Mistakes and Misadventures @kallandian - Tumblr Blog

Hi, kumusta na kayo?

June 24, 2024 7:07AM MNL Nakalagpas na ako. Ikaw, nasaan ka na? Sa tuwing bumabyahe, nakasanayan na ata ang pag-idlip maski panandalian. May mga pagkakataon na lumalagpas sa aking destinasyon. Ginusto ko naman basta ang mahalaga, may tulog. Di bale, andyan naman si kuyang Angkas, MoveIt, Joyride, o di kaya’y si Grab para isalba mula sa napipintong pagka-late. Di bale, may susunod pa namang bagon mula sa Boni station patungo sa kung saan. Baka doon sa kung saan man, kasama ko na ang puso ko at makakapunta sa tamang patunguhan. Sana sa pagkalagpas ko sa kung saan mang lugar ay magawa ring makalagpas ng nararamdaman kong ito dahil hindi ito kayang isalba ng Angkas, MoveIt, Joyride, Grab, at iba pang ridesharing apps. Gusto kong makausad (sana) palayo sa iyo, dahil alam kong hindi na mauulit ang pagkakataong pinagsaluhan natin.

#prose #prosa #randomblahs #pagsulat #malikhaing pagsulat

chescarrriffic

the aries x leo trio is finally back, missed these two— tysm for yesterday @thenewmeimsure and @kallandian (na di active but i’ll still tag u) see u nalang ulit next year? chz 🍀

kallandian

Finally, we're able to meet again. I love you, two! Thank you for being the circle we wanted. Let's stay this way

#for keeps

thoughtkick

“I don’t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what’s going on in your head when you don’t even understand it yourself.”

— Sara Quin

Andaming nagbabalik sa Tumblr, oh, e di hello

Hi, its me. Welcome back to me and hope I like it

Talking about TOTGA, I suddenly miss this guy I met eight years ago here in Tumblr. His way too happy now, as he found his lover and deserve the love I was unable to give. Sorry, sorry.

Henlo uwu

#ajimg

There are days where you feel unloved and there's emotional void that you're trying to get rid of it, no? Hays.

October 3, 2021 12:35AM MNL

Hello Self,

Its been awhile.

Grabe ang lockdown at kwento ng burnout lately, no? Seems everyone is trying to adjust kasi mapag-iiwanan and ang ending, malulubog ka lang sa loophole full of stress, anxiety, and surviving -- every single day, instead of living the day. Wala na ako halos energy to argue or to choose what I want, kasi hindi pa pwede, dahil pandemic, and health and safetyy din ang nakasalalay. Sigh, just sigh.

Eventually, self, you have the courage to take another leap of faith and try everything you missed, watch the films you wanted to see, and explore other opportunities. For now, please do remember to feel things rather than to invalidate them again.

Me everyday: To play Genshin Impact, Valorant, ML, Tekken 7, watch some anime and/or TV shows, werk, and repeat.

I didn't wish this kind of habit but it keeps me sane especially my FB/IG/Messenger is deactivated. Can only be reached via Twitter and Discord (most of the time), and TG (sporadically) for now. Dunno when to be socially active again as my battery's down and low

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“Sometimes people walk away from love because it is so beautiful that it terrifies them. Sometimes they leave because the connection shines a bright light on their dark places and they are not ready to work them through. Sometimes they run away because they are not developmentally prepared to merge with another- they have more individuation work to do first. Sometimes they take off because love is not a priority in their lives- they have another path and purpose to walk first. Sometimes they end it because they prefer a relationship that is more practical than conscious, one that does not threaten the ways that they organize reality. Because so many of us carry shame, we have a tendency to personalize love’s leavings, triggered by the rejection and feelings of abandonment. But this is not always true. Sometimes it has nothing to do with us. Sometimes the one who leaves is just not ready to hold it safe. Sometimes they know something we don’t – they know their limits at that moment in time. Real love is no easy path – readiness is everything. May we grieve loss without personalizing it. May we learn to love ourselves in the absence of the lover.”

jhorofin

How do you find your motivation when you’ve already lost it?

cinemaspam

“We broke up April Fool’s day, so I took it as a joke. I’m willing to humor her for a month. Every day I buy a can of pineapple with an expiration date of May 1st, because May loves pineapple, and May 1st is my birthday. I tell myself that if May hasn’t come back by the time I’ve bought 30 cans, then our love will expire too.”

– Takeshi Kaneshiro in Chungking Express (1994) dir. Wong Kar-wai

jakepullsthetrigger

I am one of those boys who have loved other boys; tasted blood, the way I have tasted his skin, leaving bruises like kiss marks - on his neck, behind his ear, on his fingers, cock - the gun; some corridors forget classroom lessons, textbooks have empty pages so we can write stories, unbound. I am one of those boys who have kissed other boys - caffeine, nicotine, his name, how can my lungs contain all the words from his mouth? Galaxies, he said; ocean, I said - my chest was not expanding in silence; it was in constant motion, crashing, how can disaster be a person so beautiful?

I am one of those boys who can love other boys - and it is more than enough to see unnamed heroes in the vast constellation.