Clarity.
“When the brilliant ethicist John Kavanaugh went to work for three months at “the house of the dying” in Calcutta, he was seeking a clear answer as to how best to spend the rest of his life. On the first morning there he met Mother Teresa. She asked, “And what can I do for you?” Kavanaugh asked her to pray for him.
“What do you want me to pray for?” she asked. He voiced the request that he had borne thousands of miles from the United States: “Pray that I have clarity.”
She said firmly, “No, I will not do that.” When he asked her why, she said, “Clarity is the last thing you are clinging to and must let go of.” When Kavanaugh commented that she always seemed to have the clarity he longed for, she laughed and said, I have never had clarity; what I have always had is trust. So I will pray that you trust God.’ “
Trusting without having clarity is probably one of the hardest thing one can do. It is also God’s answer to most of our prayers; ‘Trust me.’
Our relationship with God is like any other relationship. The root of every meaningful, long-lasting relationship lies in trust. In relationships there is no absolute clarity and understanding. The big question ‘WHY?’ is the question one asks to find clarity. However, if one clings onto it, one may find himself in a labyrinth of dead ends.
The only way to get oneself out of that labyrinth is through prayer and trusting God, even when the road is far from clear.