outta my way gayboy im boutta get it

call me krux or rusty . he/him . malay . finest aroace boykisser you'll find south of the equator

[kruxton]

about me/this blog (read bio for basics)

i talk a LOT. i reblog way more. this place is a mess but thats the way i like it. sometimes i post art / fandom stuff. most times its just incoherent thoughts about my current interests (under the cut)

ive recently started organising this blog...kind of . tags i use will be below

things i like a normal amount

thats a lie. i think its physically impossible for me to like anything a normal amount

one piece / hades (game) / touchstarved (game) / dunmeshi / p1harmony / epic / gakubaby / deltarune / free!

bolded just means theyre very CURRENT current interests iykwim. hyperfixations if you will. i still love to talk about the rest anytime

#kruxposting -> for all the posts where i just. say shit. just complete whatever

#ocposting -> my ocs!!!! i love them!!!! they mostly exist in my head though . related story tags are #dissonance and #blood sweat and tears

#my art -> self explanatory. not much there really (same vein -> my artfight)

#krux listens -> i like music a normal amount as well. anything abt that goes here

#p1eceposting -> music tag specifically for p1harmony bc i love them too much to lump then in the other one (you'll see what i mean) bias is jseob literally what do u expect 🥀

i also liveblog a lot under any variation of the tag #krux plays/watches/reads ... [media name]

[ last updated on september something of 2025 ]

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[valtsv]

i appreciate your hesitancy on sharing 'bad' fanfiction . obviously i would like the things im reading to be good but i fear a lot of even popular blogs on here have gotten too comfortable publicly bashing things that are just like, something mildly annoying someone wrote to get off . i would HOPE what i write is good but this kind of attitude has put me off of sharing things publicly

i was already bullied and ostracised in high school when i made the mistake of sharing my teenage fanfiction and writing in general with someone who was nice to me and showed interest. they thanked me for trusting them enough to let myself be vulnerable and sharing my art, however clumsy and unflattering, with them by spreading it around the rest of the school, leading to me being publicly humiliated and shamed more intensely and unable to bring myself to create anything for years, and feeling bitterly jealous of anyone who dared to try.

i still struggle to show people my work unless i feel that it's unimpeachably good enough to "make up" for the fact that i made it, and grapple with feelings of impotence and guilty self-loathing when interacting with the other people's creations, no matter how much i love them and/or the people who made them, more than a decade after the event. i watch people day after day publicly shame each other for the thoughtless, temporary relief of being able to say "i'm glad that that's not happening to me". i learned the hard way just how devastating it is to have something you created carelessly tossed around for anyone to use as a cudgel to bludgeon you with shame, even if you shared it publicly in the first place with the understanding that it would be seen and judged by other people. it's not something i intend to put anyone else through for the utterly harmless act of making something that fails to impress me personally. it's cruel and pointless, and i know better. and if i really passionately need to complain and vent some frustration using some trivial source or irritation as a conduit, as we all do sometimes, i have private community spaces like group chats and hangouts with friends where i can express my feelings and we can all have a good laugh about it without anyone needing to get hurt.

so yeah, i don't share "bad art" just to make fun of it. even if it would be hilarious and easy to do.

[czesca]

can't believe we've all been here since we were 14 and now we're all 20000 years old

[valtsv]

really a good tool for any aspiring critic or creator to develop is the ability to ask yourself - and answer honestly! - whether your disdain for something comes from a place of (perceived) wasted potential or bitter anger that anyone else dared to create something less than perfect while you were too paralysed by dissatisfaction to even attempt to do so yourself. because if it's the latter, then you'll save yourself a lot of time and stress in the long run if you start to recognise just how much of what's holding you back is your own insecurity.

[cheaphalloweencostume]

jesus christ i have to actually draw in order for me to be drawing again

[apolladay]

Do you have a dedicated tumblr blog for fandom/(topic), or do you say fuck it and post everything on one?

*yes, dedicated main blog(s) to topic

*Yes, dedicated side blog(s) to topic

*no, we ball, multi-fandom/topic blog

*Other? (elaborate)

Do you have a dedicated tumblr blog for fandom/(topic), or do you say fuck it and post everything on one?

yes, dedicated main blog(s) to topic

yes, dedicated side blog(s) to topic

no, we ball, multi-fandom/topic blog

other? (elaborate)

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[assiraphales]

its always the tiny gay cowboy and his tiny gay roman boyfriend, never the bi cowboy and his bi cowboy/martial artist boyfriend. owen wilson didn’t play a fruity western boy TWICE to be disrespected like that 

[assiraphales]

no bc I’m being serious! we’ve been way too quiet about them for way too long!!!!!!

[assiraphales]

pls watch these (shanghai noon and shanghai knights) and give these romantic besties ur love! it’s literally a western romcom

[assiraphales]

valid valid valid valid

[torsnach]

Fool me once I kill myself on the spot

[kruxton]

thinking about free!xdiz because im a normal person

[sandandglass]

The Muppets s01e01

[strayingtogether]

260603 © xlovfan

[kruxton]

so fucking happy for xlov making it big this comeback. all the music shows. the collabs. those outfits. all their fans like oh my lovies youre soooo loved

[jeffsatyr]

Friend of the family is currently pregnant and her baby is due Soon™ so the current betting pool is to see if she'll have a Woke Baby (born in June) or a Homophobic Baby (waits til July to be born). Place your bets now:

ops friend will have a:

Woke Gay Baby

Unwoke Homophobic Baby

Remaining time: 5 days 22 hours

[fishpondfish]

mymusician... oughh my little bug [remembers parasocial relationships are bad] [remembers infantilization is bad] this complete stranger is their own huge bug

[krasnoarmeyets]

i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

[kosmogrl]

i’m the worst person to come to for advice because if you tell me you have a problem i’ll just tell you to avoid it

[kosmogrl]

#unhealthycopingmechanisms