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[mardababa]

Hi, I'm Bea, I use she/he pronouns. I'm proudly Chinese-Filipino and my timezone is GMT+8.

Here's a list of some other blogs and places I'm somewhat active on:

Battle B-daman: @b-daman

Guild Wars 2: @eparch

Infinity Nikki: @avicinda

Archive of Our Own: Avicinda

I'm a fan of a lot media so I mostly reblog random posts on this blog, but I'll occasionally share or talk about stuff I'm up to in games I currently play.

[guerrillatech]

[lemoncat101]

[greseadraws]

dungeon meshi but they end up in the back rooms, a cursed idea that was eating away at my brain

[nitewrighter]

Peer-reviewing @monikoishi's tags because they're banger.

[kaijuyuri]

i like how all cats regardless of species can either look rlly badass and cool or just incredibly silly stupid

[kaijuyuri]

my proof

[magicratfingers]

me in my brain me in my selfies

[my-heart-of-heart]

Big year for pathetic yet badass space blondes

[bentennyon]

Shout out to movies with protagonists that promote positive, healthy masculinity

[tiffycat]

Blondes that bomb together, stay together

[my-heart-of-heart]

2026 Adam/He-Man has officially stolen my heart and it’s wild that tumblr isn’t talking abt this guy. He’s a loser. He infodumps about his home planet on a first date and gets dumped immediately. He works in HR. He can’t drive. He gets mesmerized by his own abs. He’s convinced he can talk things out with the bad guys despite this never working once the entire film. He goes to the gym in a pink kitten sweater that says “alpha male.” He’s been arrested. He sneaks away to transform into he-man as if it’s a secret but literally everyone knows. He brought his earth roommate to eternia to prove he wasn’t crazy. He even killed Jared Leto. What a guy.

[ube-kun]

Not mama, but another baby

[nolaplantdaddy]

I love when people ask "how did you learn this skill?" I just started, there's no secret. that's it. a vast majority of the time the only thing holding you back is your trepidation to start.

[noegrets]

[theodysseyofhomer]

the good:

i loved the opening in ithaca, unabashedly (and i love THAT the film opens in ithaca, being who i am). travis scott as the bard is captivating. penelope's entrance was literally showstopping, as she also does in the poem.

anne hathaway was the strongest performance by far. don't think there was a penelope scene that didn't hit for me. the use of the screen in the great hall and the loom as shields showed her isolation and opacity while letting her also be present for the action.

eumaeus & eurylochus are the standouts of the supporting cast.

the scenery looked a lot better than i feared from the trailers; circe's island was my favorite set/location.

i liked the pacing, broadly speaking. i saw it with two people with no background knowledge and neither were bored ot thought it dragged, for the length. any feature film even at 3 hours was always going to be a brutal struggle for adapting epic poetry; it's not the medium i think is best suited. but for what it was, the choices of what to cut, abridge, and include largely feels correct to me.

i got jumpscared once by clytemnestra and once by scylla and that was crazy

my personal favorite moment(s) of the film: stringing and plucking the bow to make it sing. the sound design on that alone was worth the imax ticket, but man, to find a way to call back to that... from the first scene i knew how they were gonna do the climax and it hurt my fucking feelings!!!!

the bad and the ugly:

whether by natural inclination or direction, matt damon plays odysseus as an everyman, and the thing about everymen is they can't have strong personalities. the range goes from "kind of despondent" to "even more despondent," in the words of one of my companions my (who, again, went in blind). he's bland as hell. the most fun i had with him was in the palace as a beggar and his face was covered. the lead is the film's most significant problem, and that's not something i can forgive.

like it's to the point that when he wants to hear the sirens, it feels out of character

the costume design is exactly as bad as it looked in the trailers. mostly i can ignore this because it's really not my bag, but in some cases (the trojan armor, notably) it inhibits the messaging

and, to a lesser extent, the monster character design. the laistrygonian giants truly should have been cut for time anyway. goofy ass

i will join the popular stance against a cyclops encounter with no "nobody," but for me it's not so much about that exchange, iconic as it is, as the loss of all humanizing traits of polyphemus. it doesn't sit right with me to treat him as a mindless monster encounter instead of a chance to probe odysseus' xenohobia.

i have long noted that no one is interested in portraying agamemnon as a human being, but never before to THIS extent, oh my god. he kept making me laugh which was not the intended effect

helen and clytemnestra not actually having much screentime was a letdown for me, since that was what i was looking forward to most.

since they bothered to cast mia goth you might think melantho would have anything to do, but you would be wrong.

slavery is generally glossed over. antinous makes one reference to slaves having no choice but to be loyal to who's in power; that's truly it. as usual (with the return 2024, for instance, which has much stronger theming) i thought the message would have hit harder if the hanged women were included

if i had a nickel for every time someone cut all the sex from my beloved sex object i would have 2 nickels

inconsistent diction. every time telemachus said "mom" or "dad" it broke my immersion

the interesting, what's missing, and whether it worked for me:

the ambiguity of the gods, particularly athena (and her various disguises in the poem): i would not characterize it as a "fakeout" as some people have. there are still undeniable supernatural elements in the film; whether you read athena as odysseus' hallucination, how he perceives her, or how she chooses to present to him is left up to you. worked for me, but would have worked even better if he had killed that trojan girl himself

replacing the phaeacians and the lotus-eaters with calypso: poor nausikaa, i miss her. but i thought pairing calypso and the lotus, odysseus piecing together the story while literally picking up the pieces of his broken wreckage, was a strong choice to streamline the narrative

along with that, the way his departure from calypso is framed as a surrender of control felt powerful in that moment, after all the useless striving against fate. people made fun of the "defy the gods" tagline but once again, if one cares to actually see the movie, the point being made is that odysseus can't.

circe: loved the setup, enjoyed swapping out a palace for a more folklorish witch's hut, absolutely ate up the body horror. but i think the thumbprint of madeline miller's circe is there in how she's portrayed as vulnerable rather than a woman in a position of power, as i would argue she is in the odyssey, and i think that's a weird choice to make when you're stripping the sexual violence that is in the narrative out (the hanged women).

i could take or leave crow pasiphae but it doesn't actively offend me

the underworld, sinon, and antinous: rolling together elpenor and achilles into sinon, and using him as a representative of common soldiers who died at troy, was not a move i predicted. it works to tie the story of the horse back into the narrative, while also giving antinous more depth and history. i also loved the visuals of tiresias, the muck, and the tide of dead soldiers almost dragging odysseus down with them. however: i think his mother's ghost could have been included here without losing anything.

i'm not sure why both odysseus' parents were cut, actually. it doesn't streamline all that much.

odysseus' return being interrupted with an action sequence where he rescues telemachus at pylos: mixed feelings. my first feeling was that it would undercut the impact of the violence odysseus does in the hall not much later, but i'm not sure that it did. mentor's death was an interesting note and callback to the body odysseus had to leave behind in the cyclops' cave. did enjoy it as father-son shenanigans, but missed opportunity for odysseus' first interaction with telemachus to be witnessing another man greeting him as a father, which is, you know, more thematic and impactful.

totally copied the return's homework by having odysseus recognized because he does pet argos before the dog dies. not sure how i feel about it as the moment of recognition between him and telemachus but i think i liked it? neither actor was really Giving but it was like. serviceable

i will say again that i loved anne hathaway as penelope. my only complaint is that they sanded down her ambiguity (i suspect to make her more sympathetic, which i object to on principle). having her, for instance, vocally state (in private) that she hates the suitors, or odysseus flat-out saying he doesn't have to test penelope's loyalty, he just has to prove his identity to her, is the coward's way out of the mind games. in the poem it's very much both. she is way more ready to believe it's odysseus. and yes maybe i did tear up when he plucked the bow and she realized but is that and the athena brooch (the brooch is based on something in the odyssey) as clever, iconic, or indicative of her character as the tree bed? i submit to you that it is not

spinning odysseus' foretold quest and departure from ithaca as going into exile after violating xenia: less ambiguous than the poem's ending in many ways. but i am kind of a sucker for it, especially after my stomach plummeting when they played it like he was going to die. and idk. penelope goes with him. am i supposed to say i don't allow that. me. ME?

trying to tie in the bronze age collapse: maybe i'm just too used to reading the odyssey as mythical rather than historical, but this was not successful with me. i did like the emphasis on xenia, including that odysseus' ability to "come home" has been shattered by his own violations of hospitality laws. i just don't think that really worked as "the reason civilization is collapsing and what if the real sea peoples were the pirates we created along the way"

i also don't think you can entirely successfully bring home (haha) the theme of odysseus' displacement while also reveling in the violence, as a film. in a way i think nolan tries to lure the audience in with spectacle, then to deconstruct it by returning, at last, to the horror of the sack of troy. but we dive right into the violence again with the suitors, and i don't know that we're any less invested in odysseus' coolness this. i think it will be interesting (for more people than just me) to compare this to the return, which wants more or less the same arc for odysseus, but executes it more consistently and with more economical storytelling. so did this work for me? i... i don't know. at some point i'm going to write a substack essay about it, probably.

there's enough in this film that i believe it will inspire people to read the poem, and if they have the tenacity to stick with it, i think they won't have a wrong idea of what it is and be put off. (i use the word tenacity because i think people make too much out of how hard it is to read the odyssey; i think it is and should be accessible, but it is still a story removed from us by time and culture and style, so it does ask you to put in some work.)

[quickscribe]

The siren scene in The Odyssey (2026) was so much more visceral and powerful than I’ve ever seen it on screen btw. I’ve seen people complain that we barely get to see the sirens, but that was never the point. It’s always been the song.

It just isn’t as realistic to me when the seduction element of the song is rooted in sexual desire. How would that drive someone mad? In the 2026 film, the seductive nature of the sirens’ song is like a drug. Matt Damon’s Odysseus describes it as a scratch that you have to itch, but you can’t because it’s too deep, below the skin. It’s tormenting, and you’re seeking to be free of it. It digs deep within your mind and lays bare all the truths that you’re afraid to confront — in his case that he doesn’t want to get home, and he’s still not ready to confront why (the guilt and shame and complete loss of self). He’d have done anything to escape the misery, to satisfy the craving, to scratch that itch, even if it meant seeking the sweet release of death.

[geneticdriftwood]

just got out of nolan’s odyssey and unfortunately I was so busy getting excited about the sea peoples mentions that my girlfriend had to be like “I mean the current political commentary did feel a bit heavy handed” for me to even realize that perhaps, when we were discussing how civilizations are destroyed by stupid pointless wars of ambition and lighting fire to international rules and norms—particularly as pertains to trade and diplomacy—we maybe were not actually just talking about the late Bronze Age collapse

[rrcenic]

little wolf

[thecollectibles]

Virgo by Artem Chebokha

[northstareclipse]

Hyper-individualist cultures go, “Your emotions are your personal responsibility. Don’t burden others. Regulate privately. Maintain functionality. If you’re upset, process it offstage so the machine keeps moving.” Meanwhile certain collectivist or harmony-focused frameworks go, “Your emotions disrupt group cohesion. Don’t create discomfort. Don’t impose disharmony. Transcend or contain your reactions for the sake of the whole.”

Different mythology, same trembling fear that one person saying “actually, I feel terrible” will cause civilization to peel apart like wet drywall.

[theweirdwideweb]

[rimonoroni2]

unfortunately very true. Doing Better does not always mean never being upset or never being triggered or never having trouble. often Doing Better means experiencing those things and being able to keep going/cope healthily/move on. if you’re in a bubble with no sensation, if you’re numbing yourself out, that’s not what recovering really is. it won’t help you have a happier life it’ll just make your world smaller and smaller until you can’t fit anywhere anymore. gotta learn to make peace with the hard stuff too, that’s the only way to keep going