Sleepy...

18+ Hey I'm Spider (he/him) traditional and digital artist. vocalist for eternal lust, I post 90s goth & punk fashion, 2000s nostalgia, art, sanrio, vampires, horror punk, kink, various fandoms, whatever catches my eye. autistic+ severely disabled wheelchair user & chronically ill.

[mango-spider]

Some more recent pics of me since my transition, featuring my girlfriend 🖤🏳️‍⚧️ been awhile since I posted here.. so long I switched teams 😭🤣

[mango-spider]

I had to take a hiatus , I was hospitalized because my gastroparesis almost took me out. I'm back for now

[punkdollrora]

[punkrockhistory]

44 years ago

'Hear Nothing See Nothing Say Nothing' is the fantastic and groundbreaking debut studio album by English hardcore punk band Discharge, released in May 1982

[mads-schubert]

Part 6 in my weekly poster series for 2026. Felt like making something a bit less text focused for this week

[mango-spider]

[vamplire]

i’m that one friend that’s too into vampire media

[sophie-frm-mars]

The US is detransitioning prisoners and just announced that ICE can detain trans people on suspicion of visa fraud. The UK just banned all care for trans kids and is now conducting an "evidence review" into HRT for trans adults and now the biggest DIY HRT web resource just went down.

Trans people need to learn solidarity yesterday, we need to be ready to organise together and set aside anything that we need to in order to get our shit sorted out. Cis people need to take it seriously that the fascists are trying to completely extinguish transess from existence

[sophie-frm-mars]

One immediate step you can take if you're tech literate is try to personally back up as much DIY information from the internet as possible. We need to confront the fact that the internet is American dominated and primarily American-owned and in a larger sense owned and operated by capital primarily. For the informational resources of the internet to benefit human beings we have to deliberately make choices to structure it that way, and in the age of Palantir that largely means thinking about parallel informational infrastructure, setting up another internet or at least other communication systems.

If we want to preserve life saving information, information that aligns with reality over fascism information that is useful, beautiful and true to human beings and ugly and inconvenient to capital, first we have to make backups

[blaklyte]

I dont have many trans resources myself but here is one i found some months ago for DIY HRT

The DIY HRT Directory 2.0

The DIY HRT Directory offers transgender individuals comprehensive guidance on safely performing DIY hormone replacement therapy, including

[orcaking]

SWEET • BOY

available as a sticker through february 2026

[world-of-lesbians]

by Victoria Frances 2004

[nigelgraz]

Rot

[ieafy]

Had a go with some pixel art 🙂‍↕️

[mynqzo]

frankenstein 🩸

[mango-spider]

Some of my recent art.

Commissions are open 👐🏻 😺

Nsfw and sfw!

[planetaryplut0-deactivated20250]

A rant, which I typically don’t do.

You are NOT “transabled”. You are not “transid” or “transx” or whatever. YOU ARE AN ATTENTION SEEKER.

There are REAL people with REAL disabilities that struggle daily with ableism and depression because of their REAL disability, not the fake “UwU I’m so cute and silly! I have transautism transadhd transdepression transosdd transdid transfreckles transthisandthat!”

I get it-you want to feel like part of a group. You want attention, you want friends. But minimizing the struggles of real disabled people, or saying you have whatever when you DON'T is not the way to do it. Essentially, you’re just being ableist.

Tldr: Get off the internet, you’re not disabled.

Also, I HAVE autism, and I, a “cisautistic” person, find it absolutely horrific that people WANT to have autism. Sure, it may give me “superpowers”, but often, it just makes life harder. Disabilities MAKE LIFE HARDER. Be thankful that you have a body that works in the way it should, and a brain that makes life easier, not harder.

[mango-spider]

^^^ THIS!! I can't believe this shit exists. I didn't choose for my life to be ruined by my disabilities and autism, or the ableism I face. These kids are fucking privileged af

[kur0miixo]

𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

[mango-spider]

Ville Valo for the soul