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*sees two bees flying around my garden* me: i wonder.,. if…. they’re friends..

actually, growing up is feeling like i turned sixteen two days ago. i’ve been eighteen for years. fifteen year olds seem so young. wasn’t i fifteen just a few weeks ago? all my friends and i are still twelve. i’m closer to thirty then to being a baby. i never got to be a kid. i never grew past eight. i can’t talk to my mom. i want to sit in her lap forever. the week is going by so slow. an entire year has passed. i want to decide everything for myself. i need someone to tell me exactly what to do.

bpdohwhatajoy

Reality is a vague concept

bpdohwhatajoy

Me @ everyone who has given me trauma and taken advantage of my attachment to them to hurt me and ruin me

cutethingsforcats

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The local gang

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𓆞𓆝 𓆟

bpdohwhatajoy

*smokes a blunt* damn the dsm is really hittin tonight

bpdrug-addict

i am addicted addicted addicted addicted to anything that distracts me. i cannot deal with my own thoughts, memories, emotions. i dont want to think about myself or my life or anything at all related to me.

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toadallybpd

if you caught frogs outside and tried to bring them home as a kid congratulations you are now mentally ill and/or gay

toadallybpd

i retain as much memory as a fucking raincoat retains water

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hello my fellow tumblr whores i’m leaving my abusive home earlier than i thought and i really would very much appreciate any support y’all can give

my cashapp and paypal are both linked below and just please reblog this, my boyfriend and i have to cover some expenses for me to leave and it would be lovely if y’all could give anything at all, tysm <3

cashapp: $mosslovingman

paypal: declansdumb