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[wholeheartedsuggestions]

if you can and want to, go to college when you’re 30. move out at 40. learn to drive at 50. life is short but it is also so long. it’s not too late to do new things.

[the-son-of-dathomir]

[thoughtkick]

“I’m not all that smart. It takes me a while to understand things. But if I do have the time, I will come to understand you — better than anyone else in the world.”

— Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

[misitori]

“The only good human being is a dead one”

-George Orwell, Animal Farm

[theunwrittenpoetry]

"Man serves the interests of no creature except himself."

Animal Farm, George Orwell

[thoughtkick]

“They start missing you when they fail to replace you.”

— Unknown

[clearlysillysalad2020-deactivat]

Hindi lahat ng nang-iiwan ay masama. Minsan, ikaw talaga ang problema na kung saan hindi mo nakikita kahit anong paliwanag ang gawin. Walang masamang piliin ang sarili kapag hindi na maganda ang mga nangyayari.

[tremendousandsonorouswords]

“You said the anger would come back just as the love did.”

— Anne Sexton, from Again and Again and Again

[qvotable]

“Whatever happens tomorrow, we’ve had today.”

— David Nicholls // One Day

[manga-and-stuff]

Source: The Girl From the Other Side: Siúil, a Rún | Totsukuni no Shoujo | とつくにの少女

by Nagabe

[aidashakur]

Not everything is worth fixing. Move on.

[marilagsince19forgotten]

Up until now, I can't find the right words to communicate. I think, it's meant to be that way, broken.

[derangedrhythms]

Margaret Atwood, True Stories; from ‘Variation On the Word Sleep’

[seaoflove]

holly warburton + public intimacy

[thebookquotes]

Suddenly she realized that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be.

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, A Nice Quiet Place

[megairea]

“The way the river water rushes by, never to return. The way the days go by, never to return. The way somebody comes back, but only in a dream.”

— Mary Oliver, from We Should Be Well Prepared; Red Bird, 2008

[suicideisthesolution]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

[wishing-for-deathx]

Things no one tells you about when you’ve been mentally ill for years and it won’t get better

— everyone will give up on you. Some will say it upfront, some will have indirect ways of showing it (you’re a lucky mf if you still have someone )

— your symptoms/ breakdowns/ panic attacks are cute for a few months. Everyone wants to help. Later on people find them annoying and inconvenient

— you will be blamed for not getting better. Doesn’t matter if you’re doing therapy, taking meds, exercising, eating well and sleeping. You can do all of it, some of it or none of it. They will find fault in your efforts.

— desensitization to your pain. This one isn’t their fault, it’s human nature. But it happens and yes it hurts cuz you would wish you were desensitized to your own pain but you have to feel it no matter what. Doesn’t matter if it’s the millionth time. It demands to be felt.

— people move on. But you can’t. You see people cope and get over things while you simply can’t. And it’s so much worse if you’ve been mentally ill for years. Even the smallest things break you and trigger you.

— you slowly realize this world isn’t made for mentally ill people in any way

— you’re tired / fatigued all the time. You have been for years now. You simply exist but you aren’t capable of living anymore. Your illnesses have taken everything that made you feel alive. You’re nothing but a shell. A body.

[marilagsince19forgotten]

It always demands to be felt. Always.