my anxiety is really bad lately, my brain keeps telling me and making me feel like i dont deserve anyone and that im just being annoying and an inconvience too people and even my own sister, like i just feel annoying snd that i should just keep too myself cause im not that special as a friend or sibling anyway, im trying too not think like that but i get so anxious and it makes me want too cry but then i feel like i deserve it. i dont know and then my acne and face in general adds onto that and how i feelnso ugly that i dont deserve friends or too be related too my sister and i know i sound silly im reslly trying not too think like this and it makes my days hard cause its allni can fixate on the whole day and i just love the people i talk too so much so it makes it hurt too think like that
