text]: Save me a drink when you get back to Whittemore, won’t ya? 

[justjustinmoore]

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[unsent text]: I miss you. I miss you so much.

[unsent text]: I’m never going to be able to thank you enough for everything you did for me. I know it never seemed like much, but we met at a really strange time in my life. I’m just glad you were there. Sometimes I wonder what would’ve happened between us if things had been different.

[unsent text]: It never mattered to me that Steph and Tyson had issues after they broke up. I really was glad I could be your friend either way.

[unsent text]: Tyson’s gone, Rubes. He went to Africa and I’m by myself and I don’t think I know how to be.

[unsent text]: Do you remember when we kissed? Sometimes I think about that. There was something there, wasn’t there? I don’t think we were meant to be together, but I definitely think we were meant to find each other.

[text]: See you at the reunion?

[justjustinmoore]

arrogant boy love yourself so no one has to they're better off without you you're lucky if your...

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[justjustinmoore]

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[unsent text]: Hey Bea. I miss you.

[unsent text]: So today I was thinking about the first time we talked and you asked me what I was drinking about and I may finally have an answer. 3 years later.

[unsent text]: The real question is, have you figured out what you were drinking about yet?

[unsent text]: When you come back for the reunion we should just get totally fucking wasted, how’s that sound?

[unsent text]: Do you think we could hang out for the night when we’re all back together? I don’t think I’m ready to see TJ. I don’t know what to say. Please say you’ll keep me company.

[text]: Ready for the class of 2013 to make a comeback? Text me when you’re around, it’ll be nice to see you.

[justjustinmoore]

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[unsent text]: Congrats on making the rich list man, always knew you could put your mind to some badass things

[unsent text]: How are things? haven’t heard much from you in a while. At least not around here.

[unsent text]: Do you ever miss Whittemore? I know you hated it more than most of us, that’s probably a dumb question.

[unsent text]: I saw a poster about you today. It was weird.

[unsent text]: You should come out to one of Sam’s clubs. Hang out for a while.

[text]: You coming back for the reunion?

[justjustinmoore]

arrogant boy love yourself so no one has to they're better off without you you're lucky if your...

the story continues on justin’s new blog

[faybiandavis]

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[unsent text] do you still have that drawing i left in your hospital room after the accident?

[unsent text] it was true. i can confirm; if i was a serial killer, i’d let you live.

[unsent text] sometimes you really piss me off. there’s some weird lost puppy vibe about you, it’s been like two years but i still feel it radiating whenever i see a picture of you. what are you doing justin?

[unsent text] so many people got married at our school that i pretty much just blanked it all out but i’m thinking about doing an article on teenagers getting hitched. yours seemed like a shot gun clown show but if you’re interested then respond to me with less than six words and don’t include an emoji… i don’t want to ruin the surprise of how you’re feeling about it pre-article with “o___O”

[unsent text] it’s 2am and something’s really bothering me. where the fuck did carlie go?

[sent text] hey sad boy, i hear you work at one of Fawke’s VIP bars, hope those minor celebs are treating you well. ;)

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[unsent text] Hey Justin. Hey. I don’t really know what to say. I don’t know. How are you? I pretty much suck at keeping in touch with everyone. I don’t know. We’re still friends, right? I watched Brokeback Mountain yesterday. I don’t know why I’m telling you that but you know, just in case you were wondering what I did yesterday. The movie kind of reminded me of us. I mean we’re obviously not gay cowboys and we never had a sexual relationship but the guy in the movie said something about how all they have is Brokeback Mountain – everything built on that place and that’s all they’ll ever have. I wonder if that’s the same for us and our friends. Everything built on fucking Whittemore and now that it’s gone maybe we don’t have anything to keep us together. It’s definitely that way for me and Tommy. Haha, LOL. 

[unsent text] You didn’t go to Africa with TJ? Something happened?

[unsent text] Dude, hey, haven’t heard anything from for you for a while. You okay? What’s up? I miss you, I think. I don’t know. I try really hard not to miss anyone. 

[unsent text] Do you visit Carlie in rehab? I want to see her sometimes but I’m kind of scared. I hope she’s getting better. I can’t wait for her to get out of there. Do you know when she’ll get out? Maybe we can throw a party for her – but you know, booze-free and definitely drug-free. A cupcake party, maybe. We can wear onesies. Please tell me Carlie will be out of there soon. 

[unsent text] Do you still think about that night at the rooftop? Do you think things would be different if Hazel was still here? I could have saved her. Your arm was broken. What’s my excuse?

[text] Need a job? 

[justjustinmoore]

question: does anyone know why the theme on justin’s new blog isn’t letting me upload pictures

[justjustinmoore]

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[millie-hastings-blog]

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[unsent text] Have you heard from TJ? My dad said he’s up and moved to Africa. Weird, right?

[unsent text] Where did you decide to go since we can’t exactly go back to Whittemore? Just curious

[unsent text] Just wanted to say that if you ever need a place to crash, we’ve got a pretty cool treehouse here. Mrs. King has probably got that covered, but just in case.

[unsent text] This guy at school tried to call me sweetheart. I think I’ve actually managed to meet someone more annoying than you. ;)

[unsent text] I’m throwing a Halloween party this Friday if you want to come. No costume needed, you’ve already got the sarcastic asshole look down. 

[text] Pretty sure that this reunion is going to require a lot of snacks. Pringles or Doritos? Actually, we’re going to need both. Both is good.

[justjustinmoore]

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[unsent text]: I know you probably know that Tyson’s gone but him and I don’t talk anymore and I really just need someone to talk to.

[unsent text]: How are you doing?

[unsent text]: I had this really crazy dream about Hazel and Tyson last night and I think I might be going crazy to be honest.

[unsent text]: Was it hard to fall in love again after Julian? It feels hard to love someone again once you’ve already been in love with your best friend.

[unsent text]: I could really go for a meaningless chat and some snacks right now. I miss that.

[text]: Are you coming back for the reunion? I vote we sneak off to an empty room with the food from the tables. 

[danirobbinhood]

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[fucksanducks]

If someone would’ve told us 3 years ago, that at some point we’d never speak again, we would have laughed in their face.  I don’t know about you, but I’m not laughing..

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[wordsnquotes]

Letting go. Everyone talks about it like it’s the easiest thing. Unfurl your fingers one by one until your hand is open. But my hand has been clenched into a fist for…years now; it’s frozen shut.

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