The anti-endo and anti-willo USSR

[anti-willo-ussr]

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Greetings everyone, I have decided to make an anti-willo blog of my own to further provide information, support and to debunk the claims of endogenic “systems” and their supporters. My name is Vladimir, however, you are free to refer to me as “Soviet”, “USSR” or any combination/version that you like. I am an introject of the USSR from Countryhumans and Communism from Centricide. (My host very eloquently calls me the “communistmaxxer”.) While I present myself to be around my mid to late thirties, we are bodily seventeen, so act appropriately. The profile picture was made by me and will be temporarily used until my host is able to make a proper one. I am very aware that I am not an artist.

I would like to thank all of the other Countryhumans introjects (the American, the EU, the Canadian, and any I might’ve missed) in the Anti Willo Verse, I made this mainly due to seeing others from the same source make their own blogs. As well as bigger thanks to the EU as his blog was the biggest inspiration, and they motivated me to actually create this.

We are a “traumagenic” DID system with ADHD and MDD. Suspected ASPD—but we haven’t had the time to fully look into this. I’ll add more onto this as I start creating tags, and other in general information.

#unimportant post for things unrelated to the main topics I talk about. #answering asks for responding to anything you ask me.

DNI: endos, radqueers, proship, t.r.a.s.h, willos, etc.

(Used boxes by @sysboxes)

[anti-willo-ussr]

you're sourced from a rapist, people probably won't say anything about it but it makes me so uncomfortable to see your source

I have no connection to any kind of abuser, and perhaps you need to protect yourself and stay away from my account instead of asking anonymous asks. This is a very out of touch message. Firstly, I am sourced from a Countryhuman and have no connection to the offical USSR. So if you are referring to any rapist from the historical country itself, then I have no connection to them and neither does my source.

Secondly, Countryhumans has no actual creator and has no defined canon or characters. So even if you or a friend believes that the USSR from Countryhumans was a rapist, there is no reason for the character to actually be one. Countryhumans has no canon other than sometimes following history. So, no headcanon of the USSR from Countryhumans hurting someone in that way has anything to do with me, because it is not me nor my source. Each Countryhuman is different for each person because we all characterize them in the way we want.

Even when it comes to my secondary minor source of Centricide, there are no current allegations against Jreg. And I am not a supporter of his anyways, I am just partly sourced from Centricide.

Furthermore, introjects are not their source and cannot control what they are introjected from. They can separate from their source, but that will always be their source. If you are uncomfortable then you need to stay away, because not only are you wrong about my connection to any kind of rapist and claiming I do, but you are actively hurting yourself and making yourself uncomfortable.

Take care of yourself and leave me and other introjects alone.

[anti-willo-skywalker]

I wasn't in that server, who up anti willoing their characters

[anti-willo-ussr]

I was not able to use tumblr too often due to personal matters and I have come back to all of this. I have no idea what happened, but it had nothing to do with me. The anti-willo-USSR account remains strong until further notice.

[z0mb1eluvju1ceagainstendos]

Love how traumascum is a term amongst endogenics like it's a scummy thing to have been a victim of shit in early childhood. "Oh? You're a traumagenic system? You actually went through shit to get to this point? hah! Yeah, right. You're scum for being an innocent child who couldn't help their situation! We hate you for being a trauma survivor!" That's all that says to me.

It's very ironic. Like, how are you yourself, not scummy after stealing CDD terms and roleplaying the disorder that affects and disables several people daily? It's just a large community of hypocrites. That's all it is. It sounds like jealousy. Like they're jealous traumagenics are real systems. Like, do you WANT to get fucked over as a child? Really? How fucking low of a human being do you have to be to WANT this? We struggle every day. Hell, I'd sell systemhood if I could, but you know what? That's not realistic. IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY.

Endoscum. More like. Ableist fucks.

Defend yourselves. I fucking dare you.

[anti-willo-ussr]

love this blog and its posts. but if you would’ve told pre-knowing-what-a-system-even-is/pre-syscovery me that i felt deeply comforted by the USSR they’d be hella concerned lmao. (due to not knowing what an introject is. not saying anything about whatever your relationship with your source is).

anyways. have a nice day dude!!

— oneiroi/ithaca sys

This is the first ask I have ever received, thank for you sending this in. Anyone is welcome to send anything they like, I will appreciate it.

That being said, it is quite funny! I am glad to hear you feel comforted, I wish everyone who reads my posts feels that way. My connection with my source is complicated: people I miss, events I connect with, ideas I do not — but that is our journey as introjects, and it is always important to be there for one and another.

Again, thank you for sending this in. Have a fantastic day.

[sysc-telamon]

"How is it possible for an anti-endo system to have pro-endo or neu-endo alters?! That means that they are secretly pro-endo!!"

People when the alters with different thoughts, desires and opinions start acting like alters with different thoughts, desires and opinions: 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

(this never happened to me but I saw some people saying that lmao)

[fontainians]

Systems with mixed opinions or “contradictory” beliefs i love you so much

[sysc-verity]

I'm so fucking mad about the plural-blocklist situation and I am not going to stay quiet. I will tell my experience.

Many months ago, I made my first tumblr account ever. My first impression of this app. It was a scene-based blog where I just enjoyed doing stuff and minding my own stuff. My mistake? I wasn't really involved deep in the whole "endo term" shit and accidentally put #plural in one of the tags, around the anti-endo and other anti tags. I genuinely had no idea what was I doing and I had no evil intentions behind, as I thought it was a normal tag. I had no idea endos reclaimed that term. And plural-blocklist posted me there for 'crosstagging', and I found out after it appeared in my fyp. My whole account. And in less than a week, I began getting a lot of hate anons, reblogs and comments by (pro)endos/willos, breaking DNIs and literally making my ex-account a zoo of idiots whining and yelling in my ears.

When this happened, I was literally in a time where I was barely processing my traumatic experiences. The stress those people put me under was so overwhelming I had to delete my account and leave Tumblr for a long time, now coming back later as...this account I have now. I learned to block all the mains and all of that, but I still get scared of being attacked again.

As much as the user claims to be "anti-harassment", their entire follower base doesn't give a flying fuck about that. If you don't want to see anti endo posts, just block the tags. I literally block every pro-endo tag, radqueer tag and anything-I-don't-want-to-see tags. I blocked 150 accounts and up to avoid seeing that stuff. Why not do the same instead of posting people without their consent?

Do you guys realize there are severely traumatized and mentally struggling people behind the screens? Do you guys ever stopped and asked yourselves why posting minors is fucking weird? No? Then you should. Because putting a bold text saying "block, don't harass" is useless.

[anti-willo-ussr]

I got placed on a block list — and it is still so baffling to me that people are willing to give out the usernames of vulnerable traumatised systems when they could potentially be harassed for what they post. It is clear that the Radqueer nor Endo community truly care about traumatised individuals.

[anti-willo-canada]

Piping hot take to kick off this disability pride month, but being a system is a disability and a disorder. It disorders you and fucks you over. It disables you. You cannot be a system and non-disordered, you can only work to minimize how badly it does disorder and disables you. Happy Disability Pride month and don't let the posers get you down this month

[anti-willo-ussr]

If I hear another “six seven”, “aura monster climbs the stairs” or a “potential man” — I might just lose it once and for all.

Why was I cursed to be part of a system full of brainrot?

[anti-willo-ussr]

Happy Disability Pride Month. Stay strong. Remember you are loved.

[anti-willo-ussr]

Deciding what job we would all be happy doing was easily decided once we realised we like talking way too much.

That was around over a year ago, now we have sorted out what university we want to go to and we have applied for a job in the mean time to make money during the summer.

My host did not think we would make it this far, I had hope, but I am glad to see it play out.

[astateofdreams]

Altiboy and Altigirl

For when an alter would've been cisgendered, but because of the body, they are transgender.

These are anti-endogenic terms.

If something like this has already been coined, consider it an alternative.

[anti-willo-ussr]

I love the LGBTQIA+ community. We should all love them and each other.

(I felt this post was necessary after an argument we had with someone about whether the LGBTQIA+ community should be supported.)

[anti-willo-ussr]

Content warming: child abuse

If you were one of those children that never spoke out about their abuse because you didn’t know what was going on — we’re here for you.

If you were a child who never spoke out about your abuse because you trusted your abuser — we’re here for you.

If you were a child who never spoke out because they were threatened not to — we’re here for you.

If you couldn’t speak out because you had no one to tell - we’re here for you. If you tried to speak out and nobody heard or helped you — we’re here for you.

If you were abused — we’re here for you. You are loved. What happened to you was never fair. Never forget that.

We were shamed for speaking out.

[anti-willo-ussr]

It should always be winter — because how else can I wear our ushanka? It is my symbol, I must wear it, but it is also forty degrees Celsius. My apologies for living in Spain, I suppose.

[anti-willo-ussr]

Aforementioned ushanka + vintage East German sidecap.

We have two other ushankas, but this is my favourite. It was a gift from a Hungarian friend who found it in a market here in Spain. My host and I believe it very well could be authentic. All markings it could’ve had have been rubbed off except for a “60” — which means the size of the hat in centimeters. As well, the badge does look appropriate, and there’s other details that points us in that direction. We aren’t certain though.

Now, this is an authentic DDR (East Germany) side cap, also referred to as schiffen (“little boat”) colloquially. The stamp inside says “DDR 54 1856 15670”

54 is the head size in centimeters, which means this cap was for someone like a young conscript, or somebody with a small frame. 1856 is the manufacturer code for VEB Perfekt Berlin — which produced nearly all East German caps. 15670 is the tracking lot number, meaning this has a production date of 1970. (This may be wrong, feel free to correct if you have any knowledge on the subject.)

We also have a vintage coin collection which you should ask about. Nudge. Nudge.

[anti-willo-ussr]

It should always be winter — because how else can I wear our ushanka? It is my symbol, I must wear it, but it is also forty degrees Celsius. My apologies for living in Spain, I suppose.