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where do i begin?? | airing my thoughts 🌬 | 🏳‍🌈

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GIRLLL THIS GOT ME STRESSED

Literally a death trap 😭

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It's been a while to zerobaseone's announcement that they're not disbanding but continuing as a 5 member group and honestly I don't know how to feel cause one hand I like that they're still fairing on their journey but zerobaseone is not zerobaseone without all the members. The memories that we've created are just too sweet, it's such a bittersweet ending. I can't imagine a family broken apart or maybe I'm too parasocial about this lol but it'll not be the same . Maybe we'll find solace somewhere and perhaps one day they'll be complete.

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Bro ain't no way stray kid's new movie is releasing in Israel also ✋ pause

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I do not like the ship between tesilid and ailette I think it's weak and i would much rather her not have a relationship or have a relationship with someone random like that barracks guy 😭😭😭

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Idk if this is a common experience with other queer identifying people, like I have no problem reading, watching or listening to hetero forward media but it gets to point and after that I start begging gay people to show up in it 🙏

I was reading my lucky strike and everyone and everything is so straight and as a person who has been queer for the majority of my life I just need someone to be not straight 😭😭😭

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I always thought all nurses being mean girls was like something people say but then my friend got into med school and there's people who are training straight up saying they don't like a particular group of people

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Every time I rewatch my comfort shows I open reddit because I notice something which I didn't before. While doing this I check the dates of the posts then I'm like man I'm growing old CAUSE WDYM IT'S BEEN 6 YEARS ALREADY

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Go stream 1&only by XLOV 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

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Listening to Tu jaane na and reading the part of slow burn fan fiction where the characters yearn deeply is something everyone deserves to experience once in their life because

"Kaise bataya kyu tujhko chaahein

yaara bata na paayein

baatein dilon ki dekho jo baaki aankhein tujhe samjhaye

tu jaane na"

I love atif aslam 💗

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Billlie is like the younger of Red velvet if you think about it. I have literally been on the whim of listening to them so much these days I have come to the very late realization that y'all really slept on cosmic the b sides were awesome, bubble so mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I feel like I'm reborn

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Happy pride to my gays, my girl kissers, my theys, my gals, my pals, my in betweens, the ones finding themselves, the dolls and everyone who celebrates ❤🧡💛💚💙💜!!

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I miss newjeans

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HEESU IN CLASS 2 :

Despite the negative response, I found it to be alright, the storytelling of the show is amazing. It had a good ending. My problem was that I felt like it was dragged, like them ending up at the same conclusion again and again, it got annoying and there were moments where I felt exasperated. Imo it also downplayed what it's like being gay, it's true it's harder to confess cause the society is still conservative, you can risk being outted and in many cases it's not worth it. I didn't feel too mad about the heterosexual couple I think it was fine cause it didn't really cut anything from the experience.It was a messy show ; disaster+disaster combo. But it had a sweet message and I love the way we vicariously live through heesu gaining his courage and finding himself in the show.

It's not what you expect a bl to be like and in terms of it being a show it's just okay. And that's alright.

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What do I have to do to get a kiss from a woman😫😫

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Nano teasing Dylan about Jun was my favorite scene lol he's so cute 😭 the way they just looked at the drama happening in front of them 🤣

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Ep 8 of Thame-Po: Heart that skips a beat

finally gave us the most anticipated scene in the entire series

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Wasn't familiar with your game Jun

Jokes aside I think he was into Po even if at first his agenda was to keep him away from Thame. I think he ended up falling in love and couldn't face Thame cause him and Po were in a relationship. Is it bad I kinda hoped Po would've liked him back ? Cause the chemistry was chemistrying . Also every shot of this man is a masterpiece he's so hot 😭