eternal internal screaming

Just random things I post and reblog about. Most commonly: BNHA (Nedzu and worldbuilding questions especially), video games (including but not limited to Zelda, Pokemon, Kingdom Hearts, and indie games), Lord of the Rings / The Silmarillion, and films. (Username comes from dad claiming to be Satan so...)

[phantomrose96]

job interviewer: would you be willing to destroy and betray yourself for nothing?

[elumish]

I honestly think Gen-Z and younger simply does not understand how recent widespread smartphone adoption is.

I am not that old, and I didn't have a smartphone until probably late high school. For most of my life, many if not most people were not walking around with a magic internet machine in their pocket that they pulled out and used constantly for everything.

[sandumilfshous]

reblog if you remember having to ration your text messages and accidentally opening the internet on your phone was the end of the world

[legitimatesatanspawn]

Sometimes its funny when a friend has a type (blorbo) because then you can immediately go "hey you like this?" and even odds of getting "asdhafhsap" in response.

[legitimatesatanspawn]

l have a question about How to survive as a maid in a horror game manhwa.Does Adrian know he is og Adrian? Were their souls kind of merged? (If I remember correctly,Adrian’s soul was dormant.)

And does Adrian enjoy killing? He seems indifferent.

Okay this info is fairly early on but I will avoid some details. Keep in mind I've not read since about Ch 64 of 104. Adrian DOES know what he really is (its more blatant from the outset in the light novel) but I don't remember anything involving a human baby soul, I believe the awakening is about his demon powers which along with his health only start improving as ✨ All The Murders ✨ start happening. His mother Pricilla had no idea that he was always an incarnated demon so she thinks that her baby got suddenly possessed as a child when the baptismal water burned him. No one believes her because not only was that deemed an inexplicable allergic reaction but Adrian plays the part of a good kind charitable yet distant noble so well.

So functionally Adrian is OG Adrian. There's never been anyone but him at the wheel. He also happens to be Lucifer.

Now to be honest its possible that things could've gone drastically different had Pricilla not feared him or been deemed a madwoman. The MC getting his interest and treating him like a person (instead of the usual gushing praise or blind obedience) and the story passing has her starting to care for him in spite of everything which does shift his behavior in both good and bad ways, so its clear the guy's definitely lonely even as he doesn't care about humans beyond his amusement or their blood. Adrian has been shown to miss the love of his human mother and the happy childhood moments they'd shared so he grows... fixated on the MC. Yandere style. Romance horror plot with a murdering demon, so fun stuff ahoy.

As for whether he enjoys killing?

I mean, I doubt he enjoys killing? The benefits, sure, the act... Adrian does enjoy human suffering and playing around with humans (subtly or blatantly) but there is a noted tedium with murder itself and also with how humans fall to his hypnosis power with so little effort. No challenge beyond what amuses him, dude's like a late-game sandbox-mode player with not much to do as he grinds his stats and maintains a base minimum of survival level. So due to the MC whether by nature as a transmigrated (mentally/spiritually) character or thanks to Game System Bullshit is not affected by his powers and she's Very Much AWARE that he's not what he pretends to be? She's something new and fascinating, and risky, but a fun new toy to play with. Who he gradually comes to love and she him.

[goldensunset]

[prokopetz]

Last night I dreamed that Tumblr used AI to implement a mandatory feature that automatically placed illustrative emojis before all important nouns in posts, like the dialogue in Super Mario Odyssey, except there was something wrong with the AI and it gradually started identifying every noun as "gun".

[legitimatesatanspawn]

Last night I dreamed that 🥃 Tumblr used 🤖 AI to implement a mandatory 💿 feature that automatically placed illustrative 😀 emojis before all important 🔤 nouns in 📮 posts, like the 📃 dialogue in 🌎 Super Mario Odyssey, except there was something wrong with the 🤖 AI and it gradually started identifying every 🔫 noun as 🔫 "gun".

[legitimatesatanspawn]

Home, recovered from travel stress, nothing until like... two weeks from now.

Heat and humidity aside, now I can focus on stuff.

... shit, Steam Summer Sale's up now isn't it.

[evilwizard]

hey welcome to my evil lair, good job beating my minions. yeah hold on before i fight you let me just stand directly underneath this massive iron chandelier held up by four ropes connected to big stakes at each corner of the room. like an idiot

[legitimatesatanspawn]

Okay sure let me fly over to the right spot to keep an eye on the party. (I'm the Helper Fairy/Spirit NPC don't mind me. I'm just here to give exposition and everyone forgets I'm here most of the time.) I know the Swordsman will run up to keep you occupied while the Archer and Mage work on the the ropes (and hit you occasionally) and the Healer keeps everyone alive so you-

... and the party was taken out by a trap door during your opening monologue. Well played.

[victusinveritas]

[legitimatesatanspawn]

Okay so my obvious question: if her touch/voice/tears turns stuff to precious metals and gems... doesn't that mean the value of them is going down with each bit the kids take to sell? Does the Evil Fae King Man offer to get the kids homes or just yoinks the wafer-thin waif to his castle? Are they ever mentioned again even if in just a oneoff line or are they (and the sisters) just abandoned by the plot?

[trippiest]

what a beautiful day to not be in high school

[gayofthefae]

This is the like those “remember to be grateful you don’t have a sore throat right now” posts. It IS a beautiful day to not be in high school! Thank you!

[legitimatesatanspawn]

Sad part is that middle school was worse for me. But yes! Freedom!

[hollow-head]

"who do you self insert as when you read?"

This is me when I read:

[infiniteesun]

damn, who did your top surgery?

[metautske]

@rayshippouuchiha lo and there be blursed upon ye

[legitimatesatanspawn]

Not gonna lie? Truth would definitely do this and its even canon for another character.

[regco-art]

Garchomp learning some new human lore from her buddy, Pyroar 🧠

[regco-art]

Follow up doodles

[chazchaschad]

I do not have a "side blog”, I do not “schedule posts”. I torture my followers with random bullshit and if that doesn’t work I KILL MYSELF

[aropride]

please god let chatgpt die out like nfts did. With a fast and graceless fall into irrelevancy

[bladespark]

Like to charge, reblog to cast.

[atwotonedbird]

This spell has a very low hit ratio, so we need a lot of us to do it.

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[6qubed]

I mean if you wanna just loom in the corner like some kinda creature that's cool, we just don't want you getting left out

[mold-child]