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let me on this plane i want to SLEEEEEEEEEP plz plz plz

i've been sitting in the albaquerque airport for like six hours, i flew in last night and my plane was delayed two hours on the tarmac, i facilitated an hour-long session to 150 people on four hours of sleep that someone said was "the best session they've ever been to" and that review was overheard by the woman who booked me for the gig, i cried on the train today because we passed mustangs, i went to the georgia o'keefe museum and felt deeply moved by the Tewa trives art on display that was in direct conversation with O'Keefe's work, I ate a truly massive masa waffle covered in chile and calibacitas, i've never been more exhausted or exhilarated in my life, wheeeeeeeeeee

#i'm running on airport panda express and weed gummies #adventures in the wood #well out of the wood really

omg booking a car from the airport turned into a whole thing but i DID IT!!!!

#everything is so last minute right now its honestly comicallllll

I bought myself a nicer rhode mic & handheld adapter and I am truly SO EXCITED for them to arrive and then I can finally record the hands essay as a podcast YAAAAY!!!!

how is my house already sweltering there's only been like three 90 degree days and it's currently BEAUTIFUL and 72 outside and yet i am SWEATING at my desk!!!!

#i don't want to go into the office everyday but the hour commute might be easier to deal with than sitting in the heat all damn day #i think i'm going to the cape for most of august if i can get some dates figured out #because holy shit i forgot how much i h8 new york summmerssssss #i try to be so benevolent but i HATE SWEATING #and i am the sweatiest girl in brooklyn!!!

At work we’re doing pride month celebrations which have been very moving & sweet but today’s prompt was to share lesbian-focused media and I’m like…literally nothing I have to offer is something appropriate to put in a Slack channel! I’m not recommending D.E.B.S. to my coworkers regardless of how chill they are in any official office-seen capacity coz guys!

#DEBS fucking RULES but like c'mon

some people are just so talented at writing extremely horny sex scenes and for that we are so grateful

#writing smut is a TALENT

catchymemes

#Bowfinger #like we also had a weird obsession with Ritchie Rich and Home Alone but it was definitely Bowfinger that took the cake #KIT keep it together

i haven't been sleeping much or eating balanced meals (lots of salad bowls at work though) and my skin is in revolt and i didn't have time to shower between work and the mic and i don't want to GO

but i promised my friend

and also like mics are good i should always do the mic

i feel like i have a sense of what i'm supposed to be doing but also like...no one has given me any kind of green light to actually START so i just slacked and checked in about doing some stuff in salesforce

and i get that they know my onboarding has been a little messy/slow but also like...i'm such a ball of anxiety when i feel like i'm being Judged on a metric i haven't been told about. which isn't what's happening i'm just paranoid because i'm new and i like this job so far!

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i am actually just laughing at myself for how long the task of "write something nice to people" is taking me

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complaining about the task right before finishing the task >>>>

i am actually just laughing at myself for how long the task of "write something nice to people" is taking me

#it's a mix of sincere and trying to not sound like i'm centering myself???#like i do actually look forward to getting to know everyone!#and also I DO appreciate what they do even if we have interacted in no official capacity!#woof

why does everything feel like a gauntlet this week?? i have to sign a thank you card for the group i'm working with but i literally...haven't met any of them? or like i have but in an outside contract capacity???

#overthinking my entire day away actually!

i havent smoked a cig in weeks and i haven't had any cravings for one until RIGHT NOW

uuuugh i wish anything felt quite as satisfying as just straight rippin' a marb

but no! i just get to take an unsatisfying walk around the block instead!!

#i really can and will quit at any time but i don't have to be entirely happy about it

okay i responded in a reply thread saying that i hope everyone is doing okay and thanking her for letting me know so hopefully that wasn't...weird?

it's better to be weird-but-polite than not say anything and YES this message did send out 1.5hours after i started work but we're just going to MOVE ON

#we had a convo on friday about trust #i'm so paranoid because i've had such weird bosses in the past #who would be like 'so why did you send that at 10:30 and not 9:00?'#but this company is different! i want to believe!!

my manager slacked me & a coworker saying she'll be out for a family emergency and ended the message directed at my coworker seeing if she can meet with me

and i don't know how to/if I'm supposed to respond but also I don't think that coworker is like...doing work today because her calendar is all blocked out

but i also feel weird not responding or saying like "hope everyone is okay!" because I've only been working here five days and my manager is remote so it all feels very ?????

like I don't want to be presumptive? also there's nothing directed at ME other than explaining why the 1:1 is canceled. anyway.

I really do hope everyone is okay! and i am feeling awkward about expressing anything to anyone in this scenario AAAH

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