#rant
I'm so done being the emotional crutch of my friends. Being a girl's girl only means that I'm the first person they call when their trashy boyfriends act like the trash they are and they want to dump them. In that moment I'm wonderful because oh I'm so supportive and honest and just what they need to hear so they don't go back to them. But somehow the wheel ALWAYS turns and they get back together. And when I continue to speak my mind then I'm too blunt and why am I being mean and I need to trust them and their judgement. I'M SO DONE.
Nobody gets to use me and my time like that. It's like seeing a car crash in slow motion time and time again. So from now on they are getting just what they ask for, full uncommited support. Do whatever you want, I literally don't care anymore. I don't have anymore fucks to give because I've been suck dry. I won't be your 24h free therapist.
I work so hard to protect my peace. I haven't been in a relationship for years because I value my space and time and mental wellbeing so much. I won't sacrifice that anymore just to feel like a bad person when my opinions don't match what they what to hear anymore.