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แด่เกียวเมที่รัก | Dear beloved Gyomei (2143 words) by Karczel
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
Relationships: Himejima Gyoumei/Original Character(s), Himejima Gyoumei/Original Female Character(s)
Summary:
จดหมายที่เกืดจากความสิ้นหวังและความทุ่มเทสุดหัวใจ
ที่รอวันแรกของยุคอันสงบสุขที่ไม่เคยมาถึง…
A letter written out of desperation and utter devotion
For the day the era of peace arrives, that never came…
It is a selfish wish I had that I want to see the part of you no one else has ever seen.
I’m so lucky to have met you through my best friend, you’re such a kind and gentle soul.
Thank you for your patience and care that allowed me the freedom to be myself.
Oh, Gyomei, you have become the centerpiece of many of my mediums of art, I’m happy you get to see some of it through your touch.
If I could, I would draw it all over again on your palms and I hope my clay sculptures of your face and hands will look like you, just like how I remembered you to be when we watched the new year’s fireworks on mt. Oyama where I turned 22 years old.
Even though we were sitting in the darkness, and you couldn’t see it, but I could never forget how you smiled on that day, so close to me…
I have committed this memory to a drawing with raised texture, I hope it stays intact, at least, long enough for you to witness it.
On that day, I really wanted to confess to you the bursting amount of affection I have been having for you, feelings that are more than just getting to hold your hands and getting to sit closer to you.
But I know we had…priorities.
I know you were devoted to your job as a demon slayer, as I was too.
From the very first step into this demon slayer corps establishment.
I hope that I’m still alive until the day I get to speak my vow to you in person, on the day we have eradicated the very last demon from this earth.
And if we’re both still alive, even if the chance is so slim it’ll likely never ever happen, I still don’t want to let go of this dream.
It’s what gives me meaning everyday in a world I may not see the day tomorrow.
Oh, Gyomei, I can’t stop my feelings for you.
I want to be close to you and have conversations with you, but I’m afraid you would start to drift apart if my true feelings slipped through to the surface.
It’s just a pathetic dream of a weakling, but even if my letter will never reach you, I still want to record the existence of the feelings I had for you, but… you probably have already figured it out on the day I picked the petal of wisteria that landed on the corner of your mouth and pressed it on my lips.
I’m happy and have always looked forward to cuddling with you again, every day.
If we get to meet each other again, no matter when or where, or even in another life,
May I stand beside you as your bride?
If you received this letter when I couldn’t meet you again, I’m sorry if I made you cry. I hope you can feel the hugs and kisses I have imprinted on this letter, like I’ve never left.
If heaven is real, I will wait for you, so we can walk there to the gates together.
It’s not too much to ask, is it?
From the bottom of my heart,
Kotoko Nojima
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แด่เกียวเมที่รัก | Dear beloved Gyomei (2702 words) by Karczel
Chapters: 2/2
Fandom: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
Relationships: Himejima Gyoumei/Original Character(s), Himejima Gyoumei/Original Female Character(s)
Summary:
จดหมายที่เกืดจากความสิ้นหวังและความทุ่มเทสุดหัวใจ
ที่รอวันแรกของยุคอันสงบสุขที่ไม่เคยมาถึง…
A letter written out of desperation and utter devotion
For the day the era of peace arrives, that never came…
แด่เกียวเมที่รัก | Dear beloved Gyomei (2143 words) by Karczel
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
Relationships: Himejima Gyoumei/Original Character(s), Himejima Gyoumei/Original Female Character(s)
Summary:
จดหมายที่เกืดจากความสิ้นหวังและความทุ่มเทสุดหัวใจ
ที่รอวันแรกของยุคอันสงบสุขที่ไม่เคยมาถึง…
A letter written out of desperation and utter devotion
For the day the era of peace arrives, that never came…
Sorry it's a lil short (English Translation soon, promise)
I've been guilty of posting more on Tiktok and just started internship 4 weeks ago, I had to start a new web app from scratch as a solo dev and they want increasing features, and I work 9/5 ;(
Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)!!
1. Head - on. Never back down to difficulty nor mistakes in life.
2. Obsessive determination - I cannot hold myself back from doing what I love; painting and gaming, and I never let go of my dream of making a franchise out of it.
3. Self confidence - I am thankful for my older sis who speak up for me and in change, I start to stand up for myself too.
4. Retrospection. - I wouldn’t want to turn into someone so terrible even if I had all the riches in the world.
5. Imaginative and seek criticism - I know what I want to create I have imaginations that I want to tell with animations and games and where I want to be, but I am open to criticism to make it better, and I can’t stop myself from doing these things
