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Well... Guess who’s never drinking again. Me.
I never want to bring that sad pathetic excuse of a person deep down inside of me out again.
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Well... Guess who’s never drinking again. Me.
I never want to bring that sad pathetic excuse of a person deep down inside of me out again.
Death.
I do not fear death. Death is an illusion.
I fear friends. Humans are unpredictable.
Thoughts
I can’t stop thinking. Perhaps due to the fact I realise what I truly want. Perhaps that I’m terrified that my love will not suffice. Perhaps I’m afraid of the unknown. All I know is that I am unhappy, I can not live like this, a dream, a fantasy of the working life. Salary life is a lie, you only live for money, not dreams. I know what I want, however I am afraid to pursue. Each and everyday I gather the strength to survive the day, I fear I will burn out soon. Universe give me the strength to live, help me to survive,
Universe help
All I think about is the life I want, the life that seems so distant, a life that seems so far gone that theres not point in trying. But my god do I want to try, try so hard for this life I crave. This 9-5 life is not living, it’s pure torture. Universe help me for I am lost. Lost within a world of ignorance and hate.
It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. And all i have I have to show/say is I’m truly lost.
what happened to the soul the soul that you used to be?
Lost.
It feels like no one cares. Alone and abandoned within my own self demise, the nightmare begins to unfold. Tortured and weakened, warped perspectives surround me, I’m losing grip of myself, and honestly question if I’d be missed.
Who am I?…
Lost in an abyss of confusion and suffering. Self induced pain and neglect. Who have I become, what will I aspire to be? Just when you thought you had it all worked out, something ticks, something changes, a sparks once flourishing in flames diminishes. Darkness engulfs you, a defining silence lingers, the universe expands, and collapses inside of you.
Blood Host
In the shade, darkened gaze, every color, it's dismay Arid sky, it turns to grey, threshold of desertion. Crimson shards, take their shape, to infect each passageway Penetrate them into space, There is no survival
With every word you say, the spew that you create and every smile you fake, you only want to suck me dry With every breath I have, until there's nothing left I'm gonna live until you suffocate and watch you die (Contents Under Pressure)
Recreate, Purge the hate, internal thoughts manipulate Null & void, it turns to waste, submission: a diversion Stark & stale, it rots away, like the sickness it creates Left hand path that leads the way, record all our transgressions
With every word you say, the spew that you create and every smile you fake, you only want to suck me dry With every breath I have, until there's nothing left I'm gonna live until you suffocate and watch you die
You've dealt the damage done, You make your living on the blood of another host Or maybe not enough... You're seeking refuge in the arms of another ghost (Contents Under Pressure)
You're so predictable, a parasite of sorts You build me up to bring me down You'll never watch me fall, the boughs of flesh is all You'll ever claim to take this time.
You suffer well, it serves you well You'll burn in hell, and perish in the dust DUST
With every word you say, the spew that you create and every smile you fake, you only want to suck me dry With every breath I have, until there's nothing left I'm gonna live until you suffocate and watch you die
You've dealt the damage done, You make your living on the blood of another host Or maybe not enough... You're seeking refuge in the arms of another ghost
Reality.
I’m far too irregular with my blogging.
I tend to only blog when intoxicated… Interesting. O.o
Fallout 4 has consumed my life. Hello world. That is all. xx
This post makes not sense, but then again, was it ever meant to in the first place? :p
Brain
But it's all the same I could have foreseen That you would act like you are Oh so cool you seem Blending with that scene Wearing what you think is hard
I can see you struggling Boy, don't hurt your brain Thinking what you're gonna say Cause everything's a game Always trying to calculate Trying to look smart but not too smart To threaten anything they say
But it's all the same I could have foreseen That you would act like you are Oh so cool you seem Blending with that scene Wearing what you think is hard
I can see you struggling Boy, don't hurt your brain Thinking what you're gonna say Cause everything's a game Always trying to calculate Trying to look smart but not too smart To threaten everything they say