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You don't understand. Nowhere close to understanding.
You see? Mhm. Mhhhmmm.
This man. Oh, this man. The things I'd do for him.
If only I were to have the capability to do so, I'd quantum leap into another reality just to get to plop onto his lap.
If you try and watch closely, you can see me sitting on his right leg as I lean against him to kiss all over his jawline, neck and collarbone as he speaks. Toying with his shirt, his hair.
I am also lightly kicking my feet and giggling to myself softly enough so that my voice can be heard on the other side of the line but very subtly.
Nagi's never been the type to cry. Never has he ever been vulnerable enough to truly cry around you or with you present.
At least, that's what you've always thought: that being vulnerable, and crying, around a person means openly, heavily tearing up.
Sobbing, bawling, yelling, shouting, you name it. Strong feelings equal strong, or even stronger, reactions out of a person.
Not his way, no.
The silence you've been laying together in feels comfortably quiet as he lets you take him into your arms.
You can hear his soft breathing when he heavily rests his head against your chest; it's so weak that it lulls you to close your eyes, as he does.
He rubs his cheek against you, as if he wants to dig deeper into your embrace, to hear more of your heartbeat, to hear and feel that you are there with him. For him.
When he does, and when you feel his warm tears dampen your skin, you realize he is being vulnerable with you.
It's just in a much gentler way than the one you have learned.
a/n: jjk 236 all over again with the new blue lock chapter... </3
-small sypnosis: You and bllk boys end up in a heated argument. How do they handle the aftermath?
-a/n: . i'm so sorry i've disappeared :( either way, since i loved writing the 'loving you' mini series, and i'm really so happy you guys appreciated it, i thought about going on with my little analysis in another way!
. i recommend checking out the loving you analysis of them! i wrote this keeping that in mind, and was thinking about doing the same with loving you(2). <3
- ISAGI YOICHI:
There are very few reasons why you would possibly fight with this man, but let's say you do end up in a rather heated discussion: can be shy at first. Very calculating: will think that giving you space and a little time would be the most rational thing he can do, whilst the need to try and reach out to you immediately eats him inside out. Eventually will approach you very carefully, his intent is to talk it out; would probably be very clingly the more he tries to apologize. Would probably overthink and assume it wouldn't be enough, and try to get you a few meaningful presents or take you out once you cool off.
- BACHIRA MEGURU:
Odd. I can see him acting pouty around you, sometimes trying to reach out to you for a little physical affection; would silently try to do things for you so that you don't have a reason to be further upset with him - such as, for example, household chores or trying to run a few errands for you -, and that is something I believe he could do in most cases. There might be others in which he'll straight up cling onto you and try to solve it as quickly as possible. In short: either overthinks or doesn't think.
- RENSUKE KUNIGAMI:
Speaking about pre-WC, very rational and understanding. Will surely feel bad and will try not to overwhelm you with his presence; away from you, he'll continue his normal routine, and will let you cool off. In my opinion, he would most likely wait until you're the one who reaches out to him to talk.
[ SPOILERS! ] Instead, about WC Kunigami. Won't take it nicely, yet I also can't really see him say anything bad to you, after the argument. I hate to say this but he'll probably go out and hit the gym. You most likely will not see this man back home if he's not drenched in sweat and his muscles aren't aching from the intense work out. WILL give you the silent treatment, by the way.
- CHIGIRI HYOMA:
No, he won't reach out to you; you'll have to reach out to him. After the argument, he'll go take some time for himself, possibly away from you, and might involuntarily - or not - give you the cold shoulder if you try and approach him too soon. Half the time, he truly wishes for you to give him his space, the other half, he secretly wants you to come back quicker. If you do manage to survive his attitude, he'll be open to reconcile with you and work things out together calmly. It won't be difficult, considering that his behavior will lead you both to miss each other enough to let go of your pride.
..Apologize first.
- SHOUEI BAROU:
Most of the others may try to do things for you, so that you don't have to. Barou, instead, will refuse any shape or form of communication until he deems it appropriate to speak again. In the meantime, even if you get the chance to, do not lift a finger around the house: he'll be upset he did not get to do it himself, because he needs to keep his mind preoccupied on things other than you, especially when they involve household chores and cleaning. Only then, can you expect him to gradually go back to your usual routine and continue on normally. Still, he'll avoid directly confronting you about the argument, and won't manage to verbally apologize.
- MIKAGE REO:
I can see him calming down soon enough and much before you do; therefore, he'd be the one to start putting in the effort and apologize first. You won't have to do a thing because he manages to already have it done: all you have to do is think about him, he's got the rest covered. Ask him for anything and he'll find a way to bring it to you; which you probably won't have to do, because he'll provide for you before you can even ask. Anything, if it means you'll forgive him. In some way or another, he's the easiest one to approach. Will get very emotional, though.
- NAGI SEISHIRO:
The main issue with this man is that he likely had no idea you were this bothered and you had to blow up on him for him to understand. Won't immediately pick up on what you've asked for, it'll take him a while to find a way to make up for it in the long run; still, although grumpily, might - for once in his life - get up and do something for you. Will "casually" have you know he did it, of course: he wants you to see he's putting in some effort.
" Baby, though I've closed my eyes, I know who you pretend I am. "
Yuta still keeps that ring. He has tried to explain to you its purpose for sorcery: he needs it to keep you safe, to protect you from harm.
You can't help but briefly glance at it every time he carefully reaches out to you with his hand, delicately tucking your hair behind your ear to have a better look at your pretty face.
And you can't help but notice that disappointing shift in his expression once he's taken in every detail of yours; that odd look he gives you, one you wouldn't realize if you weren't aware of what he's thinking.
Close your eyes: you can pretend, as he is.
You've tried, you keep trying for him, and he tries to keep it from you. You thought that, even something just as simple as changing the shade of your usual lipstick, would erase that hesitation he has every time he leans in like this to kiss you.
That maybe, adapting to who he truly sees in you, will have him feel different when telling you he loves you just for what you are.
love the sae itoshi drabble!! can we get like a rin version pls pls pls?❤️🩹❤️🩹
oh yes you can<33 i'm very proud of the sae version, even though it's very short, i'm so glad you guys enjoyed it!! this is how i imagine rin to apologize instead, it's heavily based on my hcs, hope it's good! <3
You hear him grumpily mutter something under his breath.
On the other hand, you do not have enough breath - Rin's attitude took it away - to even argue back with him.
Instead, an exasperated sigh leaves your lips: it eases the tension that's left in you, still fresh from you two's quarreling. You try and regain your composure.
"..What?" you ask him to repeat, patiently, readying yourself for his response; aware of his temper, you avoid poking at his ego, tired of the bickering.
Rin's silent. For a few moments, he remains all quiet. He takes his time, arms crossed over his chest as he stares at the floor before he does somewhat speak.
"Amsrry.." he mumbles.
You think he must be doing this on purpose, chewing on his words intentionally so that you cannot hear him.
You're silent now. The expression on your face must be speaking for itself, since even a quick and sneaky glance of his makes him suck a harsh breath in.
"I'm sorry."
He's standing still, his eyes are back on the floor beneath him. Your silence must have triggered the blabbering of apologies and attempted sweet words that follow.
And he's blushing, flustered; or perhaps embarassed, ashamed. He's never done this before, not like this.
You have to carefully lean in and hug him. Despite how awkward Rin is, he melts into your touch, letting you hold him and resting his head on yours.
Once comfortable, he's quiet again; it's not long before you try to pull away, thinking about checking on him. He doesn't let you: you're being pulled back in instantly.
You decide to enjoy the way Rin's arms wrap around your neck as he holds you, cuddle him for a bit longer. You'll have time to discuss this better later on, you think, when you both are ready for it and able to speak calmly.
.
Rin only seemed to get better with time. Little acts of service already were his love language, but ever since finding out words of reassurance weren't his forte, he's been putting in obvious effort on those little things he does for you daily.
You don't know who gave him the idea - you did reassure him and explain to him it was more than fine, in your little talk - but he even picked up the habit of getting you small gifts of your favorite things after even the smallest bickering, other than the many other things he does to silently apologize to you. You wonder who it could've been..
- with: Rin Itoshi, Sae Itoshi, Ryusei Shidou, Michael Kaiser, Alexis Ness, Eita Otoya, Yo Hiori, Ranze Kurona, Oliver Aiku.
- small sypnosis: blue lock boys in a relationship with you + hcs.
- a/n: this was requested by a lovely person in my comments! editing this was a red carpet so i added a bit of green, although this turned out longer than the first part :') i wrote this hoping it would be realistic and it could be a little disappointing for some characters, but please don't take it to heart! and also i know you guys ain't colorblind, you deserve better cmon..
part 1. <3
- Rin Itoshi: UNHEALTHY.
Trouble with completely healthy relationships is most likely something he got mainly from his past (Sae). Perhaps a bit of trust or jealousy issues, might involuntarily push you away or distance himself, and add in his already "grumpy" or overly serious behavior: that's because he would have to still get used to loving properly. I think that with time and enough patience (therapy), he can learn to feel more comfortable and acknowledge a romantic relationship without having the issues he started with to maintain it.
- Sae Itoshi: UN-HEALTHY.
In my opinion, Sae is a more difficult character to understand. In between healthy and unhealthy: being more mature than his brother, he does realize his mistakes faster and is not above apologizing to you first, overall knows how to treat you nicely; that doesn't mean he won't struggle with other few things. I don't see him having trust or serious jealousy issues, but I do think he could instead involuntarily act much less interested or caring, and it could result in some trouble for you two. Nothing you can't fix together, though.
- Ryusei Shidou: TOXIC.
His aggressive personality sells it. Was it like Bachira's (part one!), being solely odd in an innocent way, I would have said you just need to adapt to him. But, considering how prone to violence he is, being aware and content with his toxicity, that wouldn't work. Way too strange for a steady and healthy relationship, no need to elaborate much. Sorry </3
- Michael Kaiser: TOXIC.
Also is complex character: except, unlike Sae, he doesn't really get the benefit of the doubt. Shown in the beginning as arrogant, his superiority complex is slowly dying down for his insecurities to replace it, but not his toxicity. There are too many things that would trouble not only him, but your relationship as a result. Seriously struggles expressing proper love to the people he cares for, take Ness as an example, especially in the last few chapters regarding him; can get upset beyond reason, and handling both him along with his attitude could be a little too hard as of now. :(
-Alexis Ness: UNHEALTHY - TOXIC.
Nice guy persona, overly sweet. And yet, much like Reo (also in part one!), if you ignore Kaiser for this, he would still be most likely suffocatingly clingy or overly dependent on you. No, he's worse than Reo: the jealousy issues are seriously something that could get out of control, he'd probably fear of abandonment and it would result in him being too attached to you. This could rapidly turn into a one-sided love: an interesting thing is that, because of this, your relationship itself would turn toxic due to those things it lacks, before he himself does. I'll put him in between unhealthy and toxic, in case his kind personality is brought up. </3
- Eita Otoya: TOXIC.
The fact he cheated before and seemingly still does not understand the reason why it is wrong, meaning there's a great chance he would do it again, should alone be something you'd avoid him for. Let's say you won't, though: it would probably not last for long until he grows either tired or finds something to do that he would risk the relationship over for. If he decided to do it once, he'll do it again. He's a cheater, there's not much to elaborate here..
- Yo Hiori: VERY HEALTHY.
Honestly would be a great boyfriend. Already is a good person, with a kind personality and polite manners; despite most likely not having experience, would pick up fast and learn in not much time; very understanding and caring, so there are little things you could fight about, and even then, I don't see him allowing any arguing to get past a needed talk. Not much to say except he deserves some love for who he is as a person and reassurance every there and then. Settle in comfortably, it's going to last.
- Ranze Kurona: HEALTHY.
Much like Hiori, except Kurona would be less friendly due to how introverted and quiet he is. That does not mean he wouldn't be good to you: he really would, simply in a chiller and less 'loud' way. Could struggle more with a few things not only because he is on the younger side, but also because he seems to be a bit needier for reassurance due to some little facts that could make him self-counscious about himself, at times: not in an overwhelming way, fortunately. Overall, made for a long term relationship.
- Oliver Aiku: UNHEALTHY.(?)
I wouldn't say outright toxic, but it is canon he's a womanizer, although I'm not exactly sure how far it could go: so, let's consider the possibilities. There's a good chance he would do his best to be a good boyfriend and it wouldn't take him much effort since he can be mature and understanding, and another one that he would entertain other options whilst already in a relationship; or, would assume you're okay with sharing him in the very first place, even without having a talk about it, as he did before. Since our stats are more possible on the negative part, I'll have to say unhealthy..
- small sypnosis: First Selection Arc blue lock boys in a relationship with you + hcs.
- a/n: this wasn't really requested by anyone but i will write for the people in my inbox soon!! promise <3 i just didn't see this from anyone yet and i had it in mind for a while, so here you go! idm debates in the comments :3
part 2!
- Yoichi Isagi: VERY HEALTHY.
Yoichi is a really nice guy. You could say that, out of all the blue lock characters, he's got one of the healthiest backgrounds and most normal lives; so, I can see him not struggling with issues other characters would, in a relationship. I'll say this though: he's not really experienced and would definitely be a little confused about certain things, make a few common mistakes people in their first relationship would (yes, you're his first<3). Would be a good boyfriend overall, but I'll have to warn you about soccer: his "wilder" side pretty much only comes out on the field, and I wouldn't recommend confronting him about it, even as his partner..
- Meguru Bachira: HEALTHY. (?)
Very strangely. Meguru is an odd character, for sure, and he can behave weirdly, but I wouldn't say he's a bad guy at all. His way of loving is very loyal to his strange personality: if you can understand him and play along healthily with his persona, I can see your relationship being a fun and loving one! Probably very clingy and touchy, all for fun dates together. Miscommunication is something he would most likely struggle with, but, with patience, you two (and his monster) can work on that.
- Rensuke Kunigami: HEALTHY to UNHEALTHY.
We're talking about Kunigami in the First Selection Arc now. A very nice boy, although somewhat serious and stubborn at times. That can turn out in your favor, as he would be a caring and protective boyfriend, or it can lead to a bit of arguing; he is mature though, would most likely apologize first and talk it out.
[ spoilers ahead! ] Instead, about the Wild Card Kunigami, although he does get colder and meaner, I wouldn't see your relationship completely turning upside down. I think he would still be caring, but in a different way; perhaps would be a bit mean and less concerned about you. That's where it could get a bit unhealthy.
- Chigiri Hyoma: VERY HEALTHY.
Little to nothing to nitpick about him. Does try to be a good boyfriend, the effort is there and it shows, despite him being unexperienced, like Isagi. He probably would share his routine with you as an excuse to spend time together, letting you borrow products from his hair care, do his hair or have him do yours, or try and practice make up on him; I don't think he would mind doing such things and more with you, as long as you're happy.
- Shouei Barou: TOXIC.
I was going to put him in the unhealthy category when analyzing the good things he would do, and some would be that he could care for you, help you train with him or do the housework for you when you're tired; but that's sort of it. Even though it's true that we see mostly the egotistical and wild side of the strikers in Blue Lock, which makes him a great player, I won't say he would be great in a relationship. Considering his temper and pride, I struggle to see him as a mature and good boyfriend; there would be too many issues in a relationship with him, including lots of fights, probably. Sorry </3
- Reo Mikage: UNHEALTHY to VERY HEALTHY.
Let me explain: husband material, for sure. He's got it all, the personality, the looks, the money; and he definitely would treat you so nicely, yes. So nicely it's almost too perfect. Even if you take Nagi out of the picture and have all his attention, he would most likely focus on you a bit too much, and could become a little too dependent and attached to you, especially after the Second Selection. Could be insecure or struggle with trust issues, self-sabotage: he would need lots of reassurance. But, if you do grow out of it together and help him, I'm sure he would be one of the best.
- Seishiro Nagi: UNHEALTHY - TOXIC.
Listen, listen. Seishiro isn't a bad guy, the problem is that he's extremely lazy and the relationship would lack effort on his part. He could have his moments of affection and love, clinginess here and there because he would care for you - else you wouldn't be together - , but you really would need to care for him more than you do for yourself. It could get frustrating, and some fights would most likely start because of it; the fact that he wouldn't really know how to apologize or redeem himself properly either, makes it worse. I find it hard to handle him (unless you're either not sane or Reo). I'm sorry. </3
- sypnosis: small scenario of the morning after a big fight and make up sex with michael kaiser.
- tags: situationship, or fwb, suggestive, heavily implied sex, implied jealousy and fighting, nudity, lots of hickeys and marks on kaiser, kissing.
- a / n: i was thinking about writing something like this for a little while now.. and yea you kinda literally fucked him UP (i kinda hate this man srry)
Loving someone who isn't yours:
Michael Kaiser, who you didn't expect to find peacefully sleeping beside you, not after last night. Not when he could never stay more than an hour at your place after you two were done.
Friday night, you would hook up with him; Saturday morning, you would wake up alone. Happened once, you came crawling back, twice, he did. Repeat - again and again - until it eventually became routine, without either of you realizing it.
And yet, he's here, his pretty face half buried into the pillow, arms relaxed beneath it. By now, you are awake enough to make out the small, red scratches along his broad shoulders, down his back..
The more you lean in closer to him, the more of them you notice; and although the little cuts seem to be healing already, you can't help feeling guilty about them.
"You did that."
Hearing his voice - you swear it's an octave lower than usual - you turn your head to face him; his cat eyes are already staring back at you.
You did, and perhaps you were a little harsh, a little mean to him yesterday night. You recall the big fight you had with him; that is, before you ended up together. Yet, despite how badly you two argued, he's here.
"Why are you here?" you ask.
No reply. Although, his eyes turn sharper.
"Do you want me to leave?"
No reply, but your brows furrow. Instead of speaking, as you see him slowly stretch out his arms to prop himself up on his elbows, you crawl to him, and he allows you to climb on top of him as he gets comfortable laying on his back.
You would expect him to chuckle it off, tease you about it. He doesn't. You would think that, by the way he eyes you, he must be mad at you; if it wasn't for the fact he's letting you touch him, laying on his chest and gently rubbing skin to skin as you move closer to place delicate smooches up his neck and to his jaw line, kissing soft mewls out of him.
When your lips touch the hickeys - you left - or even the spots near his marks, his breath hitches, sweet sounds falling down to light groans and growls if you put just a little more pressure on them.
But he never tries to push you away, no matter the discomfort he feels; instead, he himself enjoys the closeness between you two, and he even tilts his head back for you to have more access to his sore skin.
It feels different. He feels different: he's so quiet - at least, he tries to be - and yet so eager for you to cling onto him; you give, and he takes. The more you give, the more he wishes to take from you.
It's when his body begins to tense below yours, hips shifting up to your core as he squirms under you, that you carefully pull away from him to sit up on his abdomen.
Although you were gentle, Kaiser sucks in a sharp breath to muffle the sweet noise coming out of him at the loss of your lips. He nearly pouts, disappointed you'd stop in such a way.
His eyes look up for an explanation in yours, which are looking down to his face: damp hair is sticking to his forehead, he's frowning as his breathing slows down back to normal. You see an opportunity in this.
Sae's hesitance only serves to help thoughts become louder inside your head - hung low - as you avoid making eye contact.
You fear you'll be disappointed. You fear that, if you dare to glance up and seek reassurance in his eyes, you will be met with another cold glare.
Because you do feel his eyes on you; even as you try and stare at the floor, he's still partly in sight as he stands in front of you.
Before you know it, he's slowly kneeling down at your eye level.
And he's warm. He feels warm in the way he looks at you; how he tenderly rubs circles with his fingers on your thighs to comfort you, how soft his voice is..
" I'm sorry. "
Sae murmurs.
" You did nothing wrong, m'kay? I.. was wrong. I will do better, for you. "
He mutters.
You find yourself listening to sweet words you did not know you needed to hear: reassurance, comfort..
Sae's lovingly cradling your head in his hands, careful to hold you as gently as he can.
Any tears you could shed, he's there to kiss them away, peppering your face with gentle smooches all over.
" I love you. Please, forgive me.. "
a/n: reeally not the best, i'm sorry, but i need some comfort and i need if from HIM </3
he does love you, and tries his best to show you just how much he does in every and any way he can manage.
amongst his ways of showing his affection for you, he definitely loves spoiling you the most: buying you expensive things, ones that he knows you even considered wanting, or even bringing home small surprises for you to enjoy.
these presents can range from a pretty bouquet of your favorite flowers, - "just because", he says; to the most beautiful and certainly most expensive-looking necklace you have ever laid eyes on.
"turn around," he tells you, with this big and prideful grin on his face. of course, you play along, turning to face the mirror now in front of you.
once your hair is out of the way, satoru delicately places the necklace on your neck, securing it at the back; you can't help but stare at it in awe.
satoru takes pride in your reaction: he knew you would love it. he loves that.
it's your favorite one yet, considering how nicely its color fits your skin tone, and how pretty the shape looks around your neck.
as you begin to thank him and praise him profusely, he's sure he feels even happier than you are, enjoying all your compliments and love.
he wraps his arms around your shoulders from behind, leaning in to playfully bury his mouth and nose in your hair as he peppers your head with loving little kisses.
megumi fushiguro, who finds himself lost when having to process his feelings about you.
it's odd, and doesn't feel nice for him, yet. your mere presence is enough to make him drop his usual attitude, which leaves him feeling exposed, and results in him getting nervous.
he ends up stuttering here and there when he speaks to you, and it gets worse once his friends start pointing out his change of behavior when he's around you.
at first, he gets defensive because of all the teasing, involuntarily raising his voice at them - and you too, if you dare join them.
what upsets him the most is: they're right. although he does try to act as if you're anyone else, as if you're just a friend, his attempts are more than failed.
that's why, with time, he simply learns to bear with it, now all quiet, burying his face in the collar of his uniform to try and hide the blush spreading across his cheeks.
he hopes you don't notice - that's what he tells himself; that he doesn't want you to see how weak he is when it comes to you.
or maybe he does. maybe, he does enjoy being more vulnerable around you, especially when you clearly enjoy his company.
especially when at some point, you and megumi are comfortable enough to spend more time together, even just the two of you, when you get the chance.
and when his cold demeanor melts away, and you embrace even this side of him so warmly, it does finally feel nice. perhaps too nice.
