2026 -
Im super late writing my pinned yearly declaration. Surprisingly, I don’t have a long passage to write to myself this year but every year like the last, being able to see and read my declaration every time I visit my page has been a success and for me moving forward and upward.
With that being said, MY 2026 DECLARATION is that of my favorite scene from one my favorite movies:
EARLY UPDATE!
Its June and boy lemme tell ya….it has already been a journey, one I have to ask if the universe is fucking with me.
- Company fires a coworker and I had to clean up her mess, stressful as fuck, got a 3% raise to get put through the gauntlet…again but denied the amount they paid her while giving me the title which I don’t give a shit about.
- Received few awards within the company but I know it was because if I quit, they would be fucked so they had to give me some company public praise.
- My Granny goes into hospice and soon after passes away, never felt such pain in my life and honestly still depressed over it.
- Won Professional of the Year for builders in my city, very prestigious, couldn’t imagine me getting nominated and receiving such an award because work is just a paycheck and the only thing I ever been rewarded for doing a good job is kore work. Anyways, dedicated the award to my Granny in my acceptance speech.
- 6 weeks after my Granny dies, my Grandpa dies! My grandparents weren’t even married and lived in different states. After finally able to talk to people again, I crawled back into bed but I feel even more buried alive.
- I then proceed to win the wilderness survivalist training my hiking group gives annually and after 4 years of trying to win, I finally do. Im so excited because it will be the closest to death that. Is acceptable in the public eye and I will be away from everyone and everything.
- My 12 years old dog , my heart, never been harmed ever in his life, got bit by a dog. Literally the same day I received news I won the wilderness hike. Bawled my eyes out how scared he was and hoe he screamed whenever I touched him. Then cried even harder when he saw I was crying and he decided to let come near me to make me feel better. Since my grandparents death, i have had a fear he would leave me too so him getting attacked almost made that real and I couldn’t take it.
All this happening in a span of 6 months, how is this not being me being fucked with!
