Existential Desparation

She/they. 18+ Expect shitposts, Levihan/ Aot Content, and maybe Original Content. Who knows, really? Update 2023: Gay trash and this blog is my personal storage locker for hyperfixations that keep me from completely losing my mind. Interact if you want but don't expect a response

[euclidparabellum]

My courier getting lost in the infinite blue of Joshua Graham's eyes while the rest of the man looks like this:

[cannibal-tango]

Jerry had a little lamb...

[avatarmerida]

Happy pride month to the tiny cowboy and tiny Trojan man from Night at the Museum

[futurakid]

[leg-stealing-bee]

[closetedguyy]

[knitordeath]

This hands down the best comment in the notes, I will not be taking criticism.

[song-of-sea-and-sky]

happy pride month 2021 I ain’t quittin’ you…

[msue0027]

[maxstarfall]

[gengaritez]

[pumpkin--rabbit]

[minyicho]

[gogopangolin]

Courier 666

Imagining the Courier 6 coming back as a vengeful demon of some sorts

[tnnine]

[birdloaf]

ahahdfsdjfg anyway

[cheglok-art]

Kākāpō believes in you ☀

[mel--on--earth]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Hey y’all, I don’t know if any of you played New Vegas, but if you have and want to experience the best fanfic of your goddamn life then PLEASE read this Joshua Graham x Courier fic by snaildetective. It is the most beautiful, most well-written fanfiction I have ever read. Period. I am STUNNED by this work, please go read it and have your heart filled up and rent in two at the same time with me.

[heraspex]

Everybody talks about vulpes & caesar father-son shenanigans but nobody talks enough about vulpes & joshua father-son shenanigans

[demonius-darkblade]

my mom once told me i was a ski jumper in a past life because she dreamed about a ski jumper dying in a terrible accident when she was pregnant with me, and said it was definitely true cause the ski jumper in her dream was also blonde. i never had the heart to tell her this is absolutely not something catholics can believe.

[queen-elizabeth-the-3st]

[7062242]

My Life Changed When I Discovered Peer-to-Peer File Sharing at Age 10 by heart__rot

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Acrylic on Canvas

[maddoppelganger]

[dollsahoy]

It's largely airbrushed! That's why it doesn't look like you expect acrylic to look, if you're expecting it to have been applied with a traditional brush

[pandor-pandorkful]

I love how art programs have spent decades building tools to ape traditional materials and techniques digitally, while at the same time artists have gone ahead and aped the digital funk of MSpaint and bad photoshop in traditional mediums. That's just really fun to me!

[spicyblogger2]

My little sister's new boyfriend got a tattoo for her about a month ago and he wanted matching tattoos so he decided to get uh. The tattoo on her ankle of her ex boyfriend's name that she hasn't gotten covered up yet

[spicyblogger2]

She broke up with him but I also just got the same tattoo

[spicyblogger2]

OK my dad also got it

[spicyblogger2]

DYLAN!

[spicyblogger2]

It took five months but we finally convinced my stepmom to also get it

[spicyblogger2]

My fucking manager got it

[eternalcyclicality]

[niamhuncensored]

Now this little wooden guy got it

[spicyblogger2]

You guys are never gonna guess what my coworker did for Halloween

[unexpectedyarns]

I did this one at the tattoo shop where I work.

Then my right ankle looked blank so I did a knitting ghost.

[spicyblogger2]

We made @8a8y get it

[spicyblogger2]

And we made my wife get it

[gleafer]

When you’re dating The Serpent of Eden, things get weird in bed

[gleafer]

Hello my fellow awesome sauce. Can we get some more Grayson for us pigeons? Thank you

This is what inspired my latest drop!❤️❤️❤️

[hollow-head]

Hi! I just wanted to let you know I absolutely LOVE your art style!! Especially the way you draw people (love your Aziraphale/Crowley stuff but honestly all your work is absolutely gorgeous). Thank you for sharing it with us! 🥰

thanks! sorry everything i've drawn lately has been really low effort. here's some recent doodles of aziraphale in and on food.

[gaytanic-panic]

I feel like every year the girl names get more boyish like what do you mean you are a teenage girl named Ian??

And this leads to an escalation on the boy name front where like, once upon a time shit like Hunter was something parents in the Bush era made up to reassure ppl there was no fag shit going on with their kids and now the most famous trans woman in country is named Hunter so p soon we are gonna need to call the boys shit like Blade and Laser

[gaytanic-panic]

I'm gonna be teaching in 2030 and all the girls are going to be named Arnold and Connor and all the boys are gonna be named Gun

[charlizetheronsbush-official]

sorry but gun is already a girl’s name

[hollow-head]

this is like 5 years ago now, but I was out hiking and i passed 2 different families with little boys. One had a boy named Granite and the other had a boy named Gunner.

Granite and Gunner, wherever you are I hope you're having a nice time in elementary school with all those girls named Charlie and Elliot.

[hollow-head]

i just wanna say that i really loved the go3 fix-it ending comic you posted. it’s so perfect. it just reminds me that the greatest thing about this book/show has always been the fan content. thank you!

I want to talk about my history with Good Omens fan content. I read Good Omens at a pivotal point in my teens, about 2 decades ago now. It shaped my sense of humor. It is the book against which I judge all other books. It was instantly my favorite. My friend who lent me the book and I had a running joke about me being a demon and her being an angel. After school, I went to the public library and hopped on the computer and tried to find out if there were sequels, other works by these authors together, anything. That’s literally how I discovered fan fiction. I read a couple but there wasn’t much the really hit the mark for me. (And I never liked how the book fandom drew the characters, and I didn’t ship the book characters anyway.) So life went on and I read a lot of Terry Pratchett. But when the show came out — it was like a Cambrian explosion. The characters were a little different, but their story was so beautiful. The greatest love story ever told. I love what Michael Sheen and David Tennant breathed into their characters. Suddenly everyone was drawing and writing about these guys. There was so much fan fiction I could be picky about it. And the community was full of such smart funny people. It really helped me get through 2020. It’s just a pity that the people in this world with the power to fund art don’t seem to appreciate it, or don’t bother to engage analytically with the text in the way the more clever fans do. But the characters will live forever. They walk in eternity. They’re right up there with Sherlock Holmes and Faust and Hamlet and Peter Pan. If I were a better artist and I lived in a world that valued great story telling I could spend the rest of my life drawing them the way that some people are able to make a career out of drawing Batman or Star Wars or any of the other perpetual IPs. I’ve wanted to make a Death of Discworld as the anthropomorphic personification of Death of the Author joke for ages, because I’m a nerd, and also because it is a quintessentially human thing to keep meaningful stories alive, keep spreading and growing them beyond the lifetime of whoever wrote them. I like that they called Crowley an artist.