My Journey

This tumblr is dedicated to my pursuit of becoming a singer/model in Japan

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Baby deer cries every time it tries to be put down

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Please be entertained by this fish scaring this dog.

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[kiramekki]

8 more to go~!

I need 8 more subscribers to reach 100 subscribers on my nico nama community!

http://com.nicovideo.jp/community/co2106401

^^Please subscribe if you use nico nama or message me your community, I'd love to subscribe and help put fellow nana nushi ^-^

[kiramekki]

Reina Triendl makeup today! 

とりちゃんのメイク〜

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On the left is Richie, my fiancé, about a year and a half into our relationship and pre-t. He had come out as trans to me about a few months prior to that. On the right is Richie 4 years later and almost 3 years on testosterone. We’ve been together almost 5 years now and his birthday is coming up.

I created a secret top surgery fund for him in hopes to surprise him for his birthday on August 30th. I’m not at all expecting $5000 to be raised by then, in fact, I don’t have any kind of expectation towards the amount raised before his birthday. I just wanted to get this started for him as a surprise to remind him that there are so many people that love him and support him and are wishing him a happy birthday and I know any amount donated would be the best birthday surprise he could ever receive.

Right now, Richie doesn’t believe that top surgery will ever be a reality for him and I want to change that incredibly dangerous mind set. A whopping 41% of trans* people attempt suicide. Richie’s dysphoria, negativity and hopelessness has been growing at an alarming rate. I want to do everything I can to prevent and/or limit the amount of pain he has to deal with on a daily basis. Top surgery would undoubtably eliminate a big chunk of it.

Richie has been medically transitioning for almost 3 years. He has identified as trans for about 4 years. In that time, he has seen so many of his friends within the community get top surgery and it has been a silent struggle for him. He has become more reclusive, isolated and depressed. I don’t want Richie to ever feel inhibited by his body and/or isolated because of it. This year for his birthday, I want him to truly believe that top surgery is entirely possible for him and unquestionably going to happen in the near future. I can’t do that alone, so I’m reaching out to his family, friends, my followers on tumblr, as well as any kind strangers who may know what it feels like to deal with dysphoria or just want to help out an amazing guy who has done so much for others. I honestly can’t imagine anything better than knowing that we all helped make it possible for him to live happily, authentically and without fear or insecurity of his identity, by contributing to the single most liberating and defining moment in his life. I know top surgery will change his life forever and I know that it is something that will give him back that contagious spark and thirst for life that he used to have and remind him that he once thought the world was beautiful and it still is.

Please spread the word by reblogging and if you’re capable of donating anything, you have no idea how much it is appreciated. No amount is too little so please do not feel embarrassed if you can only donate a dollar or two, I’m still just as humbled by your generosity.

For those of you who have already donated and/or have been reblogging and sharing this with your followers or friends, I am forever indebted to you all.

The link to donate:

http://www.gofundme.com/topsecrettopsurgery

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I will not stop reblogging this until he doesn’t ever have to worry about wearing a binder for 12+ hours a day and come home with bruises on his back, or be afraid that someone will see the outline of his binder through his shirt and be outed, or doesn’t have to close his eyes whenever he takes a shower because the sight of his chest right now makes him feel further disconnected from his body. This is no way to live and as his partner, I can’t sit idly by and allow him to continue half-living like this.

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I’ve gotten in touch with Rodeoh.com, thanks to an amazing follower Stefanie. They have agreed to offer a $25 gift certificate to all contributors of $100 or more!!

If you haven’t, check out the website, there are so many great products from rodeoh and hopefully this will encourage more people to donate for a great cause!

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SIGNAL BOOST. Let’s keep this going! I’ve seen pictures of random pretty girls get hundreds of thousands of reblogs and likes. Let’s like and reblog something that will potentially change someone’s life forever. You can make an impact that significant and powerful in a strangers life, it’s your choice and you can make that choice right now by reblogging the hell out if this.

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I know we still have a month left but there’s still a long long ways to go. We need to raise $3266 in the next 30 days, guys! That’s about $108 a day. I know it’s an ambitious goal but if you can spare $5, please please do. I can’t stress how much every little donation counts and adds up. If everyone who reblogged or liked this was capable of donating a dollar, Richie’s top surgery goal would have been met by now.

Before you just hit the like and/or reblog button and move on, I urge you to seriously consider if you can spare a couple dollars. I would never ask for help if I didn’t need it. Right now, I need it more than ever.

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sadly can’t spare any money right now but signal boosting the hell out f this good luck.

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boost

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[whatbigotspost]

Nicholas Lord, a Navy sailor since 2008 currently on active duty, is under investigation after threatening to rape a young woman who is a Navy recruit.

The young woman posted a photo of herself on Facebook, captioning it to say she’s proud of how she’s working hard to get in shape for the Navy, and she’s excited to be leaving soon. The photo was shared on the page for her Delayed Entry Program for her fellow Navy recruits.

Nicholas Lord, who is not a current recruit and who has been serving in the Navy since 2008, then commented:

You’ll end up pregnant real soon you fucking wh***. If I could and I knew you, I’d hold you down and rape you.

The next day, Lord gloated about his threat on his Facebook page, updating his status to say he’d been “trolling feminist pages.” In case it needs to be said, the Facebook page for a Navy program is not a “feminist page.” It’s a Navy recruiting page. (x) (x)

I don’t know what the Navy’s punishment system is like, but I hope he gets the worst possible. I hope they investigate his past history in the military, too. If he’s bold enough to outright threaten female recruits, under his own name, on public, Navy-run social media, I seriously doubt he hasn’t harassed and threatened female sailors. He may even have raped them.

Especially given the military’s problem with letting men get away with harassment and rape, they need to severely punish him.

[boxingcleverrr]

Send it viral, and he will see ramifications.

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If you only reblog one thing today I hope it’s this.

[kiramekki]

Pray for Gaza

パレスチナを応援してます。 GAZAの死亡者 の７０パーセントが民間人 です。 ３０パーセントが子供だった。 世界で認知度がとてもひくいです。 アメリカの政府 はイスラエルのがわを取っています。 そんなこからすごく悲しくになる。信じられない。 モスクにい行けますようにGAZAために祈ります。

[kiramekki]

Last week I started my diet and the result was 2kg as of yesterday:) I filmed a music video with a friend so now all I have to do is record my voice and put the storyline together! In the video I am in a dream land where a mysterious man enchants me but in the end its just my imagination and when I find out I wake up. I like the story and filming I'm a bit scared to post the video since I look デブ (fat) but I want to see my progress not just on the scale but in video and my voice too. This is a screenshot of a scene above, and a pucture of the makeup of another scene. I hope it goes well! I'll start advertising it on my google plus blog.

[kiramekki]

Taiyou to Himawari

Tomorrow I'm filming a music video with a friend, I'll be doing a cover of a song called "Taiyou to Himawari (Sun and Sunflower)" by E-girls subunit Flower. 

I'm so excited! I haven't made a video in over a year, especially a cover.

I was going to wait till I lost weight to do it, but I have to try my best ^ ^

This will help me see my progress as well in the future. 

[kiramekki]

I'm keeping my diet progress on my Instagram, follow me if you'd like or are also dieting^^ Instagram.com/moriikko

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[kiramekki]

Words to live by

I'd rather spend a lifetime chasing a dream than waking up to a lie.

[kiramekki]

sailor moon by Simone Pieri

https://www.facebook.com/pages/La-bottega-di-Simone/231109440270550

[kiramekki]

モールでその可愛いセータがあった！

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First 1,500 to reblog!

I’m bored and I rarely ever do these so why not

I have around 66,000 followers so if you win this promo you will gain

A few random blogs will be promoted in a list

Favourites will be bolded

Reblogs only, likes wont count

You MUST be following me or you’ll be disqualified and will have reblogged this post for no reason.

Go go go!