everything i do, i think -
"will he notice?" or, "will this make him notice?"
how do i make myself be like her.
"shes so cool, ive never met anyone like her, as cool as her."
what made her so cool, really? there is not one good quality about that wretch. maybe its because shes as heartless as you. lowlife beings tend to cling to the others who are in the darkness as well. you need to get out of there.
nonetheless, i just need to figure out the key, i hope last time we spoke didn't frighten you away. but then again, i wanted - want, you to see what you've done to me. i want you to see how you've ruined me.
my heart, my life - my whole being.
do you even see the agonizing pain you've caused me? its constant, never ending torture.
you caused this, i want you to fucking feel it.
though what perplexes me most is why you'd been trying to keep me around. why is that?