heyo i'm dev. i'm 32 they/them. some people know me as fey.
i am audhd with cptsd and dysthymia so there will be some posts about that, but nothing depressing. with that in mind, MINORS DNI
big loves include astarion ancunin, marazhai aezyrraesh, lestat de lioncourt, essek thelyss.
i'm a writer, knitter and occasionally draw badly. my ao3 is VillainEnabler, I have a few bits and bobs there (astarion centric).
fandom stuff: tm9, bg3, rogue trader, rozen maiden, lucky star, katseye, dir en grey, sonata arctica, nightwish, stray kids, cigarettes after sex, tloz, cult of the lamb, fallout, elder scrolls, sims 2, spyro, rimworld, tomb raider, cyberpunk 2077, the witcher, persona, borderlands, vampire therapist, stardew valley
people who try to disc horse with me will get blocked <3 i do not have the patience nor the care
for clarification, i love both endings for astarion (shock! awe!) and both romance routes for marazhai (he's a switch in my mind). if anyone tells you otherwise, they are wrong.
dms always open.
moots can access me on discord and fluxer.
foobby is my wife <3
i'm trying to get better about responding to tag memes, i just can't remember shit anymore because of all the medication tweaking and stress with paying off endless debt. so if anyone tags me in stuff and i don't respond, i promise it's not personal.
my astarion x tav ship is called starblossom, though phoebe herself is technically not a tav or a durge.
tags are #starblossom & #phoebe x astarion & #oc: phoebe
alright y'all, i think i'm done with this hellsite. i cant delete my blog because i have locked sideblogs with a bunch of resources on them, but i will be inactive for the forseeable. i can come by and check dms, but honestly things here are getting unbearable so i plan to avoid like the plague. dropping my carrd for people who want to stay in touch. the discord is an invite link to one of my servers because this damn thing wont let me just link my username, so heads up. if you want that, dms.
So my Skyrim AU has become a full fledged fic in the works, with two entire acts plotted out. Lots of canon divergence because I'm here to have fun.
In Smoke & Lace, Astarion has been isekai'd to Tamriel and has been living in Solitude for a little bit, when he has an encounter with another rogue... who has a solution to his sun problem. He embarks on a quest with her to return a daedric artifact, certain he'll be able to manipulate the situation one way or another, to make that solution permanent.
Only, she's not as fragile as she looks, and she was raised by thieves.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
mind you, I haven't published anything since.... *checks calendar* Jul 2025 so I feel a bit rusty, but I'll get back up to snuff!
ever since i dropped into bw3 and saw the sticker that says "silence, canon, ao3 is speaking" i've had an easier time writing my fic because you know what? hell yeah. i'm just gonna do what i want.
my fic combines TES and DND. It's NOT going to be easy to parse let alone obey the rules of both settings. So there's no point in wasting energy trying to perfect it. Stuff is just gonna bend.
i love characters who are inauthentic. characters who have an ever-present mask on, who deflect everything with humor, who struggle so much with being serious and vulnerable. characters who always have a joke or a flirtation ready, anything to distract from what’s actually going on underneath. characters who only let their guard down around certain people that they trust to not immediately abandon or ridicule them. characters who always hide their true selves because they’re afraid their true self is not worthy or deserving of love. characters who are inauthentic because they don’t believe anyone would want to be around their authentic self.
Check out this incredible collection of fics and art created for prompts with a theme of "threes"!
There are a whole selection of incredible pieces, and more may be added throughout the month too! It's an open event, so if you're looking for creative inspiration, take a peek at the Prompts and pick something up, deadline is the end of August to submit your entries!
Want to know what I did for this event? I wrote 7 PIECES with wildly different themes! Details, and links, below the cut! Each title is a clickable link to the fic on AO3~
(Mind the tags on each piece, there are more tags on AO3 than listed here)
Deadly Alliances
NSFW, M/M, Multi-Ship, Explicit, Rough oral and anal sex, BDSM, Post-Canon
Ascended Cazador x Consort Lorroakan x Wulbren Bongle (with a side portion of Miklaur)
10,904 Words over 2 chapters
After Cazador finally became the Vampire Ascendant, he offered immortality to Lorroakan as his Consort. But one Spawn could not fill a whole palace, and if his power and influence are to continue growing, he needs more than a wizard and the lackey he brought along. Thus, Lorroakan is sent off on the hunt, tasked with bringing fresh blood and a new alliance to further strengthen their future.
Meanwhile, Wulbren Bongle is drinking away his sorrows, having lost both his former lover and his entire clan. With nothing left to lose, aside from a little pride, he finds himself drawn in to the promise of new beginnings…
The Szarrs of Future Past
NSFW, Threeway, Selfcest, Dream Sex, Triple Cazador, Cucking, Knifeplay, Blood, Biting, BDSM, Manupulation, Dubious Consent, Whipping, Canon-typical referenced torture
Mortal Cazador x Spawn Cazador x Vampire Lord Cazador
6,244 Words
Lord Cazador Szarr is well on his way to Ascending, the plan falling into place as more and more souls are gathered in the cells beneath his Palace. Yet..he cannot shake the feeling that his past may catch up to him. Those who did not learn from the past were doomed to repeat it, after all.
Utilising a long forgotten spell, he summons the Mortal he once was, the Spawn he became, and faces them head on in the most lucid dream he has ever had in his life. What more can a man wish for than ultimate power over himself?
The Mortal, the Spawn, and the Vampire Lord discover the limits of the phrase "go fuck yourself" in this exploration of extreme masturbation and selfcest.
Clothes Maketh the Lord
SFW, Pre-Canon, Character Study, 3x300
Enver Gortash
900 Words
After escaping Avernus, Enver finds that fashion has a purpose. A necessity that cannot be forgotten in the pursuit of the power he craves. Starting from the bottom, he must work his way to the top, and the right appearance can make all the difference. Will his Tyrannical God approve?...
The Fate Of The Fresh Produce (My Cabbages!)
SFW, 3x300, Background Stories, Parody
900 Words
Three cabbages escape Geezer Loryss' cart. As they roll through the city, each one has quite a different experience, eventually finding their destiny in different corners of Baldur's Gate.
A silly exploration of daily life within the city through the "eyes" of several loose vegetables.
Szarr’s Absurd Statutes for Spawn
NSFW, 3x300, Explicit, Manipulation, Canon-Typical Cazador, Torture
Cazador Szarr & Cazador Szarr’s Vampire Spawn (Violet, Astarion, Yousen, and Pale Petras)
900 Words
Without the plot of Ascendancy to work towards, Cazador is sorely in need of entertainment. Lucky for him, he has a whole selection of spawn for his amusement! Unluckily for the spawn, the boredom of a Vampire Lord can lead to some quite ridiculous rules being imposed on minds that are unable to resist the compulsion to obey...
Wiz-swap in Waterdeep
NSFW, Threeway, Freaky Friday Bodyswap, Pegging, Oral Sex, Strap Sucking, Light Bondage, Gags, Vaginal Sex, Praise Kink, Pre-Canon
Elminster Aumar x Volothamp Geddarm x Morena Dekarios
12,166 Words
Morena Dekarios is no stranger to wizards in her household, after all she is raising a prodigy. Gale's mentor often stops by to help with tutoring and guidance, though he is also known to make some more personal visits. Similarly, the infamous Volothamp Geddarm is a familiar sight in the Dekarios house though teaching has never been his forte.
Volo does however enjoy experimenting with the Weave, discovering new and exciting uses for magic. Not all of his tests go to plan, however, and one night an old friend appears to help him out at just the wrong moment...or is it the right moment after all?
A fun and sexy romp where Volo and Elminster have a Freaky Friday moment, leading to sexy hijinks and a deepening of their unusual friendship. Can Elminster endure being in Volo's body? Will Volo ruin his entire reputation in the process? Can Morena Dekarios handle two wizards at once?...
The Devil’s Game Has No Winners
Mature, Graphic Violence, Dead Dove, Torture, 3x300, Non-Sexual Bondage
Raphael, The Archivist (no ship)
900 Words
The Archivist is known for occasional disobedience, marked in Raphael's notes as requiring "corrective punishments".
Here are three such times the devil took his dues in a pound of flesh.
Yep, and not only is there only one me, but there was only one chance to raise me right and she gave 0 fucks to even think about trying.
"But she says she loves you now"
Yeah, and I'm supposed to believe that when it's a new thing that started in my 20s? k
