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They/Them/It/Its MINOR MUTUALS ONLY DM ANYONE ELSE USE INBOX TO ASK QUESTIONS Read Intro Post

[maybeemocat]

Intro Post (Please Read For Dni)

Last Updated 4/28/2026

~Slowly Growing My Wings And Becoming Who I Am Again~

Moots/Friends only dm anyone else use my ask box

Age: 13+ MINOR. I will block people if they make me feel uncomfortable.

DNI: tr*mp supporters, victim blamers, z00s, p3dos, r@peist, ice supporters, and anything else like that.

DO NOT BRING UP MY ALLERGY UNLESS I BRING IT UP.

Yes I may talk about DSMP sometimes, but I do NOT support some members (W1lbur and Dr3am) because of serious allegations. I do not care if u support these people and interact with me just know I don't support them.

Not sharing religion or any religious beliefs because I'm not comfy with that. Im fine if u say *insert God* loves u, I'll pray for u, or anything like that idrc just don't do it to randoms in my comments.

Pronouns: They/Them/It/Its

Name: Cat Lynn or Cat

Moots/friends: @thatpangirlie @thesockguy @deskadoesstuff21 @dessadoesstuff21 @scottyxj

Stuff I like: singing, editing, drawing, making music, Minecraft, uhh YouTube, my friends, uh family.

Fandoms: Daisy's House, MCYT/DSMP, Class of 09, probably others I'm forgetting.

Random facts: I've been addicted to Minecraft for like six years but I only play the game like every other month for like a week straight, I've been playing Roblox for probably four years now, I like to make Kandi sometimes, and other things.

Other socials Ao3: maybe_emocat Wattpad: maybe_emocat Twitch: maybe_emocat YouTube: maybe_emocat

@diviniyae for the dividers

[raqualswonderfunblog]

[flyin-shark]

I feel cheated. no one on Reddit told me that tumblr is a serotonin factory. Keep liking and reblogging my posts please thanks

[felixcloud6288]

Just don't fly too close to the sun.

[flyin-shark]

Throw me to the sun and I’ll get it pregnant

[strangehorse]

he understands the website your honour

[pixiecaps]

big fan of whatever the youth is doing to torment scientology buildings

[vincent-van-gtg]

[fitnessdesire]

Can’t risk it

[laderdesders1]

The duck of creativity. I waited so long for it.

[wu-wakfu-undertale]

NO ART IS MY SURVIVAL IN SCHOOL. NO ART BLOCKS FOR MMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[madisword-likes-things]

I hate this

[owl-goof-deactivated20190708]

MM why not

[pooptrap]

Oh no not again

[the-king-of-the-void]

*Shivers* No please Almighty Duck spare me… I’ll re blog you just please spare me my original ideas

[coolfireguy73]

Thank ! I think I’m entering an art block again! Please almighty Duck of Creativity, don’t fail me !

[sadcabbages]

*sigh* sorry guys who see my blog, can’t risk it (man I hate these things)

[sans-the-skeleconch-offical]

I really need that creativity for my pranks, cant risk it.

[the-color-orange-offical]

I need that creativity to change your opinions on pinapple pizza

[jakejavu-offical]

I LIKE PINEAPPLE ON PIZZA AND NOTHING WILL CHANGE THAT!!!

[anonmuos]

I DO AS WELL

[zajef37]

IS THIS A SIGN TO BE CREATIVE AND PUT A REFERENCE TO PINEAPPLE ON PIZZA IN THE THING IM MAKING?

[turtlesarecats]

YES

[robotalien]

🛸 Websites I like to go on when I'm overwhelmed:

★ neopets wearables try-on ☆ free online music maker ★ fishville simulator ☆ digital pop its ★ papa's games on coolmathgames ☆ background noises for focus ★ old web design museum ☆ online game pony town ★ poptropica ☆ classic animal jam ★ flash transformers games ☆ flash monster high games ★ flash mlp games ☆ flash bratz games ★ flash barbie games ☆ a lot of free online games ★ kid pix studio game ☆ more free online games ★ neopets resources ☆ kirby games ★ online retro games ☆ kirby anime ★ death note ☆ casual desktop game on steam ★ ftp steam games ☆ solitaire ★ puzzle games ☆ color memory game ★ where to watch cartoons (vpn recommended) ☆ more cartoons ★ indie games website ☆ kandi website tutorials and patterns ★ kandi video tutorials

[sizvideos]

This campaign defies censorship in social media to raise awareness for early detection of breast cancer

[iamanemotionaltimebomb]

this is actually super fucking smartass of them

[snake-lady]

Reblogging as this is so important everyone! My mum had breast cancer and that shit is not nice so please check yourself ladies and gents! 💕💕💕

[tkthegoddess]

Always a reblog. 💋

[bri-is-on-fire]

MEN CHECK YA BOOBS FOR BREAST CANCER

That’s an order

[quix5gg]

happy pride month especially to them

[capitulism]

The largest mass shooting in American history was a hate crime against gay people. Don’t ever forget that.

[exmellivorinae]

June 12, 2016. Putting a date on this for when it gets reblogged months from now by people who think the post is about something from 30, 40 years ago.

[butch-reidentified]

I am a survivor of the Pulse nightclub shooting, having grown up in Orlando and just turned 20 a month prior. If you didn’t know, there were several families who refused to claim the bodies of their relatives due to their sexuality. One family even had their relative’s name removed from the memorial. Murdered by the same hate with which their families reject them in both life and death.

Many, many people celebrated Pulse. We were told we deserved it. That it was God’s punishment for our sin of loving the same sex. We are sent messages like these I received in 2018:

We in the community often call the victim count 49+ to include the survivors who couldn’t live with the pain.

The event was never officially declared a hate crime or targeted homophobic attack and is rarely listed as one in databases.

At our vigils for those slaughtered, Extremist Christian groups showed up to protest, holding signs like this:

ID: Me kissing a woman I was casually seeing in front of an angry looking man with a “Sodomy is Sin” sign.

Please understand how much more than just a mass shooting this was. We are still to this day harassed and told we deserved it by some.

This year was the sixth anniversary. The first couple years I received dozens of messages checking in on me on 6/12. Year 5 got enough news coverage for people to think to reach out to me. This year it was my therapist, the woman I kissed in that photo, and a couple of other gun violence survivor friends. People are forgetting already.

[butch-reidentified]

With the 7 year anniversary <2 weeks away, I figured I’d reblog this

[finnglas]

Ten years today.

[maybeemocat]

thank you for the spam......screams.........

AHHHH YW ALSO SORRY FOR IT I LOWKEY FORGOT TO CHECK PEOPLES PAGES FOR LIKE TWO DAYS 😭🙏

[theerraticace]

Please reblog if you think that “they/them/theirs” is a valid set of pronouns.

Trying to make a point to my father.

[maybeemocat]

going live on my YouTube in 15 minutes 🕴️

[rainbowsh-writer-and-artist]

MY FIRST TIME DOING A TAG!

Ahem, tag your moots for Pride Month!! What's your identity, pronouns, preference and types or are you allies, my fellow pride mates?

I am proudly genderfae (she/they), panromantic/fictoromantic and asexual!

@51lly-kn1f3 @c3rberuz @megamanzerov20 @holorform2009 @countingthestarsthings @pami-the-bunterfly07 @galaxywolfcomet @lalya-veronican @mothpheliaartgallerg @maruchxnn @scallywiggles @meowowstar

[pamiwerewolfybunterfly]

I’m a proudly Pansexual, Genderfluid, Teratoromantic, and I’m a Werewolfkin Otherkin :)

@vinylv1 @torrentialchaos @lunawolf012306 @galaxywolfcomet @frogshroomsarentadrug-official @roleplaynerdylover @khrystenapofficial @dazzle-expandism @elderwoodz @stroodlenoodledoodle @sleepi-toasti @glitched-across-aus @gloriatheitalianpuppetdoll @xxxlawrencexxx @b-does-arts @i-am-trashyy @stardxstsleep @bluechan2011 @herwonderlandfirefreakingevil @holorform2009 @lilonceleriscool124 @chairsqueue35 @sakiohappychan

[b-does-arts]

I'm proudly omnisexual/ lesbian!

She/ Her, cis female :)

@1-wonder-1 @dante-collt @dr3am-caf3 @lilla-flo @twinklingstarsssss @gone-crabbing @goldenstrawberrytiger @iliedilovecats @nemo-xlii @idontcare123---idontcare @aburntcookie @leeleethedrugdealer @epichermesholymoly @ambertheqt

[epichermesholymoly]

Not out to the general public but you know what no time like the present! I’m bisexual, fictionkin, and cis female :)

Oh man I’m not tagging all my moots lol I’ll do my usual few though!

@alastordaradiodemon @hawkeyedoodles @cams-rambles @lilspark-offical @p0pr0x1an @deemondude @unicornannihilater @tadctonorway @loch-nes-dragon @booknerd2712 @cheekychihuahuaart @leilani-lily @potatoanarchist

[cams-rambles]

im a straight ally that's aegosexual( under the asexual umbrella) and have many friends who are trans.

im gonna come out to them at club...

Happy pride month everyone

@marbled-pulse

@alastormooseboi

[alastormooseboi]

i'm aroace i think?

she/her

happy pride month yall!

@sesamee-vee @satanandtheaces @marbled-pulse @stormwind937

[marbled-pulse]

i’m bi i think, possibly aroace idk, and nonbinary, my pronouns are it/they/she

happy pride month :33

@ilovebugs99 @vs-vapor @theberd1225 @zeenahasarrived @sharxxybaitxdd

[vs-vapor]

I admit I'm gay because I'm attracted to male fiction characters *(although I think that I could be pansexual, but I know that happens MORE often with men).

I'm also aroace and demisexual *(last, from the only time I've ever been in love with someone).

Although I haven't come out the closet in real life... I'm non-binary and use they/it/he *(I'm also comfortable with masculine terms! :)

Happy Pride Month to everyone!!! Don't be afraid to show who you are!!! :D

@belovedwareh @milo-blues @ojwolfy @bichocanibal @t3t0p0w3r @sneolover @starberry64 @mageofcolors @littlelaurendraws @sillyclovess + everyone who wants to join!

[ojwolfy]

i’m asexual and a lesbian!! sex gross ew men gross ew (both are less of an “ew” and more of a “the thought of sex and/or being in a relationship with a man makes me deeply deeply uncomfortable”)

i’m girlflux and currently prefer they/them. right now i’d say like,,, 65% nonbinary 35% girl. it’s probably a lot more complicated than that but percentage is the easiest way for me to understand it

@mangowithwings @lilswagbo1 @maicementality @biggesttwokinn22 @mountaindewfein + anyone else ofc!!

[biggesttwokinn22]

Im proudly pan and genderfluid and a fictionkin (I tried on the gender fluid one lmao). and I go by they/it/two/twoself!!

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!! :33

@mountaindewfein @theoff1calfou4 @gummymew @pinnedd-board @zeepzorpp @theguynobodyinvited @bfbpenandpie123456789 @bumbiddybiddybiddybumbummm @blueflame513 @b0ba1nw0nderl4nd @da-guineapig @freakybfdifan67 @fallenrain40 @glitterb0i-xx @i-love-clovers @jellyfish-mp3 @kirbytripledeluxe @kaysui @lyneloflight @mikastarz-blog @s0l4c3-1 @stormixd @staticteevee @sol4ce-1010 @wolfinatorv @xxc0ff3st4rxx @xxpuppygrlxx @yuuji-itadorito67 @yoyleberriesxonesomoe @sleepystrutter28 (if you're online before August ends :[ )

+ anyone who wants to join yes I tagged all my moots

[theoff1calfou4]

I AM PROUDLY A TRANSMASC, BOYFLEUX, DEMIBOY, GENDER FLUID, AND BI! I GO BY HE/SHE/XE/THEY/ANY! :D.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YALL!!

Moots:

@yaviiib @wennyb4 @sleepystrutter28 @bananacaramel @fluffeybunni @jllnyanart @jackandjellyfries @soph-2010 @soapyysoda @silvercrow72 @stormixd @spamton-g-chicken @yellow-was-taken @yellownote0-0 @r4d3on @rueckus @hawaiipartyiipartii @wasabitwofour @kallulily @mall0ryy-meow @phalaropus-lobatus

AND OTHERS WHO WANTS TO JOINNNN

I was lazy to do TS heh- sigh..

[stormixd]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTHHHHHHHHH!!!

i’m proudly Transgender(masc), genderfluid/nonbinary and bipan

@yaviiib @wennyb4 @sleepystrutter28 @bananacaramel @fluffeybunni @jllnyanart @jackandjellyfries @soph-2010 @soapyysoda @silvercrow72 @spamton-g-chicken @yellow-was-taken @yellownote0-0 @r4d3on @rueckus @hawaiipartyiipartii @wasabitwofour @kallulily @mall0ryy-meow @phalaropus-lobatus @andythetranzman @hellstars-lies @1lemonlady

[hawaiipartyiipartii]

I'm still lowkey questioning, but ahem

as of right now, I identify as demiromantic, almondsexual/almondromantic and cupioromantic! I primarily use she/her and they/them :]

moots!:

@addictbwn @patchynmatchin @sleepystrutter28 @jellycatz10

[jellycatz10]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH😁😁😁

I'm genderfluid, lesbian, asexual, demiromantic and nebularomantic!!!! i go by any pronouns but mostly fem terms :D also questioning girlflux

@x1nn4y @coofepinetree @4fourinteger4 @iwillkityouwithmycar @mall0ryy-meow @thenamelessvoidofrandomness + open tags cuz my wifi signal sucks rn and nobody else loads😭😭

[sammyzammy]

Happy ✨PRIDE✨ MONTH!!

Ive been proudly bisexual/biromantic for 7 years!! I’ve demisexual!!

My primary pronouns are he/they/it!! I’ve been questioning my gender identity a lot lately, but for now I’m using genderqueer and quoigender gender identities!

@gmvofficial @donniesgaptooth @weirddreamer @physco-mantis @afoxthatsintoclownery @d0nutyeen +open tags!!

(No pressure!) 🧡

[donniesgaptooth]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!

im pansexual, genderfluid, and nonbinary.

i happily use and accept all pronouns but prefer they/them!

no pressure tags!

@computer-puppy @breadnbutterplz @ieatgoobers @chizburg3r @chobooo @vexter-the-comedian @lonely-gay-fool + open tags!

[ieatgoobers]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!

I'm Aroace, non-binary, and neptunic

I use they/them pronouns

No pressure moots

@itsabitweird8 @deux-jee-ode-msm @capaiaque @madscientistfrommars @cabinthreeproblems @redwinterhavoc66 @the-canis-major @puppy-boy-jayden and all of my other moots :3

[the-radio-demons-sweetheart]

HAPPY PRIDE! Pup is Trans FTM, Pupgender, Abrosexual, and Poly!

Pup uses He/They/Pup

Mooties/Mutuals:@hisxxcuree @freakingfrackingtired @ailenthealien @murder--offical @kariaquamarinesblog-old @literal-insomniac-freak @satanicgiulia666 @rubix-offical @w3ird-rato @voxyslilprincess @natzz0-0 @ieatgoobers @littlepoisonedbiglight @solarkitt3n @radiowave-starshine @daisy-thesillyfan @thebiggestcrybaby3 @arsonthealterhumanhasautisum @jucherevolutionary1948 @yumetamshi @iamsriiiiiiii @puppy-b0t @skittlez-cyb3r-pawziez @mar1-rants @h4ng3dm4n @i-love-my-fictional-husband @samsungalienn @mochifromdamoon @murdocs-sunshine666 @thegroovybears @krmk-wrkshp @needygirlsymptoms @txlxmachus @r0tt3n-gutz @nico-flo @freakyevilmpregartist @sl0wb0ttom698 @zwomb1epwupper @witheringinthehospital @d0ctors-r4gdoll @icantsleeps-blog @stxryval @xxc0ff3st4rxx @sweetclownss @levbiialt @komomizz @thereal-larry @l-xapr0 @jirai-mama @ang3lofsorrow @valbunny3

[solarkitt3n]

Happy prideeee!!!!

Ive been proudly pan (heh rhymes) for about 3-4 years and genderfluid for about the same time!

I go by any pronouns but prefer They/Them

Mutuals: @xxinkys-ocsxx @kissorkill17 @urfavvninicka @wick-aaan @williamaftonshusband @gmvofficial @malignantkitten

[wick-aaan]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH :DD

i'm aroace (found out some months ago) and i CANNOT tell if i'm completely cis loll i am thinking way too hard about this

trying out he/they :]

@soapflavouredsoup @eightpng @valenceasimov @kotcelox @fr0ggs @funnymagicman26 @i-simp-4-psychopaths @duskeroo @tiredb3ar

[duskeroo]

YAHOO HAPPY PRIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!! :03 im greyromantic and asexual (indifferent)! (did some research the past months and finally figured stuff out) :0D any pronouns are fine by me, but i prefer she/her moots!! /nf @cashier0412 @potato-goose @happy-draws @12radish @lucuma2004 @a-kinda-boring-writer @tawnydawnsoap

[lucuma2004silly]

HAPPY PRIDE

Hiiiiii :3 I'm non-binary, a xenine (cutegender), and bisexual

My figuring out adventure began on highschool, then I figured out I'm bisexual. This year, I discovered xenogenders and cutegender just makes sense with me (I want to be a cute little thing UwU)

Your turn, mooties („• ᴗ •„)

@shipkidpalace-official @lemontartcheesecake @megamanzerov20 @linope @caenein @waraenelcielo @dragothebluedragon @shirestrawberry144 @dreamyy-wisterias @fervar @rine091 @wizardofderpiness @star-speaking-to-itself @analunamaria @athenaspetsnek @sweetpea-sky @qu1illss @pillboxgod @duskeroo @vampirkit @k1ngzee @maryajs07 @wronggod @ring-ring-raja @tattoo-shops-scare-me @ewerpithy @cautiou5-salmon @mrholzarkandco2 @perro-fome @itsjustbl0op @stormixd @quesited-queer @snake-phot0graphy @abyssal-z0ne @lanceylancethepiggy @garibaldothemuppet + open tags

[mrholzarkandco2]

Happy Pride!!!

I’m Apagender, Apothisexual and aroace!

@beaztcarnivorous @crowyxd @sweet-flan @occuringpattern

[crowyxd]

happy gay month people.

I’m bisexual and androgyne

@necromantier-angelripper @eddiethedead @bassyperson

[ill-stick-ar0und]

Happy pride month.

I'm nobinary /agender.

@axlthetwink87 @idontgottatellyoucrap @deftism

[idontgottatellyoucrap]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!!!

Im bisexual!!!

@witchnoirexx @sleepyykal

[sleepyykal]

Happy pride month broskis

I’m a trans male, I go by he/him and I’m aroace <3

@thatonebisexualgunner @5000voltsthroughme

[thatonebisexualgunner]

Happy pride 🥳

I‘m bi and I go by she/they

@j3nny21xcx @glitterystrawberrypeace @xvivianmustdiex

[glitterystrawberrypeace]

Happy pride month ☺️✨🏳️‍🌈

I am non-binary, go by they/them (sometimes she/they if i'm feeling it), and I am a lesbian but I have been preferring calling myself queer these days

@teddybearmustdie @randomcartoonbro @levorta @objectivelygoodmusicenjoyer @clerkrard @clowns-ofthesame-circus and anyone else :)

[levorta]

happy pride!!! i’m genderqueer, i use any pronouns but prefer he/him, and i’m bisexual :^)

@witchesgetstitches-18 @surely-a-sane-woman etc

[witchesgetstitches-18]

happy pride guys! I’ve got a gay birthday cause it’s in eleven days and during pride month lol. I’m proudly omnisexual (I say bi just to make it simpler, mainly for my parents), and my gender is like. Genderfae I think, if I’ve done my research right. Yay

@sc3nicdi0xide67 @surely-a-sane-woman @bisexualstarman @tincar87 @thatpangirlie @spectrexviiii

[thatpangirlie]

Happy Pride!!

i am pansexual and a demigirl :D

@maybeemocat @thesockguy @phoenixrosewriter @deskadoesstuff21 @centipedelover9000 @hiveristaken

[maybeemocat]

HAPPY PRIDE!!!!! I am nonbinary and I’m currently questioning my sexuality! Remeber that you are loved and that you are valid. You deserve sunshine <3

@thesockguy @deskadoesstuff21 (lemme know if u want ur @ removed)

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

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Suicide Hotline: [phone]

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Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

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Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

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India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[deskadoesstuff21]

i just saw a tweet that was like. that one scene from the lorax where he leaves and it said "hantavirus leaving earth after no one gave a fuck about it anymore" I'm SOBBING

[professionalbitch]

"Why do queer people even need a whole month?"

I am in elementary school. I have discovered something in myself that is different from my peers. I have no words to express this feeling, so I instead live in discomfort for years and years and believe it to be normal.

I am in seventh grade. I have lost my entire friend group because a rumor was spread that because I am queer, I must be a creep. My last sleepover with those friends was spent sitting in the same room as them while they texted each other talking shit about me.

I am in seventh grade. I have endured homophobic bullying from snarky comments to food being thrown at me in the cafeteria, and today finally swing back. I get one of the bullies on the floor and the teacher breaks us up. I get in trouble for fighting while she continues to bully me. Nothing is done about the bullying when I speak up about it.

I am in seventh grade. I am being outed to my entire classroom by the people I share a table with. They are walking to every single desk and telling each classmate I am queer. I watch as every head turns to look at me in disgust. I am completely alienated from that class and spend my days working alone.

I am fourteen or fifteen. The discomfort I have lived with my entire life finally has a name: dysphoria. I have come out to my family as trans. I am in my room alone on my birthday, crying because every card has "girl" on it.

I am fourteen or fifteen. I get a tone with a family member because I am tired of her excuses for continuously misgendering me. Her husband corners me outside and threatens to hit me if I ever talk back to her again, and tells me my identity is made up. My family sides with him.

I am fifteen and sixteen. I wish I could die instead of living in stagnancy.

I am seventeen. My country is passing law after law to restrict my community. Trans people are going missing and being murdered, and their lights are snuffed without so much as a whimper. I am disgusted and afraid and grieving alongside my trans brothers, sisters, and siblings.

I am twenty. I do not speak to much of my family anymore, my mother has only ever called me my birth name, and I have lost every single friend I ever had except one, and had to rebuild myself and my circle from the ground up. Family holidays are hollow. I have self harm scars permanently etched on my skin, purple half-moons under my eyes that are like stains at this point, and I will never forget how I have been treated and what I have endured. My heart breaks knowing millions out there experience the same things and worse.

I am twenty. I am crying in my boyfriend's arms about not feeling like a real man. I am hearing him reassure me that he sees me for me and he loves me as the man I am. My small friend group strictly calls me by my chosen name and pronouns. I am in love, I have more support than ever, and for once, I'm starting to feel glad I'm alive, glad that I held on. For once, I have hope.

I am twenty. It is pride month and I am hearing the same complaints over and over again. And I am not apologizing for existing a little more brightly this month. We have all fucking earned it.

[joygucci-deactivated20160123]

Reblog if you're black tumblr.

You don’t have to be black, it just means you support us, you stand by us and your for us.

[redheadsims-cc]

[remus-sanders-is-the-bestest]

BLM is still a thing. If you don’t reblog this, but would’ve in June/July you were only in support of black lives when it was a trend. They still need justice

[liongrl321]

everyone deserves equality <3