[justmeandthelight]

We are always so focused on wanting to be perfect that we're not able to see the beauty in our own imperfection.

[thestorysothin]

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NO BINGE JULY

reblog this everytime you see it on your dash, so you are not allowed to binge

who‘s with me?

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[crazy-skinny-deactivated2018081]

Things that DON’T define you:

❌ your weight

❌ your grades

❌ number of followers on social media

Things that DO define you:

✅ your personality

✅ how you treat people

Remember this ⬆️

[justmeandthelight]

Love is not about looks. It is about 2 souls that compensate and expand each other.

[justmeandthelight]

Reality

How can we define reality? How can we sepereate real things from unreal things? Is that possible?

Reality is that part of the universe that we all are able to see, smell, taste, hear, feel. But what about our thoughts and feelings?

Every single one of us have thoughts and feelings that nobody could guess. Sometimes we lose ourself in our thoughts or in our feelings. But is that unreal? Or is this our own reality?

I think I have to take LSD one day. It is just a fascinating drug that gives us the chance to understand a little bit more of this world..

[justmeandthelight]

If you always choose the easy way you will end up standing in front of a mountain and you will not be able to climb on top

[justmeandthelight]

we are so used to be save that we forget how it is to be scared

[justmeandthelight]

The gap between 'I want to live' and 'I want to die' is small as fck

[justmeandthelight]

Change

Do you really want to lose weight for yourself? Or did your mom or grandma told you that you gained weight and you should lose it? When I started binge eating I gained 8 kilos and everybody was telling me that I should lose weight but all I could think of was food. Food to feed a hole in my soul. The hole was created by fake friends my family who cared more about the way I look than the way I feel. There were also people on the internet who told me to eat 20 bananas a day to lose weight. My ED got even more worse. And now I'm laying here in my bed. My stomach hurts because I binged 2 days straight. I will probably starve myself again and take drugs to not be hungry.

The reason for ED is mostly your mindset. You are the only person who can decide if you want to go the right way or the left. But there are people around you that are not good for you. Try to feel what is good for you and who is good for you. That is the only way to go in the right direction, to fix your soul and finally reach happiness💜

[justmeandthelight]

What is beautiful?

Is it beautiful to be skinny? Is it beautiful to have long hair? Blond or brown? Are there rules that define beauty? Is it beautiful to smile or is it beautiful to show all your emotions? Is the sun beautiful or the rain? Why do we want to be beautiful? What is the point of that? Why do we compare ourselves? Isn't it crazy that we get depressed and sick while trying to reach a goal? Is it because we want to be accepted by our society? There are so many questions that nobody can answer because we are all different. And that is what makes every single one of us beautiful. But we are unable to see that. This makes me so sad but it also motivates me to find a way to change the mindset from every single one that is struggling with wanting to reach the goal to be 'perfect'. But to change others mindset I have to change mine first.

[believe-in-edrecovery]

[justmeandthelight]

To live the life you want to live you have to change your mindset not your body

[tiavision]

today my anthro professor said something kindof really beautiful:

“you all have a little bit of ‘I want to save the world’ in you, that’s why you’re here, in college. I want you to know that it’s okay if you only save one person, and it’s okay if that person is you”

[justmeandthelight]

You are the only person who can find the answers to all your questions.

[justmeandthelight]

Today I binged

So I ate nothing until 2 pm and than I binged. A lot like A LOT! I couldn't breath because I ate so much at once. I purged. Not a lot but I never ever purge. And now I don't know what I will do. I want to recover but I want to lose weight. So should I eat nothing tomorrow or should I get my shit together and eat like a normal person?

[byebye-ed]

[justmeandthelight]

Life is a beautiful mess

I'm thankful for every experience in my life. I'm thankful that I was depressed for so long. I'm still often depressed but when something beautiful happens I can enjoy it even more. 💜