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She/Her This is my diary

[isaacwwc2]

Saw these and found them really helpful, take care of yourself💜

[leftovergirl]

Is this what Lana meant by summertime sadness? Lol

[leftovergirl]

I think I’m just a bad person who wants so badly for something to be wrong with me/ my life and idk why I do it :(

[sofyasemyonovna]

the urge to just lay down and let time pass you by forever. it’s called clinical depression

[pain-please-go-away-blog]

[leftovergirl]

Why doesn’t it hurt like it used to

[leftovergirl]

I lie and lie and lie and I know it’s gonna come crumbing down again

[leftovergirl]

When sh is apart of ur pms so it doesn’t count as a relapse :P

[leftovergirl]

The amount of scars on my legs like fascinate me like idk the way there’s just so many and especially when some are scabbed over idk maybe it’s just me

[leftovergirl]

Me texting my bf with my dried bl**d on my hands and fresh c*ts ☹️ like if he knew I relapsed idk what I would do

[leftovergirl]

I did it again but it doesn’t feel the same why doesn’t it feel the same grrr

[leftovergirl]

Guess who isn’t sober like why why why did I do this like Idek what I was thinking but it’s too late :(

[leftovergirl]

My mom threw away my r*zor bl*d*s but a few days ago I discovered that I had an extra r*zor head and the temptation was there like I so badly wanted to take the little r*zors out and just c*t until I felt numb but I didn’t :( and I’m close to being a month sober

[leftovergirl]

It’s like a morbid fascination to re-open scars like the ones on my stomach?? I’m like what if I just went over them one last time o___O

[leftovergirl]

Relapsed so badly lololol and my boyfriend doesn’t know I won’t tell him but I feel so icky and horrible for relapsing :’)

[leftovergirl]

AND I got blood on my boyfriends sweater ;(

[leftovergirl]

I was doing so good and then I saw old pictures of all the cvts on my leg and I just missed it bc there’s just scars now and I relapsed :(