fulfilled dreams at the end of the road

independant private rp blog for dean winchester | canon divergent | open to ocs & mutlimuses | multiverse, multiship & open to other fandoms. please read the rules & about before interacting. written & loved by klemmie.

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

moving!

dean has been moved to a multi-muse i have made @loyalxmusings

[dazedmuses]

Dean has a good question he needs answers to. Castiel is hesitant with honesty. "I have heard it isn't good for couple to spend the majority of their time together." This isn't a lie. He did read that in an old cosmopolitan. "How can you miss me if I don't ever go away?" That was the line in the cosmo. "Everyone needs time away, is that correct?"

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

Okay he wouldn't admit it but Cas had a point there, if they stayed together all the time he was sure that at least the angel would eventually get annoyed with him or something. "Yeah fine but if you're just gonna go invisible and watch me that's not really fair or time away is it?" Dean would find himself now if this happened again suspectful a little of the angel watching and wanting him just to show himself even more than he would if he didn't know that's what he was doing. "So other than watching me, what did you do while you were away angel?"

[dazedmuses]

Breath is knocked out of him when he's suddenly hugged. Castiel doesn't mind. He's always searching for a way to touch his hunter. "Creepy?" Bewildered expression, he shakes his head. "I never watch during private moments, Dean."

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

He couldn't help the tight hug but he does pull back a little bit, arms still around the angel, his angel. Even so he's got that goofy smile that he only really has around Castiel. "Well good that you didn't." That totally wasn't why he reacted with creepy in the first place, considering some of his private time with the other away. But anyway he cups the other's cheek with his hand now, another grounding that he's really here. "So, question if you were watching me." He pauses. "Why didn't you let me know you were here or just be here Cas?"

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

update to the rules here but deans main & only romantically shipping castiel is the one of @dazedmuses thats his cas.

[dazedmuses]

"Dean, I have missed you. We may have only been separated a short time but in that time I have been invisible, watching you."

@loyaltiesfulfilled

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

First thing he does is he pulls the angel in for a very tight hug. It may have only been a short time but it was too long for the hunter. "We are so going to address how creepy that is later. Cause that's just, it's real good to see you again Cas, I missed you too."

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

❛ how is it already two in the morning? ❜ (from jake gray)

@lightcreators

he chuckles lightly as he holds out the top of the thermos filled with coffee. they had been sat in the impala for a while at this point, stake outs were totally fun but the other had seemed worried about his friend and well dean was passing through having finished a hunt the day before so if he could help he was going to do so. "here have some of this, but yeah that sort of happens when you are focused."

[seejanerun-deactivated20260503]

he gets snippy and jade gives him the look. "if you want to test me, keep talking." a million different insults are racing through her mind. foot tapping wildly, counting down from ten in her head, she calms the sudden rage. "dean," she begins, honestly not prepared for the conversation. "why did you sleep with me if you're gay? why didn't you just tell me? you could have told me. do you know how gross it is to find out you were never attracted to me, probably repulsed because i have female parts? i felt so sick after i found out, like i had..." she doesn't want to say the r word. "you're damned right i'm hostile."

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

"jade...i never meant to make you feel like...fuck.." he pauses and his gaze falls. he's sick and angry at himself for that, for all this and he can feel that deep burning in the empty pit of his stomach. he knew that things between them were complicated he had thought it was them having a fun night together, but he should have considered that jade may have thought it could be more. getting caught in the heat of the moment between them he wasn't as clear as he should have been - the time came now no matter how much it hurt or if he lost her as friend he had to be clear.

"it's not, i wasn't repulsed by you, im not repulsed by you. i'm far from that about you. i find you attractive yes, you are very much so - i like woman too you know. but i should have been more clear that it wasn't going to be a relationship like you may have wanted, im fucked up and you can do so much better than me. i want us to be friends, i like you that way and i care for you deeply as one." he shuffles on his feet now. "but i totally respect and understand if you never want to see me again or need some time. i will respect whatever you choose."

[sammy-bryant]

JENSEN ACKLES as DEAN WINCHESTER Supernatural | Baby (11.04)

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

[  TXT  ]  :  i  can’t  sleep.  tell  me  something  interesting. - from Madison

@hersilentlucidity

[ text ] did you know that in 1964, the rolling stones recorded a jingle for rice krispies cereal, with brian jones contributing to the tune.

[ text ] okay that might only be interesting to me mostly

[ text ] whats something you find interesting madi, maybe i can think up of something related to it?

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

[ DINER ] - our muses decide to hit up a diner at midnight and order breakfast.

@dazedcanary

they had been driving around, both having that trouble of sleeping. dean was going to go alone but noticing that hughie was still awake well offered to take him in the impala for a drive - it helped him to just cruise around and well it was past midnight and he may have also been hungry, but when was that new for the winchester.

driving along the open road, radio lightly playing whatever channel it was last on filling the space between them now. there was a small conversation between them, talking about small things and anything when dean spotted a diner open 24 hours and his stomach rumbled again.

"say you want to go get some food, i'm thinking maybe breakfast?" he grins already pulling in before hughie can answer him anyway. it would be his treat anyway.

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

[ TXT ] : i need you to lie for me.

@dazedcanary

[ text ] lie for you? what did you do now?

[ text ] who do you need me to lie to?

[ text ] and what about?

[ text ] just tell me.

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

Hughie hands Dean a scary cat.

@dazedcanary

"campbell. what the fuck is this and why the hell is it on my lap." he's staring down at the scary cat, then looking up at hughie with a not amused look.

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

"Give my muse enrichment" Finn is giving Dean $20 and letting him loose in a record store

@hearsthephone

"oh hell yes! thanks kid!" and he's immediately going for the classics, which to him his rock and flipping through the vinyls to see what he can add to his collection.

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

"like it takes a lot for you to get camera ready."

he chuckles having as far as he can get enough of the gunk from his being that at least he can drive back to the motel for that shower. he's got an old towel in the trunk of baby that he would lay on his seat to save having to clean her later - not that he minded that but still. being a day or so from home it would risk staining her seats more than he would like them to.

he listens as ash speaks on the possibility of there being some kind of monster that could be forming due to all this gunk down the drains that not just them but all hunters have to wash away at some point during their hunts. then comes the grin that is joined with a small and quiet laugh now at the other's attempts to say the word he and his brother use a lot for killing.

"yes gank. we would indeed gank it." he walks past and taps the other on the arm, twice. "come on i need that shower and then we can go grab some food or something?"

[loyaltiesfulfilled-moved]

which musical theatre crashout song are you?

Epiphany - Sweeney Todd

"There's a whole in the world like a great black pit / and it's filled with people who are filled with shit / and the vermin of the world inhabit it / but not for long…" You've been holding this back for a long, long time. You've been patient, you've done all that you were supposed to, and even still you end up losing. In the moment where you were supposed to be most successful, you fail catastrophically, and… and you're done. You've had it with the world -- to hell with them. Every person you meet is all but seething with corruption that's begging to be exposed, or rather, to be eliminated. Why bother pretending otherwise? But behind it all is a deep-seated grief that you cannot ignore. You mourn your past self and your loved ones alike; they have been slaughtered in favor of your vengeance. How far is too far? You wouldn't know.

tagged / stolen from; @hersilentlucidity

tagging; YOU!!!!

[spunsugarmusings]

Give my muse enrichment!

Yes, like a zoo animal. Give them a puzzle, a treat, a toy, anything you can think of! Rattle the bars of their cage and give them something to do!

[busyw0man]

⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆  𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝  𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫  𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭 (pt. 2)

[  TXT  ]  :  i’m  outside.  don’t  look  out  the  window.

[  TXT  ]  :  hypothetical.  if  i  stole  a  horse.  would  you  help.

[  TXT  ]  :  emergency.  answer  immediately.  do  you  trust  me?

[  TXT  ]  :  say  you’re  home  alone  right  now.

[  TXT  ]  :  don’t  panic.  but  where  did  you  put  the  spare  key.

[  TXT  ]  :  are  you  awake?  this  cannot  wait  until  morning.

[  TXT  ]  :  quick  question.  how  attached  are  you  to  your  car?

[  TXT  ]  :  okay  listen.  this  is  going  to  sound  bad.  but  hear  me  out.

[  TXT  ]  :  don’t  ask  why.  just  wear  black.

[  TXT  ]  :  i  need  you  to  lie  for  me.

[  TXT  ]  :  be  honest.  are  you  flirting  with  me  or  am  i  delusional?

[  TXT  ]  :  i  can’t  sleep.  tell  me  something  interesting.

[  TXT  ]  :  stop  looking  at  me  like  that.

[  TXT  ]  :  remind  me  why  we’re  pretending  this  is  nothing.

[  TXT  ]  :  i  almost  texted  you.  deleted  it.  this  is  attempt  two.

[  TXT  ]  :  are  you  trying  to  ruin  my  life  or  just  my  self  control?

[  TXT  ]  :  tell  me  you’re  thinking  about  me.  i  need  proof.

[  TXT  ]  :  i  miss  you.  i  hate  that  i  do.

[  TXT  ]  :  don’t  come  over.

[  TXT  ]  :  i  shouldn’t  ask  this.  but  are  you  alone?

[  TXT  ]  :  every  song  sounds  like  you.  explain  yourself.

[  TXT  ]  :  i  keep  rereading  old  messages.  don’t  judge  me.

[  TXT  ]  :  say  something  that  will  make  me  stay.

[  TXT  ]  :  if  i  show  up.  will  you  let  me  in?

[  TXT  ]  :  i  don’t  know  how  to  want  you  quietly.

[  TXT  ]  :  do  you  ever  think  about  what  we  almost  were?

[  TXT  ]  :  this  is  me  being  brave.

[  TXT  ]  :  i  miss  the  way  you  used  to  look  at  me.

[  TXT  ]  :  tell  me  to  stop.

[  TXT  ]  :  i  hate  that  you  still  feel  like  home.