Happy disability pride month especially to disabled people who shouldn't be working full time/at all but haven't been able to access any aid to stop working, or support other ppl who also can't work. You deserve a break, proper support, and you are worth so so so much more than your productivity
To my 25 - 35 year olds, you've reached the age where people around you are starting to give up on themselves because they think it's too late. Don't let that energy rub off on you. It's not too late.
idk how to address this but i've been diagnosed with something and i'm struggling to deal with it
due to money trouble and my untreated ADHD, i've neglected many of my needs/wants/problems over the past decade or so and now with my diagnosis and treatment ahead i'm terrified and idk what the next year of my life will look like.
i have a very long to-do list and not much time left in which to do them in (by the 18th this month which obviously isn't possible to get everything done by then) and like 99% of my problems would be solved by money (as most peoples' problems would)
i'm fortunate enough that healthcare where i live is "free" but that still doesn't take into account: not having enough money to get things i need and to survive and live off and transportation issues and a million other things. plus the system is understaffed, underfunded, and therefore they'll be constant delays with my healthcare/treatment.
my mental health has also suffered a lot in the past few months since finding out, hence why i've been absent from tumblr (only liking posts from the shadows, hoping i'll have time and energy to reblog/queue them eventually)
my laptop and phone have also both given me "your battery has failed, you need to replace it asap" messages in the last couple months, as if i didn't have enough to worry about.
so if you can donate any money and/or signal boost this post, you have no idea how much you'll be helping me <3
ko-fi
(medical cw: medical condition under read-more)
so i had a crappy 2025 for many months, only to cap the year off right around the holidays that i have cancer. so i now i have an even crappier year to look forward to.
i have to have chemotherapy every 2-3 weeks, i still don't know all the language well enough because i've been having anxiety/panic attacks while still going to appointments for ultrasounds/biopsies/PET-CT/MRI (some of these multiple times cause something went wrong the first time or whatever)
anyway so chemo two cycles of 4 treatments each of different chemo drugs so like 8 chemo sessions of like 2 hours each spaced out 2-3 weeks apart while taking blood 2 days before each chemo appointment.
then i have to have surgery sometime after chemo.
and i will also be losing all my hair so that's fun! i would have to have like 4 hour long chemo sessions to even try and preserve my hair and it seems like it doesn't tend to be worth it. also makes it harder to book me in as well and i don't really wanna spend 4 hours instead of 2 hours getting treatment.
so i'm like going through like my top 3-5 worse fears in life all at once under the age of 30!
For the first time in, like forever, I've sat down to draw! This is me as a cool witch and our cat Noomi who we call NomNom. Still a work in progress, but I love it already! Some people tell me I have my own style, but I don't even really try... *I'm soooo deep*
Come to think of it, it really is insane that my entire country is burning alive and literally no one in the rest of the world cares. Thousands of Indians are dying every day from the heat, it's 45+ degrees in multiple areas, the government couldn't give two fucks, we're getting severe warnings and red alerts, and not a soul outside of South Asia is speaking about it because why would you ever care about brown people
USA folks, that is a consistent temperature range hitting 113ยฐ. Death Valley temperatures. In Banda, it hovered between 116ยฐ-118ยฐ (47ยฐ-48ยฐ C) for a week straight.
This has been happening all month with little to no international media attention. Here are a few organizations you can check out for resources or to support:
Today is Juneteenth an weโre still in pride month please consider donating to the Black Trans Travel Fund which helps provide support and safety to black trans women. I donated $25 if anyone wants to match my donation but any amount helps
I wish all Black girls a clear shot at this world. I wish all Black girls a full belly. I wish all Black girls a respite from their many troubles. I wish all Black girls nothing but grace, prosperity, and ease. Black girls I am hoping for your continued safety and success every single day.
just saw a "tragedies iceberg" with titanic and chernobyl at the top and the bhopal disaster near the bottom...i'm begging you to have even the slightest hint of curiosity about the world around you...the bhopal disaster is literally considered the world's worst industrial disaster!!!!!!!!!
it bothers me the way certain industrial disasters are treated as uniquely tragic and terrifying as opposed to others, just because of narratives that can be spread