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It’s been years since I have been on this account. When I left I was inconsolably miserable, this account, as much as I wanted it to help, made things worse and I found myself feeding into my mental illness instead of trying to fight it.

Now, 5 years later, I’m finally content with life. I still fight the same battle, but I’m not a slave to my illness anymore. Just wanted to share that with you all <3

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Reblog if you SUPPORT people with bpd, if you HAVE bpd, or if you are SECRETLY 90 RATS in a TRENCH COAT

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had a dream Paul Rudd sent me a Snapchat of a pot filled with noodles and tomato sauce with the caption "Making spaghetti :)" then I got another Snapchat of a broken bowl on the floor with noodles and tomato sauce everywhere with the caption "MY SPAGET"

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I can’t sleep.

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Me rn because I woke up to over 400 new followers

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Reblog if you SUPPORT people with bpd, if you HAVE bpd, or if you are SECRETLY 90 RATS in a TRENCH COAT

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Split.

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I'm sorry I'm so disgusting inside, but I cannot change.

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I can't sleep.

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