⛤LANTANA⛧

this is just my baby

[lantanaatenta]

I HATE HASHTAGS, everything is copyrighted and my header is an apple in a microscope :)

[marisashorror]

Looking for more artists to follow on here. If you make art, reblog and tell me about you and your art. I crave the Lore.

Ill do mine first:

I make horror art with a ballpoint pen. I like the art of Edward Gorey, the stories of M.R. James, and Im eternally obsessed with the Magnus Archives Podcast.

[lantanaatenta]

I’m not afraid of death

I’m not afraid of death

If you died then it’s ok

If you died then I can too

If you died I wanna go with you

My chest magnet is not attracted to your grave anymore

It’s attracted to your soul

It’s going up like fire

To where you are

Wherever that place is

I don’t wanna live forever if it’s without you

So I’m always excited for my death

If you died and dying as well is the only way to go to where you are

Then I can’t wait for my turn

And if it’s just pure nothing, then there’s no grief

[lantanaatenta]

This is public again :) I’m taking law classes and this is copyrighted just by having it posted lol

[vexheart]

[vexheart]

[thelondonzhiloh]

[willoughbysnettles]

a rant about willoughby and ethel

obviously nettles dropped yesterday and its captivating to say the least, but i feel like despite all the traction I've seen about the lyrics, everyone has kind of brushed over the actual concept of the line 'this was all for you'. in all fairness maybe i missed the hype since i've never heard this before its official release/ didnt listen to it on yt/soundcloud (the only unreleased songs i typically listen to are live house in nebraska and punish demo 2, crying during sex and dust bowl- which, by the way, im going to lose my shit when that drops on the new album) but as i was saying all day that line has been on my mind. ALL of it was for him. all of the pain and suffering she went through. being abused, trafficked, abandoned, pimped out, addicted, literally fucking murdered and cannibalised. none of it would've happened if she had willoughby. and yet, she seemingly isnt bitter. theres no sense of resentment only painful pining that almost kills the listener, like in sun bleached flies as she reflects on her life and is reminded of all the trauma she experienced and is still dreaming of their house in nebraska ,even crying out 'oh willoughby' as she lets go of all the suffering she endured. it just completely rips me apart tbh but that is what true true love does to someone. and i am going to be incredibly insufferable on here and irl up until the album release and afterwards cus i got tour tickets mehehhehe

[lantanaatenta]

When you miss someone you text them or call them right? If you don’t then don’t claim to miss me and much less to love me. Don’t be the cruelest joke.

[vanillye222]

[lantanaatenta]

Wrote one of my first poems after talking too much to the moon. I love her. I wrote “Father’s day and my affliction” that chaotic night.

[angiebunzz]

My baddd

[lantanaatenta]

I am a narcissist because I was scrolling real fast and I thought this was me

#dontbelikeme

[lantanaatenta]

Currently filling my soul, eyes and heart with anger as I fantasize about slapping my bully so hard I break his nose, step on his penis and leave him unconscious.

[roseforviolet]

[lantanaatenta]

I can't be afraid of dying

I’m not afraid of death

If you died then it’s ok

If you died then I can too

If you died I wanna go with you

My chest magnet is not attracted to your grave anymore

It’s attracted to your soul

It’s going up like fire

To where you are

Wherever that place is

I don’t wanna live forever if it’s without you

So I’m always excited for my death

If you died and dying as well is the only way to go to where you are

Then I can’t wait for my turn

And if it’s just pure nothing, then there’s no grief

[lantanaatenta]

Super mood rn

[rancidnsweet]

[lantanaatenta]

Me rn, sadly

[lantanaatenta]

When you miss someone you text them or call them right? If you don’t then don’t claim to miss me and much less to love me. Don’t be the cruelest joke.

[lantanaatenta]

I’m never EVER again gonna believe when they say that they miss me, never EVER again.

[lantanaatenta]

In the mood for reading the dollanganger series for the 6th time idccc