kat home

hai :3

[kztyz]

about kat :3

basic info: name: kat, katy, kztyz("kit-zee") pronouns: she/her bday: 10/11 age: sixteen interests: fashion, music, people, anthropology, hxc likes: moshing, shows, hxc scene, making music, cooking/baking, music, britain dislikes: niky !!!TW 4 POSSIBLE MENTION OF: *ED *SH *SUBSTANCE ABUSE *HATE SPEECH *NSFW TOPICS more extra info below!!~ :3

hhalloooo!! haiii!! my name iz kat :3, & im a teenage gurl ¿ livin' in a small northwezt town. i luv the local hxc (hardcore) scene here, but also h8 it. though, it seems 2b the place i call home. people tend to describe me az crazy, deranged, and request i should seek out medication!!~ ;-; but overall im really nice!! (2urface) and preettyy kewl!!

ive been learning how2 live mah life w/ BPD +etc, so far so good!! i strive 2b sum1 who workz in rehabilitation services primarily 4drug&alcohol addictionz. i fear i am an addict, in recovery! about a Yr+ sober frum da main substance problem!!... my bigggest EUGGYCKK iz when peoplez glorify meh, & h8 me4it. cuzz ezp id dey kno nuthin bout' how i got2bme.

[kztyz]

hi im obbsessed with u

[kztyz]

he is soooo fuckin beautiful.

i love how tall & lanky he is, i love the way that he walks, i love how considerate he is with me.,,,

why does it have to be her? i wish boys liked me :(

[kztyz]

i feel disgusted by the sight of you, you make me sick.

how can someone live like that?

[kztyz]

i saw all the places stained with your memory today

[kztyz]

@shutup-pls666 PLEASE SEND THIS PHOTOGRAPH TO MY CELLULAR DEVICE

I HOPE IT WORKS

[kztyz]

[kztyz]

everything i do, i think -

"will he notice?" or, "will this make him notice?"

how do i make myself be like her.

"shes so cool, ive never met anyone like her, as cool as her."

what made her so cool, really? there is not one good quality about that wretch. maybe its because shes as heartless as you. lowlife beings tend to cling to the others who are in the darkness as well. you need to get out of there.

nonetheless, i just need to figure out the key, i hope last time we spoke didn't frighten you away. but then again, i wanted - want, you to see what you've done to me. i want you to see how you've ruined me.

my heart, my life - my whole being.

do you even see the agonizing pain you've caused me? its constant, never ending torture.

you caused this, i want you to fucking feel it.

though what perplexes me most is why you'd been trying to keep me around. why is that?

[kztyz]

kinda reminds me of u, sumtimez i see u in my dreams, not as much as b4, but enough.

when i wake, im confused as on where you went - but alas, twas a distant memory.

do you think of me? i saw you put my painting on your wall, right in the middle of your jaws of life poster. the album is so you.

i miss you everyday my love, what have you done to me? i care about nothing but you.

[cieledheart]

[kztyz]

hmmmmmmmm maybe sooonnnnnn im likin pastel goth... My dreams from 2014444444444

[kztyz]

dude.. In the shredder bathroom??? Bro wtf. & tellin a 12yr old abt it...dude hes 12...

baee thats not ok,..that's fckin disgusting. If u were w/ me id teach you some decenty. Shes a slut

i feel sick, getting that fuckin anxious feeling i finally got over. its back again ,, get out my fucking head,...get OUT OF MY LIFE

"yeah idc he has a girlfriend" ughhhhhh ur a bitch from the start

I HATE U BOTHHHH im so sick of how you make me feel

[kztyz]

tw;evilllll incohoheerent rambling

uurllyRazpppathhikk Az u see urzelf, youAre ur own worst enemy, ppllike U R sic. U need help. you are controlling, taking over like a disease. Covering every surface, every outlet until there is nothing left. no sunlight left to shine through, cutting off everything until the only thing left is you. you are all it needs you think, though what you love is suffocating from your touch. There will be nothing left soon, just an empty husk of what was. You are selfish, greedy. only seeing people as assests & enemies when you see fit.

Stop treating me like shit. ur fears could become your reality. tried2B nice, did so much shit4U, so fucking play nice w/ me cunt. ur fragile and insecure, i could fucking destroy you. dont fucking play with me, i know exactly whatll make u break. This is me being nice

omg thisgirlgenuinely needs 2 give my man back he doesn't even like u bro said i was fcking better than u

[kztyz]

[kztyz]

ciggarettez arent vv straight edge of mehhh...but i want1 sssooooo badd..i only started smoking 4u baby!!! pay attention 2me!!!

[kztyz]

[kztyz]

hey! have you ever considered breaking up?!! hope this helps!