Anyone notice that the first time Penelope and Telemachus were mentioned in 'The Horse and the Infant', their pronunciation was closer to the Greek version and not the English-ed(?) version? cause I loved that.
Sorry to the same person who raged while I was at school after I midnight texted a joke about a funny spelling mistake, obviously I upset you somehow, because it was two massive replies for a joke I thought would be funny and even asked my sister if others would get it.
I genuinely did like your post, I just thought how you spelt boarding school as breading school was funny and so was when you spelt it as bordering school and I instantly thought of Thalia's tree with the border and how they learnt to make such a border for the camp before.
I didn't mean to offend you, really, but you were also really mean. It may sound stupid and a like a lie, but I did started crying cause I didn't understand why a joke written by a dumb autistic teen at midnight needed to be reacted to by calling me an asshole and such. Please, at least let me reply to the first reply before you get mad at me fully, sorry.
To @daughterofapollo-official sorry I somehow offended you, I thought the joke would be funny cause I really like your blog and posts and saw all of your jokes and other people's joking in your comments on your posts.
P.S; I actually don't hold much offense other than the fact you called me an asshole without letting me clarify I wasn't trying to be mean...
Also, this took me almost an hour to write cause I wanted to make sure everything was cleared up and didn't want to be misunderstood again. Also, it took a long time to figure out how to word correctly, just like you said to do 🫡
I am actually really sorry for the misconception (I had to search the thesaurus for this big word...), will try to word all jokes better to anyone from now on!!
Pov; You're tryna live your day, but you're thinking about that one person who raged at you cause you made a joke about them spelling boarding wrong twice, once in a post, once replying to you. I genuinely thought they were continuing on the joke 😭😭
Summary: A kiss locks the victory of your quest, it's only unfortunate that your quest companion is Luke Castellan—the bane of your existence and ex-lover.
Note: I'm back hello hi this time with PJO! I do have Grishaverse drafts to release (someday) but that's for another time!! This is also cross-posted on Ao3
Word Count: 6.9k
In your many years at camp, the best advice you could probably give somebody is not to date another camper.
Not if they’re a fellow counselor.
Especially not if it’s Luke Castellan.
You learned that lesson the hard way years ago, when you were both a lot younger, with spunkier attitudes and clouded minds. It was a relationship wrenched raw with gritted teeth and hushed arguments, emotions clawing at throats and frustration gnawing at the mind. It was nothing short of tiring, and the only remark worth saying was that it wasn't worth it.
(Sort of. You’re a little too proud to admit that you had your fun during the relationship, and that you really did love Luke, or at least loved him to the extent that adolescent teens could. It was carefree and stupid and full of shared, sappy love-sick grins—and that wasn't so bad.
But you were both childish and angry, nonetheless. And that tipped the balance more often than you would have liked.)
Your breakup was a nasty, bitter fallout that screamed and thrashed all the way back down into the depths of forgotten pasts. After that, you and Luke fell into an explosive and rough dynamic of being at each other’s neck at every passing second, which seemed to have attracted attention from the gods above—and because the gods have such a unique sense of humour, one in particular has decided to grant you and Luke a quest.
And quests meant a trip to the attic of the Big House, and a meeting with the hippie-tie-dye Oracle of Delphi.
“Piss off the aunt lately?” Luke sucks at his teeth, ducking under the beams of the ceiling. You can feel his shadow melt into yours when the attic forcibly squeezes the two of you into the walkway cluttered wall-to-wall with quest paraphernalia.
“I didn't. You might have.” you scoff, suddenly a lot more conscious that your back was pressing into his chest, “You did break that poor girl’s heart from Aphrodite’s cabin a week ago. It’s sad, she was sobbing over her barbecue at dinner.”
“Keeping tabs on me, now?” he snickers, “That’s a new low, even for you.”
“I’m going to smack the shit out of you if you don't shut up, Castellan.”
You see Luke at the corner of your eye step ahead of you, giving a theatrical display of zipping his lips shut before snapping into a sleazy grin when you roll your eyes at him.
The Oracle of Delphi finally comes into sight at the edge of the attic, and Luke has to settle a hand across the base of your spine to keep you moving along when you freeze upon seeing the figure. Visiting the Oracle always left an uneasy feeling that settled like sediment at the bottom of your stomach, and Luke knows exactly, despite the low lights of the attic, that you would be picking at the skin beneath your nail.
He taps his finger on your spine to grab your attention, teasing spelled on his face, “Scared, smart girl?”
You swallow thickly before breaking away from his hand, “In your dreams, crook.”
Luke offers you a small chuckle as he anchors his palms on the beams near your head to keep you from bumping into them when you stalk along the attic, wary of the menacing figure right in front of you.
The skeleton is perched near the stained glass window, and silence simmers in the air so thick it almost shrouds your heartbeat in a muffled vacuum. After a few heavy seconds, the Oracle of Delphi slowly creaks into animation. There’s this odd pull of energy surrounding the flimsy skeleton, perfuming a spine-chilling and nerve-wracking pulse into the air, and into whatever summer clothing she had draped over her bones.
“Oracle of Delphi, we’ve come to seek your guidance.” Luke utters, and you cross your arms behind him, observing the decrepit and stop-motion-like movement of the figure. The skeleton encapsulates the feel of the Oracle in a snap of a finger, her arms creaking into animation and her skull snapping to your direction.
There are no eyes in the vessel as of the Oracle, but you can't mistake the sharp stare she gives you as she utters out the prophecy guided by the goddess of love, Aphrodite. And when she does, you feel a burdening weight forming on your shoulders and a thousand prickling needles at your spine.
Oh, you’ve got to be kidding.
Because to find a “second wind” and bring life and victory to your affairs, the quest from Aphrodite meant that you would have to share a kiss with the Hermes head counselor, your spiteful ex-lover, and the absolute bane of your existence, Luke Castellan.
What a funny joke this was.
—
“Well?” you’re cross-legged atop the ping-pong table, staring accusingly at Luke.
Luke rolls his eyes at you, sharpening his dagger against the wall of the dimly-lit Rec Room, “Well, what?”
The two of you ended up in the counselors’ meeting room just below the attic of the Big House after the prophecy sinked in enough for you and Luke to move down somewhere to confer.
“We’re contesting this with Chiron, aren't we?”
You observe Luke from the table, watching intently as he sighs in frustration, returning the dagger to its leather holster, giving you his full attention now.
“We aren't and we won’t.” he asserts, “And get off the ping-pong table, you’ll break it.”
There’s considerable pressure to his words, but you were never one to back down from his intimidation, so you stand your ground, “I’m going to contest this, Castellan. Whether you like it or not.”
“Under what possible circumstance?” He reasons with slight exasperation, “You know they won't let you contest a prophecy—from Aphrodite—off all gods.”
“It’s a clear case of conflict of interest.” the table creaks, and you heed Luke’s advice to hop off.
“That conflict of interest is a deliberate choice from the goddess. Besides, it’s a kiss. One kiss.” he sighs—you’ve been conferring about the prophecy for a while now, and every second is one wasted on argument instead of preparation, “Do I affect you so much that having me kissing you is such a huge deal? What, afraid you’ll come crawling back for more?”
You squint your eyes at the insinuation.
“The kiss isn’t a big deal for me. I don't care about that, you, and whatever relationship we had in the past.” your voice loses its venomous edge when you see Luke watching you intently through lidded eyes. His gaze is a pressuring expression, as if prompting you to speak more, and your mouth slips beyond grasp when you scoff, “You could kiss me right now and I wouldn't bat an eye.”
Oh shit.
The realization of your statement sinks in the second it leaves your lips. A gasp is stuck in your mouth, and you keenly watch Luke for a reaction.
Luke doesn't shoot his usual retort, taking his sweet time before getting off the wall with a grunt. He walks toward you with a heavy gait, one that echoes in the room as if in mockery of your position.
He finds himself almost between your legs, standing a breath’s width away. Luke chases your gaze when you snap your head the other way.
“Huh,” he smiles, and you feel the sinister intent behind it in your stomach, “Do you wanna repeat that for me?”
There’s a stern look on your face, refusing to budge out of self-preservation and dignity, and he tuts in response, “Look at you. You never change, do you? Pouring out emotion but never committing to it. You’re still all bark and no bite—” he whispers with a rough edge, “Like you’ve always been.”
Luke’s words are an obvious, honest-to-gods ploy. It’s nothing more than plain bait, and he’s waving it in your face to see if he can get you off your high horse and into the ground where he wanted you, and he knows if he pushes this narrative a little further, he can get you to bite down.
You blink, and feel the irritation bubbling, choked into the back of your throat. He didn't have the right to tell you about emotions when he was the one that left after the slightest bit of actual reciprocation.
A second passes and you try to give him a chance to take it back, but he only gives you a cocked eyebrow and a look as if impatiently waiting for your verdict.
He persists, and you huff before staring at him straight in the eye with a burning defiance.
Luke thinks, oh,
He’s fucking got you.
A sharp finger jabs itself into his chest, and Luke finds it exhilarating to have you on your toes, “I said,” the tone of your voice is as tense as a rope pulled taunt, “You could kiss me right now, and I wouldn't do so much as bat an eye.”
Your pride is deadly as it is precarious—this is affirmed when Luke plants his palm on either side of your figure on the table, stepping an inch closer to where he has to crane his neck down to keep you in his sight in response to your dispute.
Luke leans his head forward, the mocking grin etched right in his mouth, “You’re sure?”
You aren't, but you’ve gone so far now that retracting your sentiments is equivalent to admitting complete defeat.
And defeat to Luke Castellan was a defeat you could never stomach.
So you persist.
“Try me.” you lift your chin as if to push him further to do what he’s been threatening to. You decide there was a large chance of Luke bluffing, so you prompt, “You don't have the balls to do it, Castellan.”
The heartbeat in your ribs thrums and pounds at your bones, a clear display of your body knowing that you should run before anything untoward happens, but your burning pride keeps your feet planted on the ground.
Luke is the closest he’s ever been since you broke up, head slanted into place with his mouth just above yours. The position is familiar, and you hate that you feel it in the pit of your stomach; Luke was so terribly close. He studies your most miniscule of movements, eyes wandering and lingering on your jaw, your neck, and your lips.
The action is an arrogant, self-assured display of power, fueled by the slight, unwanted flush on your face ignited by the suffocating proximity and the sandalwood perfume on his neck—and when he tips closer, it hits you that maybe Luke wasn't bluffing at all.
So, you do the next best thing after realizing you backed yourself into a corner: you close your eyes and wait for Luke’s mouth on yours.
…
Except, it never comes.
You peek your eyes open with a slow wind, Luke has a smug satisfaction written all over his face. He slips his mouth just above your ear, breath hot and searing when he whispers, “Liar.”
You swallow your dignity into your stomach at the realization that he just humiliated you to your face, and you whisper back at him with a hardened gaze, “I’m gonna make you wish you were dead, you damn crook.”
“Do your best, sweets.” the endearment is an offensive spit in your face. Luke takes a step back before stretching his limbs with a faux yawn as he walks to the door, “Good luck with the contention. Let me know how it goes.”
—
Luke knows you like the back of his hand.
He knows you inside out, from your oddly niche allergies, to the callouses you have on your fingers because you used to compete in unauthorized, handwritten poetry competitions with the campers from Apollo, Demeter, and Aphrodite before Chiron shut it down.
(The poetry competitions somehow turned into betting games, which were also unsanctioned.)
He knows you’re just about the most brilliant strategist at camp, as proven by the quest paraphernalia displayed in the attic that you’ve managed to snag along the way, but you let the younger campers like Annabeth hone their skills and take center stage during camp games.
He knows you have marks on your neck that map out the shape of the Lyra constellation, traced from your neck down to the bottom of your collarbone, and he knows, by heart, how long it takes to kiss the stars, one by one, before you give out on your knees.
Most of all, Luke knows that when you despise somebody, you despise them with a burning hatred that singes and ignites everything around you with charring smoke and flame.
And that’s what he exactly gets for being the ex from a relationship felled by a spiteful fallout: your loud hatred, concentrated resentment, and your sweet, sweet unbridled attention in the quest.
Frankly, Luke supposes having your attention is worth it, despite being rooted in bad faith and distrust in his actions.
“My feet are killing me.” you suck at your teeth, eyes glued to the thickets, “This route’s going to wear us down faster than Aphrodite could ever do.”
You’ve done nothing but go and complain about Luke’s decisions for the past couple of days, and it’s a deliberate call on your end—being annoying and insubordinate just enough to piss him off, but never too much as to jeopardize the quest and its goal.
To be fair, you were the daughter of a war goddess. Your words held weight, and not to mention considerable influence and accuracy on your calls on strategy and quest location planning.
It was just that you were using your mother’s gifts to piss the hell off Hermes’ kid.
It’s a lure dangled just above his face, just out of reach to push Luke to his very limit. You’re convinced it’s an art form in itself, the act of patience and persistence in getting somebody to break.
But you haven't had much luck, because as the world would have it, Luke knew what you were doing, and decided he wasn't going to give you the slightest bit of satisfaction by displaying irritation.
He’ll do just about anything to keep your eye on him.
“Are they, now?” Luke answers, a few steps away from you. He keeps walking, and when he doesn't hear your feet shuffling behind him, he turns around, “Sore?”
“Deadly.” you groan, rolling your ankles off the ground. In your defense, the trail ahead was rigorous, bumpy, and slippery from the recent rainfall. Not to mention the elevation gain throughout. You had more than enough of a right to complain, “We should’ve just cut through the highway instead of playing hiker.”
There was some truth to your assertion—it really would wear you down, but not so exaggeratedly.
Luke crosses his arms, a usual telltale hint of irritation, but none of it is present in his voice, “And be picked off the asphalt by a rogue Fury?”
“At least a Fury would take the pressure off my feet.” you grumble, and continue walking forward when you realize Luke just wasn't biting down. You look to the sky in an attempt to clear your head.
In your reflections, you fail to notice that Luke’s gone quiet with mischief, and you see your clear fault of letting your guard down when you get picked off the ground and hauled over his shoulder like cattle.
“Castellan—” you gasp, your vision in a whiplash, “What the hell! Put me down!”
Luke secures an arm over the back of your knees, the other one supporting your hip on his shoulder. He speaks to you with no hint of a struggle, “You wanted to put the pressure off your feet, right?”
“And the first solution that came to mind was to carry me on your shoulder?” you say in disbelief, propping yourself up with your arms on his back, “That's not how things work, you freak!”
“You’d rather I carry you in my arms?”
“I’d rather you put me down on the ground!”
“And let you hurt your small princess feet?” Luke coos in a voice so sickeningly sweet, it makes you feel as if nauseous from a sugar rush, “You know I’ve never let you do that.”
“Gods, I hate you.” you grumble with a voice hinting resignation. You go limp on top of his shoulder when you realize there’s arguing with him at this point, “You’re the worst.”
“Get used to it.” Luke says, starting to walk the trail into the forest, “The worst hasn't even happened yet.”
“And that’s supposed to be what?”
He taps you thrice on the back of your knee, “I’ll let you figure that out on your own.”
—
It’s hard to forget that you and Luke are exes by the way you two fall quickly into a routine when left alone. Despite the rough start to your quest that resulted in petty arguments, derailments, and relentless teasing, your disgruntlement with Luke has sort of fizzled out into something a little more tameable, something malleable under shared snickers and a few will-they-won’t-they situations.
It starts off in treks where he takes your pack without a second thought when your breathing lags a little more than usual because you weren't as physically inclined as you'd like, in moments where you catch him forking away at the raisins in your bread so you wouldn't recoil at the sight, and during slow days when the journey is oddly peaceful, and the two of you wordlessly take detours to see pretty trails that Luke gets a little too excited over.
It ends with Luke falling from a spiraling tree root sprawled on the soil, and with flowering wounds on his hands and face.
“You’re a mess.”
You frown over the soft orange spires of the campfire, watching Luke with a pitiful red bruise birthed from his own actions. He’s fussing over his own wounds, and he tries, really, to the best of his abilities, but Luke hasn't attended a first aid class from Apollo’s cabin in years—and it’s showing in the way he tries to treat the bloody marks on his face.
“You’re pitiful.” You comment, looking down at his hunched figure over the sprawled kit. It doesn't help that it’s nighttime and he struggles more and more with adequate light without burning himself on the bonfire, “A disgrace. Pathetic.”
“I’m hurt.” He says, going back to applying an ointment that comes out way too watery because he doesn't know you have to shake it, “I’m hurt and you’re being mean to me.”
You can hear the obvious dramatisation in his voice, evident in the way he draws out his vowels. He’s pitiful and pathetic—just like you said—but for some reason, you find yourself slumped on a log next to him, stealing the balm from his hands.
“Give it to me.” You grit through your teeth, like you’ve been forced to help him by some unknown force, “Best swordsman in 300 years, and he cannot apply healing ointment on himself.”
It’s a comment made under your breath, and when you shake the tube and apply the cream on his arm, you miss the small smile Luke gives you.
The air is so cold with the night air and ripe with tenderness, and the two of you don't miss its hint when you touch Luke’s chin to move his head to the side, applying ointment on the gash lining his cheekbone.
“I’m shocked you’re not even recoiling at this.” You mutter, lathering out a pea-sized amount on his face, “You must hate it so much.”
It’s rare that you strike up a conversation first, but it seems like the intimacy of the moment has gotten to you, so Luke entertains you, “At what?”
“This.” You sign to the two of you, “I’ve done this to you a lot before, but it embarrasses you every time, doesn't it?”
It always started with you having to fuss over him, and with Luke being pissed off—and ended with an fiery argument without fail.
It was a stupid thing to argue about; but when you’ve just passed the honeymoon threshold of a young relationship, everything felt far too intense far too early.
Luke cannot find it in himself to answer immediately, a little embarrassed by the idea of his past actions, so you pacify the situation by talking, “I get it, you know.” You hum, “I was overbearing, and young, and overexcited.”
“And I was stupid, and angry, and cowardly.” Luke answers, an airy chuckle coming out of his lips, “I think we’re just fair. Actually, I might've been worse.”
You shrug, keeping your concentration on the gash. Luke’s eyes are peeking at the side, taking a look at you through feathered eyelashes.
“Hey, smart girl?”
A hum of acknowledgment lets him know you’re listening despite the utter focus on his cheek.
“I really was stupid back then for a lot of things, wasn't I?”
You stop momentarily. It’s wordless knowledge, knowing what he’s referring to, but you aren't sure you want to mull it over right now. The moment is too dangerously intimate to dabble in something so sensitive, so you decide to respond by whispering out an “Mhm.” before continuing on.
Luke watches you and your concentrated look, your lips jutted out and your nose in a slight scrunch. He feels like he’ll physically melt at the feeling of your hands cradling his face.
You’re finished with fussing over his wounds, and in a state of effortless muscle memory from all the times you had to do this to him before, your grip on his chin unconsciously angles him to face you, and you move to give him a peck on the side of his lip.
You’re so precariously near when you catch yourself and jolt into freezing. There’s only a breath’s width between you and him. It leaves you with Luke’s eyes gazing right into yours, eyes as wide as deer in headlights.
You can hear nothing but the crickets of the forest, the crackling of the firepit, and the ring of your slowly accelerating heartbeat. The time stills into a simmering tick.
Luke’s eyes flicker somewhere down in a split-second, and he squints at you, “Were you going to give me a kiss?”
You’re taken out of the trance, and in a flash of panic, quickly push Luke’s face away from yours, “You look horrible up close, Castellan.”
It’s an offhand comment, but Luke doesn't seem to mind when he scoffs out a comment of his own, “Oh please, we’ve made out a lot closer before.”
A red flush comes out of your face, shocked that he would bring up something so old, “And I hated every second of it every single time.”
You didn't—but his ego doesn't deserve to know that.
“If you hated it so much, you’re about to seethe at the next act of our quest,” Luke shrugs, stretching his arms into the ground behind him.
“And that's what, now?”
“Prophecy says you owe me a kiss, remember?”
—
Oh, shit. You forgot about the kiss.
Completely blinded by your deliberate attempts to usurp Luke’s decisions as primary of the quest, you seem to have forgotten the damning condition of your victory—to share a kiss with your past lover.
Simply put, Aphrodite was bored and decided it was time to pair together people who hated each other to death and make them kiss like dolls.
Was it to rekindle buried feelings? Maybe. Was it to drive the offsprings of gods into insanity? Oh, absolutely.
But whatever Aphrodite wanted to achieve by having you and Luke venture out into the world, it still doesn't do so much as change the thoughts plaguing your head for the last few days.
When was this kiss going to happen?
Since leaving the camp, and after that shred of intimacy that night, every passing moment became ripe with untouched tension, thick enough to cut through with a knife and a saw. You felt your heartbeat pound into your ear at the times when Luke would pull you close when he knew a creature was watching a little too intently, or when he would sit between your legs and let you fuss over his shoulder to have his minor wounds treated.
Normal occurrences at a quest, but with the prophecy looming over your head like an unrelenting shadow of misfortune, you were always distracted at the thought of: is this it?
Your agitation with the prophecy and your fear at the thought that Luke would smoothen you into kindness put you on edge, and soon enough your composure unraveled like loose threads and your formerly safe antics almost cost you and Luke your lives.
But it wasn't always you making the trip a hassle.
Your heavy, dragging breaths fill the tight brick alleyway just on the outskirts of the city you cut through to make a “harmless” shortcut Luke hounded you into taking, where you caught the attention of a rogue minotaur hungry for demigod dessert. Now, you have burnt soles and a creature hot on your tail.
It was a shortcut no different from the one you had insisted on taking, but Luke reason that the alternative trail was the same amount of time, with less elevation, and with more places to get food and water—but before you could leave, you realized why the town felt a lot more deserted than usual.
Luke pulled you inside the slim space by the arm, clutching you close into his body and angling you away from the mouth of the alleyway. He has one hand clamped over your mouth and the other on the base of your spine, pulling you so intensely near that you can smell his perfume and feel the ridges on his chest.
You hear the minotaur’s guttural growls and heavy gait echoing with a sharp thud, slowly and slowly until it disappears out of earshot. It’s only then that you feel the heartbeat pounding into your bones once the adrenaline runs out of your bloodstream.
You seem to realize the minotaur’s disappearance a lot faster than Luke does, with his hand remaining over your mouth and his body still pressed close to yours.
Oh, he was so incredibly close.
The flush on your face deepens at every single passing moment, your fingers picking at the skin beneath your nails, with your body becoming hypersensitive to every point that touches his, fueled by the force of the two brick walls squeezing the two of you together. His body feels warm from the constant running that led you to this moment, excreting bodily heat that seeps into yours the longer he holds you close.
When Luke gazes down after ensuring that the minotaur was out of the immediate area, he finds you studying him with a wide set of eyes. He doesn't say anything, mostly because his ego is enjoying the show, watching you stare at his chest, and his arms, his neck, before ending up on his eyes.
You retain eye contact, and Luke cranes his head to your side to check on you. Luke liked getting in close for things he only wanted you to hear, so when he tipped his head down to ask if you were alright, you stalled—like deer in headlights—and panicked at the feeling of his face so close to yours. You break out of Luke’s hold when the panic seeps into your bones, and you stumble onto the open streets.
You crane your gaze to the left—and meet eyes with the minotaur.
—
The hotel off the highway is dingy and obviously seen better (and more graceful) days, with peeling wall paint, dusty carpets, and a receptionist with a mean streak who barely cares for the customers arriving. The ringer on the desk barely makes a sound over her nail file.
She files her nail with a vigorous back-and-forth, the scratching of the material screeching into your ear like nails on a chalkboard. The bright purple of her hair is mirrored by the bubblegum in her mouth, deflating in a scandalous pop when she decides to entertain you.
Well, not you exactly, but the view of the tall, handsome man standing just behind you. Who was, believe it or not, clutching his injured shoulder.
(Minotaur’s fault; not yours, directly)
You can see the instant attraction in her eyes when it lands on Luke’s figure, and you feel a dull sensation in your ribs.
“Well,” she smacks her lip, looking as if she wanted to undress Luke with her eyes, “Two separate rooms, I hope.”
“Excuse me?” you say, stopping halfway from digging into your bag for the money.
“Two rooms, right?” the receptionist rolls her eyes at you, dragging her words along the floor. She fetches two keys on the counter but keeps them beneath her palm, batting her eyelashes at Luke, “Hey, you—pretty boy. I’m a pretty good masseuse, you know.”
You press your lips together, holding back the incredulous expression your face is dying to spit out.
Two customers annoyed and frustrated at each other, looking for a room; one with a bad shoulder, and the other a sleeve catching on a doorknob away from crashing out into misery.
And the damn receptionist decides it's time to snag a quick hookup?
She continues her little show of seduction, leaning over the counter in her slightly-undone button down. There’s venom and honey dripping on her voice, and a bony finger catches itself on her lip, “I can heal that shoulder of yours real good if you let me come up to your floor.”
It’s unbelievable at this point, you decide. You could tolerate this a lot better if you were having a better day, but today was not that, at all.
Your anger, burning hot and bright, slowly becomes slightly clouded by a churning feeling at the bottom of your stomach when you realize you haven't heard Luke answer—nor did you know how he was reacting to the woman at all.
Was he enjoying the attention? Was he considering blowing off steam with her? Did he like it?
Why do you care?
You don't. That’s what you put your resolve on—and there are more serious things to think about, like how you’re on the verge of failure in your quest. He could fool around with anyone, and that wouldn't be your business. It shouldn't be your business.
Whatever turns him productive enough to lead you to completion of Aphrodite’s favor.
Your thoughts are on the verge of collapse, but as if by some wicked timing, the receptionist shakes you out of your trance and pushes you into irritability tenfold when she slips over to you one key.
“Here’s ‘ya room. Leave your boy to me, hm?”
You feel like a kettle, slowly boiling until it’s time to explode and spill over scalding hot insults and lectures about the lack of decency being given. You’re about to start when you feel a chin nuzzled into your shoulder and a hand at your waist.
Luke whispers in your ear, “She’s not worth it.”, staring at the receptionist dead in the eye before exchanging the one key for money.
“Just one room. We’ll be fine, alone.”
The elevator ride is dragging, and you’re standing on opposite sides as if Luke wasn't just clinging on you from the last minute as a response to the flirty receptionist. He looks at the floor with a restrained expression, and you have a flat frown on your mouth. It takes what feels like decades before the carriage reaches your floor.
The doors open into a narrow hall, dimly lit with matching dull carpets from the lobby. Your room isn't in any better shape than the rest of the building. It might be worse when the door shuts and another misunderstanding erupts.
“What happened back there?” Luke asks, his voice pulled taunt by tension, but held back by the need to not escalate the situation, “Why did you freak out on me?”
Luke knows you’re keeping something secret, you’ve had a shift in behaviour that he doesn't exactly recognize, but feels familiar all the same.
You keep his gaze leveled to yours, “I’m not the one at fault here, Castellan. We wouldn't have been there if we took the original route.”
“Fine,” he groans, “It was my fault we ended up in that stupid alley in the city outskirts. I didn't factor in why the map wouldn't mark it as a route in the first place. But that’s not what I’m asking, isn't it?”
“What are you asking then?”
“Why’d you freak out on me in that alley?”
“And that’s such a big deal?”
“It’s a big deal because that meltdown of yours cost us an injury, supplies, and now transport money that we have to use on this hotel.” he stalks closer, tone suspiciously clear of malice, “You’re smart. You know we don't have enough time or resources for the quest, no?”
“I know that.” you snarl. You don't even know when you stood up, “Shit happens, Castellan. I can't control when and where I panic.”
“But you can.” he shrugs. You have no idea when he got so close, “I may not know what happened, but I do know you—you’re calm, collected; you hate being driven by emotion and you are Athena’s favourite child for a reason.”
You look away to the side, refusing to make eye contact, “What are you trying to say?”
“I’m saying,” Luke drawls, as if the answer is staring at you, “Either your skills have downgraded for absolutely no reason at all, and you’ve become a shame of a daughter of a war goddess—or, something else has shook you to your core entirely. Something, or someone. That’s my guess.”
It was true—you were shaken by the prophecy and let the panic from it settle far too deep into your bones, but you were a lot more pissed by the way Luke was speaking to you. As if he knew you from the inside out, and to hell with him thinking that way.
He didn't have the right.
“You wanna know the reason, crook?” Your finger jabs into his shoulder, and you have to look up to his towering height to meet his gaze and get your point across. You were at such a close proximity now, it's as if you could taste the smugness in his voice.
He rolls his eyes, and shrugs mockingly, “Well, don't keep me waiting.”
You let out a good exhale before you postulate.
“The prophecy got under my skin.” Luke senses the tinge of nervousness in your voice, the end of your sentence faltering into a low mutter, “As much as I want to be the perfect quest companion you need so bad, the prophecy that we would have to eventually kiss crawled into my head and won't leave my consciousness since.” your voice tries to remain steadfast, “Every time you’re near, I think about the kiss, and I panic because I wouldn't know what to do with myself and I wouldn't know what to do with you. Happy now?”
You pull out a sharp exhale, “You make me nervous, Castellan. You still make me nervous.”
Luke stares at you like gears are turning in his head, his eyes flickering between your gaze and your lips. The realization of what you just said hits you in the ribs, and you feel as if the oxygen in the room is too little to keep you alive and breathing. You swallow your pride and your embarrassment, wide-eyed and on your toes.
You almost move to ask Luke to say something, anything really, but he cuts you off wordlessly when his hand weaves its way into your hair and his mouth finds its slot against yours.
Time grinds into a halt, and you realize that in all the times you imagined the prophesized kiss in shameful fever dreams and trances, you never expected for it to be this: Luke kisses you like he’s been starving for months. He’s deprived and angry and desperate and moves as if there wasn't anything else he’d rather be doing than to dishevel you in the middle of the room and leave your knees weak and trembling like he used to.
Oh, gods. The kiss is like water, like a delirious thirst in your bones finally quenched and an itch you’ve been dying to scratch. You’re stunned at first, but find yourself kissing him back just as quick and just as desperate.
“I waited far too long for this.” he rasps into your mouth, tongue swiping on your bottom lip to open your mouth, “Couldn't get my mind off you even when we broke up.”
“Shut up, Castellan, for once.” you breathe out, and Luke can’t help to restrain himself when he smiles against your lips.
“I tried everything to get close again.” He says in between kisses, “Who knew we only needed a damn quest?”
The two of you are sprawled on the creaking twin-bed mattress, and Luke, despite his bad shoulder, hauls you into his lap with a burning intention to keep you there. His lips trace from pecking at your lips, to nibbling at the skin behind your ear, to tracing down searing hot, open-mouthed kisses on the bottom of your jaw.
“Castellan, I—” you gasp, melting between his mouth and the hand that’s running lines over your hips.
“That’s not my name.” he mutters between kisses, turning you over with your back to the mattress, “Say my name, smart girl.”
If you were in any sort of proper thought, you’d be flushed red and annoyed at Luke for speaking to you this way—but all rationality is thrown through the window when his lips are on your neck.
You swallow your pride, your dignity, and everything in between, “Luke.” it’s a whimper when it comes out, and he pulls you in impossibly closer.
He hums in satisfaction, dropping his head over one of the moles on your neck. Luke gives it a small lick before smoothing it over with a kiss, “Vega.”
To your collarbone, “Sheliak.”
Down to the mole just above your chest, “Sulafat.”
He’s naming the stars in the Lyra constellation, and your mouth lets out a choked moan, “Luke, shit—”
Luke pulls away after one more quick peck, and he doesn't waste time admiring your figure from head to toe. You’re resting against the white pillows, breathing heavily with a disheveled look when he asks, “You good?”
The moment finally sinks into your mind in a panicked, cascading waterfall of information—that you’ve just shamelessly made out with your ex after a frustrating run, and that you were basically pinned against him on a bed.
It’s a wash of fresh, hot shame. Before you can help it, words spill out your mouth in an attempt to save face.
“That,” you blink, still a little hazy from having Luke’s mouth on yours.
“Go on,” He says, patiently, “Take your time.”
“Well, that’s—uhm” you inhale, “—don’t take that personally, Castellan.” you rasp out, trying to hide the weakness in your voice, “That was just for the quest.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.” you nod cautiously, “We’ve got the prophecy out the way now, haven't we?”
You doubt you were convincing him any more than you were convincing yourself when Luke gives you a sickeningly sweet grin. He’s still pinned over you, like he refuses to be anywhere else.
“Mhm,” he coos, “Sure it was.”
“That didn't mean anything to me.” you repeat, to yourself more than anyone, “And that didn't mean anything to you.”
“Speak for yourself,” Luke shrugs, now falling into the pillows next to you. He closes his eyes, sinking into the bed, “That meant the world to me.
There’s a mixture of confidence and lack of hesitation in his voice, and when you prop yourself on your elbows to look at him, he was disheveled with smeared lip gloss all over his mouth, and he looked the happiest he’s been in days.
“Hear that?” he goads with a lilt that sounds suspiciously like bait, like he’s prompting you to retaliate, “I said the kiss meant the world to me.”
You find it unimaginable to believe him, but when Luke gathers your hands in his and places them against his lips with a soft exhale, you feel your stern resolve melting at every passing second.
“You don't mean that.” Your voice sounds even weaker now, like you’re hanging on by a thread.
“I do. I mean every single word.” Luke kisses your knuckles, softly whispering, “I can prove it to you, if you’ll let me.”
It’s scary.
It’s a scary realization to know what Luke’s asking for, and an even scarier realization was the fact that you were willing to give him another shot.
A second wind. Like what the prophecy asked for.
“You’re lucky I tolerate you, you crook.”
In your many years at camp, still, the best advice you could probably give somebody is not to date another camper.
But when you’re tasked to go on a journey with them promising a kiss at the end, maybe it wouldn't hurt to give it a chance.
Especially if it’s somebody like Luke Castellan.
“The luckiest alive, smart girl.”
—
“That’s my victory, then, forehead-spawn.”
A sultry voice echoes in Olympus. Aphrodite leisurely fans her face with a smug look, satisfied by the outcome of the prophecy.
Athena gives her nothing but a disgruntled expression.
Just saw someone spell Hephaestus as Hephaistos, will say, it is wrong! That's his romanised name, not his Roman version Vulcan, but his name teanslated through I think Latin.
(Hi, part two like requested :3! CW: luke being a bad boyfriend but not to reader)
The anniversary was pure torment. Mark was insufferable. Picking you up an hour late with no flowers, didn’t make reservations so you had to wait for another hour, complained about the service the entire time and hadn’t even complimented you or given you any gifts. Granted, you had nothing material to give him since you had originally were going to sleep with him. Not anymore. Your mind was far away the entire date, mulling over the night before. It wasn’t just the sex with Luke that was making your mind wander, but how tenderly he had treated you after. He had said ‘I love you’. Both of y’all had said it before, it wasn’t unlike him to kiss your forehead and murmur those three words but…somehow it felt different last night.
You won’t lie, you had stopped saying it in a platonic way ages ago. You knew you were with Mark, but it was just to save appearances at this point. Hailey had never liked you, claiming it was weird for Luke to have a female roommate and best friend. Luke had shut it down immediately but it had definitely soured your relationship with her. Shortly after, you had met Mark. Mark had been a good distraction from Luke at first, even got Hailey to back off slightly, but even back then all you could do was compare the two.
“Babe?” Mark's words snapped you out of your trance. You turn your head warily to face him. Mark drummed on the steering wheel, looking at you with an expectant face.
“Sorry, lost in thought. Did you say something?”
Mark rolls his eyes but smirks at you. “I asked if I was coming up to your apartment with you?”
You can feel your stomach turn. Damn. You mentally cursed yourself for dropping small hints to him about what would happen on y’alls anniversary over the past few weeks. “Um…I don't know Mark. Luke’s home and Hailey’s probably over.”
Mark made a face. “Who cares?” He leans in, smirking again. “Besides, maybe I want that asshole to hear us.”
You recoil, disgust clear on your face. “Excuse me? Luke’s not an asshole and I wouldn’t want anyone to hear us.”
He rolls his eyes. “I wouldn’t call him that if he wasn’t one. He’s too touchy with you and always stares me down when I’m over.”
You pinch the bridge of your nose. “Mark. We’ve gone over this. Luke and I grew up together, there's a lot of history between us but I promise there’s nothing going on.” The words rolled easily off your tongue just like they had done for the past year. But the last time you had said that, you hadn’t spent the previous night screaming Luke’s name. Mark scoffs but drops the subject. “Can you just walk me to my door?”
Mark grumbles but turns off the car, hopping out. After a second, you opened your own door while rolling your eyes. It always took you a few seconds with him since Luke usually opened yours for you. He had always been the perfect gentleman when it came to you. Opening doors, paying for everything even when you could have, the surprise flowers and outings he would take you on. You cursed yourself for comparing Luke and Mark again. The elevator ride to the apartment was silent and you could tell Mark was frustrated that y’all weren’t gonna do anything that night. Oh well. Not your problem.
Once you arrived at the door, you turned to him with a small smile. “I had a nice time.” You lie through your teeth. “Text me when you’re home?”
Mark grumbles again, nodding noncommittally. He leans in to kiss you and you reluctantly oblige. Mark’s kisses have always moved too fast and got handsy too quick. Your eyes squeeze shut as you try to picture Luke from last night. How he had kissed you so slow and tenderly, taking his time and worshipping you. Your fantasy is ruined as Mark pushes you against the door with a bang, a knock echoing through the hall. You can barely scold him before he’s on you again, licking into your mouth with no shame. You try to keep up but there's only so much you can do when he’s everywhere all at once. Mark's hands are on your ass when the door opens, causing you to stumble back. A strong arm catches you while another pushes Mark back. You glance up to find Luke scowling.
“Luke-?” is all you can say before Mark groans.
“You’ve got to be kidding.”
Luke doesn’t look impressed, tugging you behind him. You turn your head to see Hailey huff and face the TV again. You feel a weird shame crawl up your spine, like you had just been caught doing something wrong. Looking up at Luke again, his face is hardened as he stares at Mark. There’s something nasty in his glare, deeper than the usual ones he gives. Mark gives one back before reaching for you again. Luke moves more in front of your body.
“It’s late.” Luke points out. “Don’t you have something better to do than shoving your tongue down her throat in our hallway?”
You flush and Mark rolls his eyes. “Chill dude, she’s my girlfriend. What? Are your neighbors gonna be jealous about a couple making out on their anniversary?”
Luke’s grip on your wrist tightens slightly at the word anniversary before relaxing. “It’s more about public decency than jealousy.”
Mark looks at you with an ‘Are you gonna say anything?’ look. You sigh and step to meet Luke’s gaze which softens at the sight of you. You think you feel a headache coming on, which is normal when Mark and Luke are in the same room.
“We won’t make out in the hallway anymore.” You concede causing Mark to scoff. Luke purses his lips but doesn’t say anything. He glances you over, drinking in the outfit you wore to the dinner. Your cheeks color as his eyes roam your body even though you know he’s not being gross. You subconsciously straighten your posture, trying to look good for him. Luke’s eye flick back to yours with a ghost of a smirk.
“Typical.” Mark breaks the growing tension. You snap your head over to him. “Always gotta bow down to this fucker.”
Luke steps forward but you intercept him. “Mark. Enough. It’s a decency thing.”
Mark shakes his head. “No, it's him being a control freak. You’re my girlfriend not his, stop acting like he’s God’s gift to Earth.”
“Mark he’s my roommate and best friend-”
“Holy hell I get it!” Mark interrupts. He seems genuinely pissed by this point and you allow Luke to move you back behind him. He steps closer to Mark who stands his ground. Luke’s got an inch on him and is much broader, making it not much of a contest between the men. You glance over at Hailey who’s defiantly keeping her eyes glued to the TV but you see a scowl forming on her face.
“It seems no matter what, you’re always in the way asshole.” Mark spits. “I was supposed to get laid tonight but of course you had to ruin that.”
Luke scowls at the mention of ‘getting laid’, his fists clenching slightly. “You don’t get to talk about her like she’s just some thing to fuck.” Luke spat back. “I’ve had enough of you constantly trying to act better than you are. This is my place and she’s mine” He pauses for a split second. “My best friend.”
Mark’s face darkens at Luke’s slip up, shoving him. Luke stumbles back slightly, knocking into you. You yelp and jump back causing Luke’s head to whip towards you. You wave him off signalling you’re fine and Luke faces Mark again. Stepping closer, he gets in Mark's face before grabbing him by the polo shirt you had bought so he didn’t embarrass you in fancy restaurants anymore.
“I suggest you make things easy for yourself and get the fuck out.” Luke growls. Mark scoffs before spitting in Luke’s face. You barely have time to gasp before Luke rears back and punches him in the face. Mark stumbles back swearing and clutching his bloody nose. You hear Hailey stand and ask what the hell is going on. Luke holds up a hand to silence her, his knuckles covered in Mark's blood. It does something funny to your stomach.
“Get the fuck out of my apartment.” Luke says firmly. His voice is low and dangerous, something you’ve only really heard when in battle. Your stomach swoops again as you remember how good he looked holding his sword. Mark swears again.
“Fucking asshole. And fuck you too bitch” Mark turns his anger on you and Luke swiftly grabs him by the collar again.
“Don’t fucking talk to her. If I ever see or hear you again I’ll break more than that ugly nose of yours”
Luke shoves Mark out the door before latching it and turning to face you. His darkened expression softens as he steps closer to you. He grasps at your face, eyes searching yours.
“You okay? I’m sorry” He murmurs, thumbs rubbing your cheeks. You nod, hands grasping his wrists before pulling away to look at his knuckle. Didn’t seem to be damaged, just covered in Mark's blood.
“I’m fine, are you?”
Luke scoffs, smirking. “Better than fine, finally got that asshole out of our lives.” Your stomach swoops again at the ‘our lives’. You stare at each other for a long moment before you hear a throat clear behind you. Luke pulls away and you sheepishly turn to face Hailey. She’s standing with her arms folded over her chest, glowering at the two of you.
“Are you done?” She asks bitterly. “Unbelievable.”
Luke sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Hailey. Not now.”
“Not now?!” Her voice raises. “You just fought a dude and practically made out with her in front of me! He didn’t even do anything!” Your eyes dart between the couple, awkwardness and shame warming your face.
“Didn’t do anything?” Luke asks in disbelief. “Did you hear how he talked about her?”
“Oh give me a break. They made out and you got pissy like you always do then you punched the guy!”
“Hailey. Enough.”
“You never defend me like that!” She screeches, throwing her hands up in the air. “What about that guy who hit on me at the bar?! You just stood there texting HER” She jabs a finger at you. Luke runs a hand down his face in exasperation. “I’m so sick of playing second fiddle to some whore you went to camp with!”
Luke’s face twists in fury. “Don’t you dare fucking talk about her that way.” His voice raises. Your blood runs cold as you take a hold on his arm to calm him down. You had no idea you had haunted their relationship or that Hailey had felt this horrible towards you. She scoffs as you latch onto him.
“Fucking pathetic.”
“No. You know what’s fucking pathetic Hailey? How much you bring her up. ‘Luke, am I prettier than her?’ ‘Luke, who do you like more?’ ‘Luke, who would you choose between me and her?” He mocks. “And you know what? I’d choose her. I’m so fucking tired of you throwing these tantrums and accusing me of leaving you for her. Accusing me of sleeping with her. Well guess what? You got what you wanted.”
There’s a long pause after his confession, the tension shattering like glass as she screams in fury. Your eyes lock onto Luke’s face who seemingly doesn’t care that he just admitted to cheating. Hearing heavy footsteps your head whips to see Hailey raising her hand to you. You go to move out of the way only for Luke to intercept and grab her wrist.
“Don’t touch her. Get the fuck out of my place.”
Hailey scoffs, ripping her hand away and storming out. The door slams and the apartment is silent besides the TV. Luke’s chest rises and falls rapidly and you turn to face him. Luke looks at you with a softer expression but lingering traces of rage still marr his features. Slowly, your hand comes up to hold his cheek and he leans into your touch as his eyes flutter shut. Your thumb rubs at his cheek and he relaxes, shoulders sagging as the weight of the night finally sinks in.
“Luke…” You start but trail off. What do you even say? Both of your relationships have just burned down to the ground and now you were faced with the unsaid words of y’alls friendship. Your mind races with everything Hailey had said. Luke being a bad boyfriend was unfathomable to you, he treated you so well and y’all were just friends. Hailey had constantly compared herself to you for why? You had done the same, she had the man you truly wanted while you were with some knockoff that wasn’t half the man Luke was. Your chest constricts thinking of every night you had watched them on the couch snuggling. How effortless he had seemingly loved her.
Luke’s hand comes up to hold your wrist as his tired eyes finally open. He pressed a kiss to your palm as he stepped closer. “I’m sorry about tonight.” He says in a low tone, the soft tone he usually reserved for you. “Listen…about Hailey-”
“It’s okay Luke. She’s just high-strung right now, give it a day-”
“She wasn’t lying.” He cuts you off softly. You blink owlishly at him. Not lying? He sighs, pressing his face into your palm harder. His brow furrows again as he looks at you. “I always placed you first. She did play second fiddle.”
You feel confused. “I don’t think I understand.” You say slowly. “Y’all looked so happy together.”
Luke sighs again before stepping closer. “We…we weren't happy. She knew she was just a distraction. I didn’t bother to hide it because I didn’t care about her.”
You feel bewildered, your mind flashing through memories of them. The jealousy clears a bit and you can suddenly see the memories for what they were. Hailey and Luke on the couch but this time instead of seeing him stare at her lovingly, his eyes shift to you. Your breath hitches. Him never initiating the PDA, how she would scowl at the flowers he had given you, how quickly he would text you back even while out with her. The pieces were starting to come together.
“Mark.” You start, watching Luke’s face twist before continuing. “He was a distraction too. I only went out with him because Hailey had you.” You watch as Luke seemingly recalls the memories of you and Mark now. He puts it together too before his gaze snaps to yours again.
He says your name slowly, reverently as he cups your face. “I love you. I love you so much. I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you.”
Your chest tightens as you huff a laugh, eyes welling up with tears. “I love you Luke. More than anything. I’m sorry too.”
Luke presses his lips to yours, years of longing and yearning burning you. You kiss him back, your arms wrapping around him and pulling him as close as you could. The kiss deepens slowly and naturally, like you both had been kissing for years. Fingers tangle in his hair as you sigh, relief washing over you like a waterfall. Luke loved you back. He wanted to be with you. He was all yours. His hands fall to the small of your back, pulling your hips to his. After what feels like lifetimes of kissing, you both pull away, pressing foreheads together to stare into each others eyes.
“Hi” You breathe. Luke smiles softly.
“Hi”
You press another kiss to his lips before pulling away again. Luke chases your lips and you giggle before kissing him again. “I’m really glad you taught me last night.”
Luke grins before kissing you deeply again, slow and sweet. “Me too baby. Me too.”
Just reblogging this cause it kept me so invested, I fear I may die. My life belongs to this fic. I am bound to it. It can not be released. The devil fears this contract. My happy please resides in this fanfic.
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Hey. I read that you’re only 18 and your birthday was a few days ago. Does that mean that you already wrote smut at 17? I don’t have a problem with that but so many other creators always say Minors Don’t Interact. What do you think about minors reading your stuff.
Love you I’m just curious!
well I think that minors reading smut is completely fine. I never really got the big deal w it because while sex is more of an aged up activity, I also know that there are more minors on this earth doing it regardless of that. and plus sexual desire is a hormone many teenagers go through as they grow up so I say if ur horny they ur horny like you do you
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