Robots Don't Blink

Heather, she/they, Fandom Ancient, Member of The Resistance, The Blacklist (Lizzington), MCU (Team Stark), L&O: SVU (Barson), Random Shit, NSFW, NSFL, NOT a porn tumblr

[gratefulturbot]

i DON'T need them to kiss i need them to come to the sobering realisation that their souls are merged and no part of them is extricable from the other anymore

[lewdintentions]

Fun Fact

So, the best confluence of things has happened. I got great news (got into paramedic school), I got bullied on the internet about something that isn't even true (cowards), and my neurospiciness reminded me that I might be at work all the time but I don't actually have any money (go massive catastrophizing). So, yeah, just living life, getting spanked at work, and emotionally drowning.

[existennialmemes]

Not to sound like a decrepit, rambling corpse about it, but back in my day Word used to be a pre installed program that came with your computer, if you were running Windows.

No subscription. Just program.

On your computer. You got to use it forever and ever and never had to worry about it going away.

Because it was physically on your computer. As a program. That you actually owned. Not because you got it separately, but because it was a standard inclusion with your computer.

I'm sorry but I'll just never get over it. I remember when companies cared about their products being usable out of the box. I remember when our things belonged to us.

Old man shaking fist at cloud, wherein the cloud is the background of the Windows 98 logo.

[i-suggest-piracy]

i have a suggestion

[angel-of-the-redacted]

Reblog if you've found friendship because of your fandoms.

[ariesrin]

I love characters who would die for each other but will not, under any circumstances, communicate a single honest feeling.

[annabelle--cane]

important Character traits:

paranoia

control freakism

sense of self-worth so low that it loops back around into being totally dismissive of everyone else

a warm-hearted kind center beneath 200 protective walls of bitterness that doesn't actually make the bitterness better in any way at all even a little bit

bisexuality

crushing feelings of responsibility

zero understanding of own bodily autonomy that bleeds out and affects how they treat others

a lil petty vindictive sadism they maybe don't wanna look at too hard or acknowledge

full self-awareness of all their most negative traits without working to fix those traits at all

internalized misogyny

a mysterious undefinable hunger that cannot / should not / must not ever be sated

asexuality

[starlitmyre]

"what if they fucked" WRONG. what if they ruined each other's lives irreparably. what if there was nothing left but a smoldering heap. what if everything that brought them together twisted and corroded and ripped them apart. and then they fucked.

[lavenderpanic]

all of my writing is actually just thinly-veiled fantasy about being seen at your worst and still being loved

[havinganormalone]

Fanfiction is insane. You can write porn so good you make friends.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

"is it wrong to write xyz in fanfics?"

I got asked this question every single day on this blog. and my answer will always stay the same: as long as it's fiction and as long as you're not hurting anybody in real life, NOTHING you put in fanfics can EVER be wrong.

you cannot apply real-world moral compass on FICTION.

YOU as the writer have complete and total right/freedom to write WHATEVER YOU WANT. HOWEVER YOU WANT.

that's the whole point of fanfics: authors have the power, control and freedom to create their own world. no matter how messed up or disgusting or morally wrong it is, FICTION WILL ALWAYS STAY FICTION. a person's real-life moral compass can never ever be judged by what type of fiction they create and/or consume.

fanfic is creative writing and creative writing is a form of art. and the thing about art is that it doesn't have to always be rainbow and sunshine. it can be macabre and dark and brutal and ugly. and it's still a work of art that is just as valid and valuable.

YOU as the writer have all the power, rights and freedom to literally write WHATEVER YOU WANT. HOWEVER YOU WANT.

I am a stranger. people on the internet are strangers. YOU as a fanfic writer write FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR OWN ENJOYMENT. you do NOT need my opinion or permission when it comes to YOUR OWN HOBBY AND FREEDOM.

you do not need anybody's opinion or permission when it comes to YOUR OWN HOBBY AND FREEDOM.

"is it wrong to write xyz in fanfic" ask yourself if you are hurting anybody in real life by doing so or not. if the answer is no, then it is never ever wrong.

write whatever you want. however you want. no matter how messed up or disgusting or morally wrong it is. as long as it's fiction and as long as no one in real life is being harmed, it literally is never ever wrong.

please stop seeking strangers' opinions or permission when it comes to your own rights and freedom to create.

[lewdintentions]

Woot! Please can I request something like scream with the squad stuck in woods while someone hunts them down?

Weeping Justice (3932 words) by Lewd_Intentions Chapters: 1/7 Fandom: Law & Order: SVU Rating: Explicit

[lewdintentions]

Chapters: 1/7 Fandom: Law & Order: SVU Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Nick Amaro/Rafael Barba, Rafael Barba/Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr., Rafael Barba & Olivia Benson, Nick Amaro/Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr. Characters: Rafael Barba, Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr., Nick Amaro, Odafin "Fin" Tutuola, Amanda Rollins, Olivia Benson, Original Characters Additional Tags: Rafael Barba-centric, POV Rafael Barba, Protective Nick Amaro, Competent Dominick Carisi Jr., Dark!Olivia Benson (Ambiguous), The Judge (Original Character/Antagonist), Alternate Universe - Horror, Survival Horror, Slasher AU, Cabin in the Woods (But make it the Catskills), Psychological Thriller, Suspense, Secret Relationship, Polyamory, "The Trial" as a Horror Motif, Moral Ambiguity, Isolation, Atmospheric, Allegory, Torture (psychological and physical), Ritualistic Murder, Captivity, Panic Attacks, Trauma, Internalized Homophobia, Ruined Suits, Ruined Designer Shoes, Legal Jargon as a Defense Mechanism, Rafael Barba's Neuroses, The "Gary Cooper" Motif, Shades of Gray (Literally and Metaphorically), Hurt/No Comfort, The Truth as a Sentence, Tactical Retreat Gone Wrong, EVERYTHING IS RUINED, Deconstruction of Justice, Vigilantism, The Price of the Truth, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Existential Dread

Summary:

A mandatory "tactical bonding retreat" in the Catskills becomes a brutal fight for survival when the SVU squad is trapped by a masked killer obsessed with judicial punishment. Forced into a twisted, literal trial where their darkest secrets are the only admissible evidence, Rafael Barba must decide if the truth is worth destroying the men he loves to save them.

[lewdintentions]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Law & Order: SVU Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Rafael Barba/Olivia Benson Characters: Rafael Barba, Olivia Benson, Elliot Stabler, Odafin "Fin" Tutuola, Amanda Rollins, Tommy McGrath, Renee Curry, Noah Porter Benson Additional Tags: Post-Season 23, Angst with a capital A, Legal Drama, Ruthless Rafael Barba, Protective Rafael Barba, Internalized Misogyny, Stabler vs. Barba Tension, Not A Happy Ending, Disbarment, emotional betrayal

Summary:

When the federal government turns its weight against Captain Olivia Benson, she realizes the system she served is designed to grind her into the dust. To save her son and her shield, she must call upon the one man she vowed never to trust again—and watch as he becomes the very monster she accused him of being.

Spill my words and tear me down until there's nothing left Rearrange the pieces just to fit me with the rest, yeah But what if I, what if I trip? What if I, what if I fall? —’Monster’

[unseenmonstermuse]

[here-have-some-stories-2000]

Writing Tip:

If you really want to do a good proof read and correct any errors, publish your work - you'll find all your mistakes once it's up and open for the people to view!

[commiefaggoth]

so embarrassing to watch yourself become obsessed with a character that feels tailor made for you specifically to become obsessed with. feels like i fell into a trap made just for me. like damn they got me. those are all the things i like and go crazy for

[rebuiltcombatsister]

me when i fucking lie

[rebuiltcombatsister]

"there is no evidence trans users were disproportionately... impacted" but by our count, since we are the only ones who care enough to count, of the ~200 blogs termed wednesday literally only one wasnt transfem

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

@staff @humans you lying mendacious cunts

[mutationgirl]

estrogenesis-eeveeangelion was banned by staff about an hour ago with no warning or message, no explanation.

[indicatheory]

tumblr totally not hiding anything definitely for sure /sarc

[problemnyatic]

who wants to see tumblr once again flagrantly abusing its moderation tools to bury bad press about the blatant transmisogyny in banning patterns? I love how they use ToS and mature labels to silence trans women and anything that could serve as evidence that trans women suffer here. Because, you know, there's no need to talk about any of that if we just erase it right? :) That makes it go away and the problem stop existing, right? :)

[estrogenesis-vaporeongelion]

huh. looks at the note count wonder if that works