ăá”Êłâ±á”á”á”á” ,   ʰâ±á”Ê°ËĄÊž Ëąá”ËĄá”á¶á”â±á”á”  &.   ʰá”á”á”â±ËĄÊž Ê°á”á”á”á¶á”âżá”âż á”á”Ëąá”á” Â Â âââââââÊłá” Â âââââââ á”ËĄá”á”  âââââââ ᶠá”ÊłÂ Â âââââââ đđđđđ đđđđđ đ ăá¶ Êłá”á”  âââââââ đđđđŒđ đđŒđđđŒđđ đđđ   ( ââââââ   âââââá”â±á¶ á” ËĄá”á¶á”Ê°á”Êłá” á”á”Ëąá” á”á”Ëąá” á”ËŁá¶ËĄá”Ëąâ±á”á”.  )   ââââââââżá”âżâ»á”ᶠᶠâ±ËĄâ±á”á”á”á”  âââââââ Ê·â±á”Ê°Â Â âââââââ á”Ê°á” Â Â âââââââᶠá”âżá”á”á”. Â Ê·Êłâ±á”á”á”âż ăá”Êžă á”á”ËŁă ✠ÂČâč, Ê°á” / á”Ê°á”Êž âŸ
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;-- kk so i thought about it and ima be putting cloud on a mini-hiatus kinda. like i'll come on whenever his muse kicks in but won't be as active. replies will be a lot slower so bare with me. HOWEVER, i do rp him more often over @ discord if anyone is interested, feel free to lmk. discord rp is so much easier for me to respond to bc it takes less energy off me to do stuff. but in the meantime, bc ive been playing ffxv, ima be over on my noctis/prompto blog ( link on my pinned ) since my muse for them has been high.
;-- kk so i thought about it and ima be putting cloud on a mini-hiatus kinda. like i'll come on whenever his muse kicks in but won't be as active. replies will be a lot slower so bare with me. HOWEVER, i do rp him more often over @ discord if anyone is interested, feel free to lmk. discord rp is so much easier for me to respond to bc it takes less energy off me to do stuff. but in the meantime, bc ive been playing ffxv, ima be over on my noctis/prompto blog ( link on my pinned ) since my muse for them has been high.
đđšđ« đČđšđź đą đ°đšđźđ„đ: a little assortment of prompts revolving around painful, bottled up affection and endless yearning, as well as the possible result of finally taking action. remember to tag your dark themes. add +reverse to swap the roles.
â° @materiiaism â± ââââââââ cont. from here .
She  had  made  the  question  though  she  was  expecting  a  short  answer  not  a  whole  story.  she  tried  not  to  make  a  disgust  face,  she's  not  exactly  the  type  to  sit  and  drink  tea  while  they  share  experiences  but  he  had  already  started  and  hadn't  backed  down.  Aranea  listened  in  silence  as  he  processed   with   his   words  until  she  decided  to  interrupt  and  speak  in  a  steady  tone.      â   You're  right,  maybe  I  don't  understand  the  situation  exactly.          â     she  paused.  She  really   might  had  gone  through  a  feeling  like  that  but  her  feelings  for  the  fight  was  usually  stronger  than  anything  else.     â       .      .      .        but  maybe  somehow  I'm  familiar  with  the  feeling  of  being  indebted  to  someone  or  something       .      .       .        believe  it  or  not.  situations  have  changed  my  life  and  maybe  even  someone  but  I  won't  dwell  on  that.      â   Â
 She  took  a  minute  to  think  about  her  next  words,  trying  to  be  empathetic  and  even  her  gaze  softened  slightly,  perhaps  a  small  hint  of  vulnerability  breaking  through  her  normally  hard  exterior.     â     We  all  have  our  reasons  for  making  our  decisions,  especially  when  it  comes  to  those  we  care  about,  you  did  what  you  thought  was  right  the  same  way  I  did.  It  is  not  easy  to  carry  the  weight  of  those  we  have  lost  but   You  can't   allow  yourself  to  waste  away.    â
cloud's cranky attitude is completely understandable, like in their previous interactions, and by this point amala is much too tired to care. they'd be fine on their own, as long as cloud shut the door behind them as he left.
"working on the 'knocking the fuck out' part," amala grumbles, but she doesn't sound too angry. not much, save for a life-threatening emergency or one of her triggers, would be enough to get her off of the couch. somewhat lazily, amala kicks off her battered sneakers, letting them clatter to the ground somewhere nearby so she can curl up on her side and tuck their feet closer against the couch. it seems like this is a common position for them to sleep in, as there's a dent in the couch cushions in roughly that shape. "thanks for the help, genuinely--go get your food before you keel over."
normally, amala's not the most comfortable falling asleep around people. one time she did, after a meeting with a client, they went through her wallet and stolen all the cash she had in there before fucking off--which wasn't much, by normal standards, but it would've been enough to buy a few day's worth of groceries and that ticked her off pretty immensely.
also, cloud doesn't seem like the type of guy to mess around more than what was granted, unless he had no other choice. they like that in a person, and find it a relatively rare trait within the people in their life, unfortunately.
"please close the door behind you when you go. it'll lock on its own." she casts him a sleepy glance, muffling a yawn behind a single hand. "take care." the last part felt more...instinctual, than anything else, but right now, they couldn't give much of a damn about what came out of their mouth. she does want cloud to take care of himself at least a little bit, because it doesn't seem like he's doing much of that on his own.
it doesn't take much longer after they speak for amala to fall right asleep, curled in a tight little ball with one of her arms tucked behind her head. they're a light sleeper, so if cloud decides to snoop around (not that she believes that he's going to, they're just a mite bit paranoid), they'd wake right back up. but for now, not much can bother them.
;-- welp since it's my birthday, ima do stuff so won't be around today to work on replies. but ill be reachable via discord only today blep : servingbussy
;-- woken up by a tornado warning ( sarcastic yippee ) and now im thinking about cloud and his struggles through severe storms considering he doesn't have a home to shelter himself so he normally finds whatever hole he can find and huddle there until it passes, coming out from then completely muddy and wet to which he'll then find a nearby lake to bathe in until tifa suggests he bathe "like a normal person" and helps pays for an inn to stay in so he can recharge and recover
the guy was, well.... weird, and grumpy as hell, but that's completely fine with suni. people are always going to be grumpy when it comes to her trying to convince people in getting involved with the organization. yeah, she knows full well she didn't mention the organization specifically, but maybe he just got what someone would call 'bad vibes' or something. humming in her mind, suni gets back to work on the bracelet, fingers working deftly in order to finish it in time.
several days pass, and honestly, suni doesn't remember much about cloud save for the massive sword on his back and the odd, unnatural sparkle in his eyes.
unfortunately, they hadn't been able to find anyone else to fill in, so there suni is, perched on a stool on the outside of the club keeping an eye out for anyone that looks too young or too suspicious to be let in (okay, well, some were people that worked with la signora, so she had to let them in). suni's dressed differently from the last time she and cloud had ran into each other--her black turtleneck sweater and matching work pants, coupled with her hair pulled into a tight bun at the nape of her neck, give off an entirely different vibe than before.
she rocks lightly where she's seated on the stool, cocking her head to the side as she examines the cloud. the lights are oddly relaxing, even with the smell of alcohol in the air and loud voices surrounding the area, and suni feels like if she was tired enough she could actually fall asleep. seriously, she's slept in worse places before, so....
suni is uncomfortably ripped out of her musings when someone (a known troublemaker who liked to push people around) grabs her by the front of her shirt in an attempt to yank her off of the stool she's sitting on, spouting all sorts of crap on how this club is biased and how he'd---oh, no, she's not repeating what he just said, because who the fuck would say that to a teenager.
the man is dealt a solid sock in the face and a kick in the balls, sending him reeling back. normally, that's enough to get the weirdos to back off, but alcohol does wild shit to people, and the man is getting back up, spitting and cursing all the while.
There's sadness on Aerith's features. She truly wishes she could do more for him, of course. She wants Cloud to find himself, his true self. She can tell he's not entirely sure of who he is anymore. And she also wants to make sure Sephiroth doesn't reach him and manipulate him again. But what could she do to make sure it never happens again ? She's not sure she can reach him the way Tifa can. But at the same time, he lost control with her in Gongaga.
She listens carefully to each of his words. He's not asking her the impossible, of course. But at the same time... she feels pressured, maybe because she's the one pressuring herself. If only they could quickly stop Sephiroth, maybe Cloud could take care of himself. It's obvious that Sephiroth is playing an important part in Cloud's trouble, though. But how ?And why can he manipulate Cloud this easily ? What's the deal ?
She sighs and nods, offering him a sad smile before she takes a step toward him. "I promise that I won't tell the others unless I feel like I have to." She doesn't know if it's enough for Cloud, but that's all she can do. She refuses to let her friend become a danger to himself and to everyone else without doing anything.
"But... why do you trust me more ?" Maybe she shouldn't ask, but she needs to understand. She doesn't feel like she truly knows him, the real him. She gently takes his hand and squeezes his fingers. "I'm trying to find you, to see you, Cloud. I really am." But it's not working. He needs to figure out a few things. Aerith just doesn't know what these things are.
