ugly crier deepthinker

Italian girl who thinks too much and feels too deep

[twilee]

彩雲は、いわし雲やひつじ雲などが太陽の近くにいる時に虹色に色づく現象です。

[emotionalwords]

[moondream333]

forgetting a crush is like a scab

you rush and pick it away, just for it to have to reheal again .

[longingforpeace521]

folks, is it normal for thoughts to be loud? is it normal that I can't hear shit when I'm thinking?

It's the fifth time today the same intrusive thought popped up and I had to stop the video I was watching cause it felt like listening to two different conversations at the same time 💀

[longingforpeace521]

how can I be at peace when my mind feels like a warzone?

my sanity is crawling in the mud while my paranoia throws grenades rhythmically

and crouched in a hole there's my will to live praying to all kinds of gods for help

ambition is long dead

[and-fishing-equipment]

daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

[longingforpeace521]

cooking while singing and dancing>> people

[stay-close]

“Her aura is made of poetry, roses, and galaxies”

— Unknown

[longingforpeace521]

her aura is made of cigarettes, ink and starry summer nights

[ktadge]

Gioji Temple in Japan with my Mamiya RB67

@kevintadge

[longingforpeace521]

definitely would try touching it

[longingforpeace521]

Why do mirrors exist?

Why isn't there an alternative for those who hate to see themselves?

I don't need a daily reminder of what my face looks like😭

[longingforpeace521]

existential crisis as in: I don't want to exist anymore

I managed to give myself a headache just by overthinking. I'm truly not built to survive this

My period is almost over and so am I, watch me die with drops of blood coming out of my ears (can't stand hearing my thoughts)

[longingforpeace521]

I regret taking up space talking; not only because it makes me look narcissistic and self-centered, but mostly because I love listening to people and monologues kinda make it impossible

But what can I do, I converse through details and side stories. (like a toddler who is interesting to listen to but impossible to understand)

[longingforpeace521]

Am I an asshole for wanting a hug on my birthday?

I need a warm embrace, a tight squeeze, a smack on my shoulders. Words alone seem so empty

how can I say that to my family when the best I got was a video call...

I feel like shit but I don't have the courage to go and speak up for myself. I feel like they don't even try, like they don't care at all. Still, I feel like I shouldn't complain, like I'm being too much, too sensitive

[longingforpeace521]

If our parents were to heal their trauma would they then love us more or less?

[askyea-poesy]

There were two reasons I was scared to let people in; the damage they could do, and the damage they could find.

Chris Mc Geown

[longingforpeace521]

[longingforpeace521]

I sometimes wonder, If I wasn't my mom's daughter but my mom's acquaintance; Would she like me? Would she laugh at my jokes? Would she find me intriguing?

Does she care for me because she's seen me grow up or cause she created me, if so, if she had the opportunity to choose who would have been her daughter, would she still choose me?

What if I think not