Today marks 10 years since our first date! Here we are at a concert on Saturday to hear Musiqsoulchild. He brought us together at the start, after all! #anniversary #10th #valentinesday #weactuallyhavefaces
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Today marks 10 years since our first date! Here we are at a concert on Saturday to hear Musiqsoulchild. He brought us together at the start, after all! #anniversary #10th #valentinesday #weactuallyhavefaces
02.14.18
CD 19 I had a delayed episode of urticaria (hives). 😑The breakout began a week ago today on Saturday CD 12. After returning from our McMeal at the local Ronald McDonald House, I got an itch here & there on my back. We were sitting on the couch, so I asked Hubz to look at it for me. He noticed it was red with sporadic raised areas. I immediately blamed it on going outside for the first time since our flu diagnosis on CD7, and took some old Benadryl 😵. After an hour of no relief, Hubz drove me to Kroger to get some unexpired Benadryl!! It seemed to help ... until late in my shift on Thursday (AKA CD 10)! I felt like my skin was ON FIRE!! Before long, I was sitting in an empty parking lot with 30 minutes to waste in front of my primary health provider's office. Thankfully it also serves as an urgent care. I got in & out pretty quickly. Apparently it's not enough to get the flu shot, get the flu because you're a public servant in the community, have a fever for days or miss work with "penalty points" for a practitioner documented case of what's now being called an epidemic 😷. NOW....this!! If it doesn't rectify & persists, no IUI next cycle... 1720
CD 17 - 5 DPO & 🍍
Ovulation {finally} confirmed, but still no cover line.
👀 – we timed ❤️ & 🍍PERFECTLY! AND...the flu & fever didn't ruin my chart. Victory for us!! 📈 Now, we pray...& BD for fun!! 🍍🙏🏾❤️
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CD 15
What a day already!
A few weeks ago, I scheduled an appointment for this morning at 9:30. I woke up late, left the house late, and got to Geoff to pick him up from the pharmacy late. BUT, somehow, we made it to the fertility clinic right at 9:30. That was a God thing!
I signed in, and the nurse called me right back. My vital signs were very good today :-) then we were ushered into the doctors office for consultation. We discussed the 3 unsuccessful cycles since surgery, and we revisited the fact that the longer we wait after having surgery the less likely our chances of a natural conception are since the endo is likely to come back. We knew that but I think it brought us down a bit. The reality of having to go back in for consult is one thing, but reliving & revisiting surgery is like pouring salt water in an already gapping wound.
We next discussed our options with her from least to most invasive. The first is to try meds with clinical observation (venipuncture, ultrasounds, and estradiol levels) with injectable meds. The next is IUI with clinical monitoring and injectable meds. The final option is IVF.
Although some people in my position would jump straight to IVF, we have decided to try the injectable meds with home intercourse for the first cycle AKA Option 1. If it proves unsuccessful, we may move onto IUI or IVF. But, for now, we want to go with our least invasive option.
Based on our decision, the nurse has linked us with a mail order pharmacy to get the required medications. Their cost alone could be between $1200 and $2500!! Needless to say, we have to be financially and mentally prepared for this next cycle.
Right now, I believe we both just need to pray and digest ALL this information and the commitment of this next step. So, we only talked a little bit on the ride home. Neither of us were really feeling lunch. I think we're both a little anxious excited. It's hard to believe that this isn't what God wants for us; that He doesn't want us to have a happy life with a little family; you and me plus baby.
Well, until next time...
01/30/18
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CD 14 {2 DPO}
• So...I'm pretty sure I ovulated between CD 12 - 13. It's a little early, but my body's rhythm has been off since surgery in September. Considering that BBT jumped 📈 I think I'm safe saying "I'm in my 2WW".
And, you know that that means, right??
ALL THE FEELS!!
• Hopeful • Curious • Antsy • Excited •
• I'm trying something new in this 2WW also. I'm eating an entire 🍍 pineapple. Yep. Today's actually Day 2 of the Pineapple Experience. Over the next 3 days I will have consumed an entire pineapple. IDK yet about the hype, but we'll see. We're pulling out all the stops for our • * f i n a l natural cycle. * •
Ummm...definitely!!
Glad I’m not the only one pulling negative pregnancy tests out of the trash can JUST TO TRIPLE CHECK…
Haha! Made my day
I LITERALLY just replied on a post with nearly the same words!! "RELAX" = worst word to say...ever!!!"
May January Give You The Happy and Healthy Pregnancy You Deserve 💕👣🐣
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CD 12
Post-Flu Feelings: Pretty good. Kinda still achy like I need to recover from recovery. IDK how else to explain that. Anyway, it’s a good thing that I have the weekend off to completely recover.
Chart Feelings: Data looks pretty good so far. BBTs nice & remaining low, so I’ll look for that to jump by Tuesday. Vaginal readings also remaining low. Looks like we got better just in time to catch Ovulation! 💕❤️
More later, onto life…
01.27.18
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CD 8
After concerns about the flu bug ruining this month's chart, I decided to take AM readings once I woke up anyway. IDK, but it doesn't look horribly ruined. My fertile days finally popped up!
BUT, it calls to question: trust it or not? I suppose it's just wait & watch at this point.
Anyone else using OvaGraph and Ovagraph to conceive? Any success?
01.23.18 0745
CD 7
I went to work as usual this time yesterday. Got report, did my assessments, completed my 10p round, and suddenly felt crappy just before 11p. I reached for a thermometer stored in a mount in the wall @ took my temp. I had a fever, and not a “slight” one. My eyes grew (bigger than usual) when I saw it…the screen read 101.1F. Just then, my charge nurse rounded the corner into the nurses station. I took it again while she was there …. 101.2F!!! We were the only nurses on the floor, so shortly her eyes grew to match mine.
Calls started to staffing & management trying to replace me. There was no choice in the matter, I had to leave. No more entering rooms, and certainly NO taking care of babies! I finished my rounds, charting, & got sent home just before midnight.
Fast forward to wake up this morning. We headed on in to physician's office, were quarantined together in one small exam room, and saw our practitioner. We both have the flu, so the photo explains the mood at my house. We both have Tamiflu to take, but I also have Tussin for a cough. Rest & fluids. No work until the fevers break. No dependable BBTs for these off days, either I’d guess. There goes another chart! Oh well. We have to get healthy.
Hubz started feeling bad Saturday. I took his temp. Since it was low grade, I gave him a Ibuprofen & bottle of water. That’s the nurse in me, I guess. I mean, we both received our Flu shots in October 2017 as most healthcare workers are required. We’re guarded, right?!? It possibly has helped protect us in the past, but I certainly don’t believe that it helped this year! Time for our chicken soup, popsicles, juice, & ginger ale dinner. 012218 1905
@ my fellow endo warriors: how long did it actually take you to recover from your laparoscopy?
My doctor said it’s only a week, but my GI doctor even said it’s more like a month, and nearly every online support group says the same thing. I’m just worried, because I have classes MWF, and labs on Thursdays, and I’m concerned about how long I’ll be out.
@stylesinthehallway:
I couldn't see how to reply to your questions, so I hope this reaches you.
I had Endo Stage 3. I went in for my lap & had surgery on a Thursday. I was to return to work on Monday night, but ended up calling out since I had some complications. I actually returned to work just exactly 1 week after my surgery ... & complications. I would suggest 1-2 weeks for recovery.
Hope this Endo warrior's experience helps another. Blessings!
Endometriosis : Causes and Symptoms
Endometriosis is disease that occurs when endometrial tissue grows outside the uterus. Endometrial tissue is a tissue that normally grows on the uterus inner side in preparation of the womb for ovulation. Endometrial tissue consists of connective tissue, glands, and blood vessels. When endometrial tissue grows in other body parts rather than the uterus, the condition is known as endometriosis.
Even though the endometrial tissue grows outside, it still acts as it should during menstrual cycles. This means at the end of your menstrual cycle, the tissue will break and bleed as it normally does in the uterus. However, the blood coming from endometrial implants will have nowhere to go. This blood makes surrounding tissues swollen and inflamed, and scar tissue may develop. The most common site for endometriosis is the pelvic area and it may affect tissues such as:
The fallopian tube
Ovaries
Lymph nodes and
Peritoneum
Ovaries are affected most. As it normally occurs in menstrual cycles, this tissue is shed, but the replaced tissue cannot do so.
Causes
Doctors and scientists have not identified the exact cause of endometriosis. However, some experts suggest that the condition is caused by the following:
Retrograde menstruation- - This is a condition where the menstrual blood flows through the fallopian tubes and the pelvis and embeds itself on the pelvic organs, instead of leaving the body the usual way.
Genetics- Research shows that this condition tends to run in families and affects some ethnic groups more than others. This suggests that there is an inherited component that makes one susceptible to endometriosis
Immune system- Problems with the body’s immune system can alter the destruction and shedding off of endometrial tissue.
Surgical scar implantation- Endometrial cells may attach themselves to a surgical incision after surgeries such as C-section and hysterectomy.
Embryonic cell growth- Female hormones such as estrogen may lead to transformation of embryonic cells during their early stages of development. Such cells may become endometrial implants during puberty.
Peritoneal cell transformation-Experts suggest that immune factors and hormones may promote the growth transformation of peritoneal cells into endometrial cells.
Fetal development- Research shows that endometrial implants can be found in a developing fetus but this has been linked to pubertal estrogen.
Risk factors
Factors that can increase your risk of endometriosis development include:
Abnormalities with the uterine
Low BMI
Use of alcohol
Any underlying medical condition such as uterine or cervix cancer that may prevent normal menstrual flow.
Greater exposure to estrogen or higher levels of estrogen in the body
Menopause at older age
Menstrual periods at early age
Never getting pregnant or giving birth.
Signs and Symptoms
The primary sign of endometriosis is pelvic pain that is usually associated with menstrual periods. Though many women experience cramping during their periods, those who have endometriosis describe their menstrual pain worse than usual. Common signs and symptoms of endometriosis include:
Painful periods(Dysmenorrhea)- This is a condition where pelvic pain begin before the menstrual period and even extend for some days into and after the period. You may as well experience abdominal pain and lower back pain.
Pain during sex- Endometriosis is associated with pain during intercourse or after.
Excessive bleeding- When you have endometriosis you may have heavy periods and bleeding in between periods.
Infertility- Infertility may be one sign you have endometriosis. Statistics shows that 20 to 40 percent of infertile women have endometriosis.
Vaginal bleeding after sex
Blood in stool and urine
Other signs of endometriosis include:
Pain during urination and bowel movements
Fatigue
Nausea and vomiting
Diarrhea
Rectal pain
Such symptoms are usually experienced during your periods.
Severity of the symptoms cannot be a reliable indicator of the extent of endometriosis. Some women may experience intense pain with mild endometriosis, while others may experience little pain with advanced endometriosis.
Endometriosis may be confused or mistaken with other sources of pelvic pain. Other Sources of pelvic pain include:
Fibroids
Ovarian remnant
Musculoskeletal problems
Chronic pelvic inflammatory disease
Psychological factors
Irritable bowel disease
Pelvic congestion factors
Interstitial cystitis also known as painful bladder syndrome.
Stages
Endometriosis has 4 stages namely minimal, mild, moderate and severe. Several factors may determine the stage of the condition. Such factors may include the size, location, number and the depth of the endometrial implants.
Stage 1: Minimal :- In this condition, there are small wounds or lesions and swallow endometrial implants on the ovary. This stage is also characterized by inflamed pelvic cavity.
Stage 2: MildIn this stage, there are shallow endometrial implants and light lesions located on the ovary and pelvic cavity or lining.
Stage 3: ModerateThis stage is characterized by several lesions and deep implants on the ovary and pelvic lining.
Stage 4: SevereThis is considered the worst stage of endometriosis. It is associated with deep implants on the ovaries and pelvic lining. At this stage, lesions can be found in the bowels and fallopian tubes.
Diagnosing and Treating the Disease
Before treating your pelvic pain, it is important to have a detailed and accurate diagnosis since the signs of endometriosis are similar to those of other conditions such as irritable bowel disease, ovarian cysts and painful bladder syndrome. Your doctor may therefore consider performing one or more of the following tests:
Detailed history:- Your symptoms will be examined followed by assessment of family history of endometriosis. Health assessment may be needed to help determine other signs of long-term endometriosis.
Physical examination:- This is a pelvic examination that is done manually feel any scars or cysts around the uterus.
Laparoscopy:- This is a diagnosis method where endometriosis can be identified by viewing directly using a laparoscope.
Ultrasound:- Your doctor may use an abdominal ultrasound or a transvaginal ultrasound to provide images of your reproductive tissues and organs. This can help your doctor rule out other causes of pelvic pain such as ovarian cysts. After accurate diagnosis of endometriosis, your doctor may choose the best treatment method depending on the severity of symptoms and whether you would like to become pregnant. Treatments for this condition are usually surgery or medications.
Treatment
Treatment approaches for endometriosis include:
Pain medications:- They include over the counter NSAIDs such as ibuprofen, paracetamol and other prescription drugs to treat painful menses.
Hormonal medications:- They are usually used to reduce pain and balance hormones during menstrual cycles. They include:
Hormonal contraceptives
Gonadotropin releasing hormone agonists and antagonistso
Danazolo
Progestin therapy
Surgery:- Surgery may be needed to remove endometrial implants. Hysterectomy may be needed to remove the uterus and ovaries in severe cases of endometriosis.
Sigh...wish my body worked!
I took my temp twice this morning. The first was 98.06F @ 0611, but, when I woke up my mouth was open. (Maybe this has never happened to you!). Anyway, I took it again - granted that it was after some moving around - and got a slightly higher number, 98.13F. After the temp debacle, I noticed some early cramping. I mean, waking up to cramps is not a normal CD23 symptom for me, so I POAS! FMU recommended & all.
And, the verdict?!? You can see us in my previous post: not even the faintest line. I covet that line I've never seen so much!!
Guess it's not our month yet.
IDK what to do. We've been trying SO LONG. We're supposed to be in a better position to conceive now than ever before!! Surgery was months ago for Endo Stage III! Everything is supposed to be all clear and ready to go. We're not supposed to have or need to go back to the fertility clinic. I'm so torn!
Onto IUI???......or one more natural cycle?! (Hence the title "sigh"! I just wish my body worked!)
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