Marmelade

Posts beyond the hospital

[marmelade-may]

Good morning, friends! You may recognize my name from the series ‘The Heartfelt Hospital’, as is because I am the same individual who created it! It is a pleasure to meet you all so… personally.

This blog may be used to:

- ask questions

- Educate on the yamikawaii/nursecore style

- reblog anything I wouldn’t wish clogging my main story blog

- or to fuel any fan work of your design!

As always, please stay safe. Know that in the hospital, you are always loved 💖💊

[marmelade-may]

“It’s always self-centered sysmeds”

And it’s a teenager venting. A young adult, who barely understands why they feel so empty and devoid of a true personal self, not understanding why people would want their problems and to romanticize their symptoms.

Yes. This is about that younger individual, St4rii, who had been called “entited” for ranting about THEIR trauma in a space they believed was safe. I don’t think that that’s an appropriate response from a full grown adult, or anyone else who was poking fun at them.

If you hop on the “make fun of children on the internet” train, you’re an asshole.

[shelix1437]

Hey fam, sorry to bug you but I wanted to just make you aware of something.

There’s these two blogs that like- they’re kinda a couple bog I think? But one of them is 16 and the other is in his 30s. Whole bunch of medical manipulation and shit.

Dw abt answering this if you don’t wanna, but I felt like you and the rest of the community should know.

oh wtf that’s gross . that has to be illegal , no way that it isn’t ???

[marmelade-may]

“Xenogenders mock the trans community”

My xenos are woven into my identity, in ways that binary pronouns are not. The way I rot, while not literal, is tied into every fibre of how I exist amidst the world. The way I glow; a star slowly burning out, is incomparable to any mortal experience.

[marmelade-may]

A friendly reminder for ALL parties involved:

NOT ALL SOURCES ARE REPUTABLE.

Sure, you can get information from anywhere on the internet. HOWEVER, there are some places that you shouldn’t be citing when engaging in online debates/discourse. So here’s my general rule of thumb for identifying which sources are valid and which ones are not.

Valid: .org, .gov, .edu or .mil

In order of appearance, these domains are:

- organization (.org)

- government (.gov)

- Education (.edu)

- military (.mil)

These domains are the most commonly used by professionals in any field of study. Education is peer reviewed in ways that .com domains aren’t, as they’re most usually research papers (same can go for .org) These domains are used by nonprofit organizations and government agencies.

Slippery slope: .com

Commercial domains (aka .coms) are used by companies and can be influenced by whoever is advertising/funding them. Some can provide good background knowledge and base level context, but it’s advised to take these sources with a grain of salt.

Invalid: carrds, strawpages, ai summaries/chatgpt, reddit forums, google documents

This should go without saying, but most if not all information from any of the listed sources are NOT peer reviewed and should NOT be taken as fact, unless legitimate studies are cited. I will NOT handle your sources as fact if any of them come from these sources.

[radexclus]

Radexclus

🥦radexclus believes that it is OKAY to be exclusionary. things are okay to push away out of your communities when too woke or too far~🌈

Rad Exclusionary is anti:

Radnormal

Radinclus

Radqueer

Therians

Fictionkins

Xenogenders

Polyamory

TransID

Microlabels

"Silly cars >_<" ppl.

Cornballs

Unfunny humor

TOO woke

Paraphiles/preds (even recovering ones)

Objectums

Radexcus is pro:

Unlabeled

Gay, lesbian, trans, bisexual, nonbinary. That's it. There shouldn't be anymore labels

Normal queer ppl

Furry

Og fictionkin (relating to characters)

There are only 3 genders

Normal relationships

Normal trans ppl

Normal labels and no labels

Normal people

Actual funny humor

Normal woke

Normal attractions like yumeship

Xenoids bc the actually seperate from gender

[marmelade-may]

This, my friends, is the example of a FUCKING IDIOT 😛😛😛

Ooooh I’m a It/Its polyamorous therian, oooh I bet you’re seething over my harmless identity… ooh so scary right

Fucking moron, this is the type of exclusionist behavior that makes radqs think we’re all hateful. You’re a dumbass, I hope you stub your toe on a speed bump you piece of shit.

Everyone point and laugh at the moron

[the-starry-city]

@/anti-willo-miku condoned shotacon btw and here's proof

Block don't harass, stay safe sysblr

My (pro) endo DNI doesn't apply to this post, everyone should stay safe

Proof it's their acc:

[marmelade-may]

Dawg everyone’s just being problematic omfgs

This is why I’m #anti-everyone I hate ALL of yall

[anti-willo-ussr]

Reading the stories of ex-radqueers and ex pro-endos is heartbreaking. So much pain, so much misinformation, so much stunted progress. It truly proves just how damagining these communities are beyond just facts.

For anybody reading that has been harmed in these communties, I am so deeply sorry for you, I hope you are making progress now. Please know that you are loved, and that we all support you. Any past choice you might have made in those communities is not indicative of who you are, or who you will ever be. Change is possible, especially after all of the manipulation and harm that was being done. Leaving is the first and biggest step — we are all proud of you.

[captainshandbook]

What is it with Non-Scots and getting unreasonably pissed off when you tell them not to refer to you as “ British “? I get that location wise that is what we are, but also at the same time; referring to myself as British would be exactly what colonizers want. They want us to just be brushed under the rug. They want our culture to go unnoticed and overlooked. They want us to just seem like another part of their own land.

Just call us Scottish. For the love of god please just call us Scottish it cannot be that difficult.

[marmelade-may]

“Awwww is this baby’s first fandom?”

And it’s me not wanting you to ship a father with his son 💔💔

I did NOT survive the FNaF trenches for this 😭💔

For a bit of a resume, I:

- lived through the era where everyone thought Bonnie was a girl because he was Indigo

- lived through the 2020 William Afton selfcest three-way era

- ALSO, SIMULTANEOUSLY survived the 2020 CC x Nightmare x Nightmare Fredbear threeway

- remember when CC was called Chris

- Remember everyone deciding there was a Terrance Afton, the “long lost twin to Michael”

- Saw when MatPat highkey was going crazy over who Golden Freddy’s spirit was

- Larped as a Sans fangirl (iykyk)

- Memorized the three different covers of “Stronger than you”

- had Undyne be my queer awakening (who didn’t tho)

- made asdf references up until 2023

- Witnessed MULTIPLE of the fanmade TodoBakuDeku animations

- Wrote and voiced NUMEROUS trashy Harry Potter fanfics (I no longer support jkr, that bitch can fuck herself)

- attempted to learn the ‘Hamilton Animatic’ art style

- learned the entire Hamilton Soundtrack by 11 years old

- used to daydream of myself to psychogirl songs

- speaking of psychogirl, I kept track of that ENTIRE lore

- Watched those trashy creepypasta amv slideshows on REPEAT

- used to write letters to slenderman begging him to make me a proxy

I WAS A FOUNDING FATHER. DON’T YOU TELL ME I DON’T KNOW FANDOM CULTURE. I AM FANDOM CULTURE.

[dad-fucker666]

crazy how refrainbow was chased of the internet for being cringe and trans but gooseworx could tweet slavery wasn't that bad and everyone jumps to say shes just a wittle babywoo she didnt know shes wittliwly dosent know what a racism is guys shes my emotional support racist indie creator

[marmelade-may]

Guys I worry I may have misophonia.

Any sound that may be mildly annoying at most (example: chewing, styrofoam, scratch boards) trigger such a visceral type of anger in me that I like- ugh I hate it so much. It drives me INSANE. Like omfgs if you can’t learn how to eat with your mouth shut PLEASE stay away from me before I hit you.

(Before one of you decides to take that last part out of context: I have not laid a hand on a soul over this. I may feel inclined to, but I know it would be in poor taste).

[amia-ami]

I am VERY anti-endo and it’s offshoots. But can we please, PLEASE support those who used to support and/or think they were endogenic before realizing that they had just forgotten their trauma or weren’t a system at all? When I was first learning about plurality, I ended up with several endogenic friends who convinced me that I was like them. I later ended up remembering more of my past and doing more research on the subject, and I have since revoked my support of them and cut those friends off. It was a misunderstanding. I was younger, confused, scared, and I just wanted to feel like I had it all under control. My page is not welcome to current pro-endos, but it is very welcome to those who are now educated on the subject. Thank you for coming to my ted talk.

[cosmikazie]

hey remember when people said we gotta keep talking about this and then two days passed and it just went quiet. anyways

[cosmikazie]

due to recent (and frankly ongoing as far as this website is concerned) events

[the-frontporch-dog]

Education time because I'm irritated and we can't act like grown adults!!!

If you're white or any other race that isn't BLACK then you have no right to be telling people that they can't say their own word. I see so many white people try to "control" the word nigga, and get "offended" when it's said around them.

Maybe it's because I don't care for other people enough but you have no right to have an opinion on the N-Word if you aren't apart of that race.

“ But it was used against black people, why would others call each other it? ”

Think of the word bitch, when you call someone a bitch obviously they're going to be pissed off because well, you called them a bitch. When you call someone a bitch in that tone and in that way anyone would be offended.

Now look at it when you're joking around with your friends, calling them “bitches”, “assholes”, and all of these other words, you're joking, you're saying it in a joking/playful manner, theres no offense taken, right? That's because you RECLAIMED the meaning of that word in that time.

Now take that logic and put it in the word nigga, or ANY slur for that matter. When I call another black person (or any of my friends who are comfortable with said slur) I am using a reclaimed version of that slur, I am not calling another black person "nigga" in a offensive, derogatory way. When two black people call each other nigga it's more so in a playful manner, we are taking the original term of that and RECLAIMING the original meaning of the word.

It's the reason people call each other "faggots" when messing around with their friends. They are RECLAIMING the meaning of that word.

I see way too many people shaming on poc and black people for using their own words in their own group of friends/community. Obviously theres a VERY big difference if your friend isn't comfortable with the word which then you and your friend should communicate about that, but if you are a random person on the internet sticking your nose into communities where you don't belong and then getting "offended" about the things going on then you don't have the right to complain. Another thing I'd like to add is NOT EVERYONE ON THE INTERNET IS WHITE!! This is another thing i see way too much. No, there isn't a way to "act" white, no, a certain THEME doesn't make you "act" white. There's NOTHING that will make you "act" like a race.

QUIT TRYING TO PUT A CONTROL ON PEOPLE OF COLOR

[anti-willo-hannibal]

I find this kind of mindset incredibly ugly.

You are saying that you want to run a hate campaign against trauma survivors. That you want people to be hateful and aggressive to trauma survivors.

You think it’s justified to be told to commit suicide just because we have a different opinion than you do? Trauma survivors are highly likely to be suicidal. This can and will cost someone their life. You are directly contributing to suicide rates by saying this, and I hope you know that and feel the full weight of this every day.

Hate, harassment and death threats are never okay. Not towards anti endos, not towards endos and pro endos, not towards radqueers, nobody.

This is truly a disgusting thing to say. I have no words for how absolutely vile this is. Get help. Speak to a therapist about this instead of spreading this vitriol on the internet. Diaries exist for a reason, invest in one.

[marmelade-may]

Head Nurse Marmelade May is about to crash tf out over these “🍵🌊🌊” (tcc) motherfuckers.

No, you’re not cool or edgy for idolizing mass murderers. You’re not cool or edgy for using slurs while doing so. You’re not edgy for telling people to kts.

Get a fucking grip, you’re immature and I literally hate each and every last one of you.