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Hi 👋 | 18yrs | minor | She/Her | artist 🎨✍️ (Fanartist too) | 🇺🇸|Current fandom: tsams 🌙☀️

[axel-jesterally]

felt like doodling other ppl tsbs ocs! These drawings are very crappy since I used a pen and couldn't erase :P

Phoebe by @melodi-jackson

Theia by @kaiiaberry

Estella by @box-n-bits

Lunay by @missrubyartist

Shailee by @stxr-shine

Laia by @nadinescholtes

Sandi by @eyesofbunnies

Darling by @crybabybell

Sakura by @sassshow

Celina by @nomiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

[melodi-jackson]

Aww!! You drew pheobe, thanks!!! ❤️

[melodi-jackson]

Heeeey so…..

*Sigh* there’s a lot I need to talk about the whole situation of TSBS/TSAMS fandom. So I know I posted about that I needed to take a break from everything of TSBS , but I’m actually serious this time. I’m quitting from TSBS because well, reasons. The lore is absolutely insane and the writing in general is just boring. It just seems that they’re trying too hard to make it enjoyable. The characters don’t even feel like they’re good and some of them were good. Let’s start off with new moon/nexus. Davis confirmed that his whole character arc was poorly written and didn’t have any ideas for it which pissed me off but I’m not going to complain about it. Now I understand it’s hard to run a show like this, especially when they post daily. But with all honesty, they should go slow and take breaks to start a good story. But we have to “trust the process” because of the pattern (if I hear correctly) ‘game-then-lore episodes‘, but due to being low on views they stopped.

Now Tsams has always been a passion project (but I might be mistaken.) by the vas themselves but the fandom has hated the choices they made. They have been told many times that the company is to blame. The company wants money and views. They don’t want good writing quality for a good show. Thats how it usually works for most of them. I feel very bad for Vas writers who suffer from the hate they get from people who don’t understand how hard they put into writing. And they don’t even get paid enough for it. Like seriously? Some TSBS ended or rebranded because they are not paid enough? Blame the companies fault.

I’m afraid to get harassed and threatened by people if I share my opinions on this. It hasn’t happened to me yet. But here’s some news I’ve been wanting to share:

I’ve created a new tumblr blog! privately for my own personal thoughts. Another reason is just to separate my hyper fixations from my main account so that I have more space to share. This blog is well only known for TSBS content. I will still do art and my tsams oc because I still love the characters and still interact with other artists and their artwork.

I’ll repost this with my new blogs name. If you’re interested with my future endeavors, be sure to come over!

Alright yall, that’s all I have to say. This has been a fun journey for me. Thank you so much for everything!

I’ll catch ya on the flip side ✌️😝

[melodi-jackson]

Welp it’s time, Here’s my second blog >>> @thelazayss

[melodi-jackson]

Heeeey so…..

*Sigh* there’s a lot I need to talk about the whole situation of TSBS/TSAMS fandom. So I know I posted about that I needed to take a break from everything of TSBS , but I’m actually serious this time. I’m quitting from TSBS because well, reasons. The lore is absolutely insane and the writing in general is just boring. It just seems that they’re trying too hard to make it enjoyable. The characters don’t even feel like they’re good and some of them were good. Let’s start off with new moon/nexus. Davis confirmed that his whole character arc was poorly written and didn’t have any ideas for it which pissed me off but I’m not going to complain about it. Now I understand it’s hard to run a show like this, especially when they post daily. But with all honesty, they should go slow and take breaks to start a good story. But we have to “trust the process” because of the pattern (if I hear correctly) ‘game-then-lore episodes‘, but due to being low on views they stopped.

Now Tsams has always been a passion project (but I might be mistaken.) by the vas themselves but the fandom has hated the choices they made. They have been told many times that the company is to blame. The company wants money and views. They don’t want good writing quality for a good show. Thats how it usually works for most of them. I feel very bad for Vas writers who suffer from the hate they get from people who don’t understand how hard they put into writing. And they don’t even get paid enough for it. Like seriously? Some TSBS ended or rebranded because they are not paid enough? Blame the companies fault.

I’m afraid to get harassed and threatened by people if I share my opinions on this. It hasn’t happened to me yet. But here’s some news I’ve been wanting to share:

I’ve created a new tumblr blog! privately for my own personal thoughts. Another reason is just to separate my hyper fixations from my main account so that I have more space to share. This blog is well only known for TSBS content. I will still do art and my tsams oc because I still love the characters and still interact with other artists and their artwork.

I’ll repost this with my new blogs name. If you’re interested with my future endeavors, be sure to come over!

Alright yall, that’s all I have to say. This has been a fun journey for me. Thank you so much for everything!

I’ll catch ya on the flip side ✌️😝

[dreamymem0ries]

So... Haven't posted in a while... And it's not for no reason.

It might be time for me to leave TSAMS/TSBS completely.

Here's why.

Firstly, the general spiral of the show's writing. I noticed a little over a year ago the slow decline in the quality of the writing—big decisions seemed to have been made for no real reason and characters were doing or saying things that would really only make the situation worse, even if they normally wouldn't have done something of that sort, or wouldn't have made that decision so hastily. Then it became apparent that either they either weren't putting in much effort into the show or they simply had no ideas. (I'd like to think they had no ideas, I believe wholeheartedly that Davis and Reed are dedicated hardworking individuals and love the show.) Comparing the writing today to the writing even a year ago, there's a difference. A big difference. I understand that they post daily, and a show like this is hard to run. In all honesty, I prefer that they'd take longer to post than post mediocre content. The system they had with game-then-lore episodes allowed prerecorded content to be posted and more time on storylines (if I'm not mistaken), but they stopped doing that due to "low views".

That's the second thing—the company, "Blackshore". I don't know if they'd always had a company (If I remember correctly, TSAMS was a passion project at some point but I may be wrong), but we've been told many times that decisions that everyone hated were made not on the VAs' or the writers' whims, but on the company's. There's been multiple instances of stolen models, bad management, and overall lack of quality control. They want views, they want money. Not good writing or even a good show. (i.e. the random brainrot, straight up goonerbait, sudden model changes or channels ending) If I remember correctly, one of the main reasons that TEAPS ended was Davis literally wasn't being paid enough. Are we serious? The main guy, THE Davis, not getting paid for HIS characters and voice? Be so real. I used to pin these on the VAs / writers (I formally apologize for that), but it's this damn company.

Third, and personally the most important and detrimental to my decision—the fandom. I've had just horrible experiences with this damn fandom, such as the drama with SillyPers0n (Wenni3) and f1zzyst4r (Sk!ttl3z), where Wennie and I had our works stolen and desecrated by Sk!ttl3z. This will be the only mention of this. DON'T ask. I've been harassed and threatened for my opinions and the ships I enjoy, as well as people tracing, copying, and mocking my art. Don't get me wrong, I've met some of the most amazing, wonderful, and talented people ever in this fandom, but unfortunately the bad outweighs the good in this situation, especially with the severity.

The shows aren't interesting to me anymore—not after TEAPS ended and TSAMS entered this "new era". I can't get myself to watch the episodes anymore and I really only interact with my AUs and my friend's art of the shows.

It's been my thing for years now, I've been here since the damn start, but I think it's time to Old Yeller this old horse, throw out this doll that's torn and moldy.

So what does this mean for the future of my works, and this blog?

My main AUs (MGNS, Plushie Possession <- which i haven't written yet, and some others) as well as my TSAMS OCs will remain unchanged. MGNS, however, is on a short hiatus due to my mental health and schoolwork, but will continue as it was soon enough. I will continue to interact with other works and art from the fandom since I still love the characters and their lore as it used to be, just not the newer stuff nor will I be making more content of my own besides the previously mentioned projects.

I'm thinking of making a new blog, since I know I'm really only known for my TSBS content, so I'll reblog this later with the new blog's name, if you're interested in my future endeavors.

Thank you, and goodbye. <3

-DRM

[anonnooo]

Ayo, do you watch Solarballs? :3

I don’t know what that is, sorry. If it’s a channel or show then I’ll check it out! If it’s a person or something different, i’m not familiar with the name. 

[melodi-jackson]

Oh it’s a show on YouTube and recently just came out on prime. It’s kinda like a talking planet show or a somewhat educational series about the history of the planets, space, the solar system and more! It started out that way until…..well, it has story arcs!

[melodi-jackson]

Hi

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I drew myself

[melodi-jackson]

Ok guys…..I have a confession to make.

I’m getting bored of TSBS fandom.

Sooooooo…..

I’m gonna take a break from it. It was nice getting into the fandom, I loved talking about the characters and all their flaws in the shows. but the with all plot armor going on, its just not fun anymore. Though, I’ll never stop loving it.

Oh! And by the way here’s my new hyper fixation 😏

Solar balls is a new entertainment and educational show! If yall don’t know it go watch it. It’s fun series show before it turns dark 😈

[mellowmoonbun]

DCA Bee and Puppycat AU

i quickly put together some designs for a bee and puppycat dca au. its inspired by the show bee and puppycat by Natasha Allegri

there's two versions, their normal forms and then there lil creature forms. starting off we got them as lil guys!

alright next here is their normal forms.

basically the rough plot is that when someone is looking at them they look like lil creatures but when no one can see them they turn into there normal forms. its some sorta weird curse they are under.

their bells can glow to btw

i also have an eclipse design for this au but its in more WIP stages if ya wanna take a look. (im holding a poll for a bit to help pick colors)

i ramble on a lil more about this au below

ok, so this is sorta more of the "story" for this au. ill also talk about the y/n.

starting off with y/n they basically take on the role of bee

this is sorta what they would be wearing but maybe instead of a bee on the shirt it could be a star? or idk whatever you want its for a y/n.(also pls look into this show if you can its awesome, also like bee has several different outfits throughout episodes so there that too)

now the "story" stuff...this is a lil about the "curse" sun/moon have and more so just how y/n stumbles upon sun/moon in the first place. im honestly kind of nervous but here goes I'm just gunna ramble on about this au...

sun/moon’s curse: they both look like little creatures whenever someone is looking at them, but when nobody is looking they turn back to their true/normal forms. my idea was that maybe its like some sorta of dumb curse that can be broken after they learn some sort of lesson idk i imagine they were cursed in the first place because they both tend to cause trouble… they were space outlaws after all... i also would like to think maybe the Y/n gets an exception to this curse's rule later on somehow and is like the only one to see them in their normal forms when they look at them sometimes.

How y/n stumbles upon sun/moon: Sort of starts the same as how bee meets puppycat for the first time in the show. sun and moon were jumping out of a portal and moon fell out first. since y/n was close by, he suddenly turned into a small creature and tripped/fell out of the portal. Y/n decides to take the little creature back to their home to make sure it was alright… sun jumped out of the portal second (he luckily wasn't seen yet and landed just fine) and noticed that y/n was walking off with moon. so sun follows Y/n home in secret. later Moon is in the house with Y/n and sun for a while is trying to sneak into the house to get to moon the whole time. occasionally people walking by making sun turn into a small creature here and there so sun has a very difficult time sneaking around…eventually peeking through a window sun sees moon is fine. it seems Y/n is willing to let moon stay and take care him …sun then decides to ring the door bell, y/n opens the door and sees sun as a small creature on their doorstep. Y/n ends up taking in both sun and moon, then things go from there. Very quickly it's apparent that these little creatures are magical, they also can sorta talk…kinda…its very much like puppycats little vocaloid sounds… Y/n is the only one to sorta understand them when they talk in their lil creature forms… idk i this au is very much a wip still and i dont have many details figured out yet. (granted i kind of see them maybe making squeaky toy sounds… or maybe instead they make bell jingling sounds???)

if you read though this and liked my au idea, i just wanna say thanks a bunch!!! it means alot to know someone out there like my silly cute au ideas.

[melodi-jackson]

Doodles. Oh yeah, seraphim has twin :)

Its name is nephilim. Nephilim is quiet and timid but they listen. They spend a lot time relaxing and enjoying the silence. Sometimes they would join seraphim in exploring the quantum worlds and alter realities.

In the drawings, they they’re from infants to kids and in their pre-teens. They’re like little plums as babies and they’re babysitting their younger siblings. Hazard is spending time with them. Hazard belongs to @hazard-c-horror He’s my favorite.

[goodolddumbbanana]

Banana look at this- I was looking up some phobias out of pure curiosity and found a very delicious phobia

Pistanthrophobia

The fear of trusting people due to past experiences with relationships gone bad.

Sun could have a gajillion of fears. Canonically, this Suns most true fear. He’s had A LOT of bad relationships and the most toxic relationship he’s had is moon. Sun could have a I think it’s true he has this type of phobia but what do you think?

I don't know the name of the fear phobia much but yes lol, he definitely has that.

I mean, that dude is the amount of trauma and C-ptsd fused in one person, all his plot life can make his therapist go traumatized and I'm not kidding.

And you know how Nexus mentioned getting hard?

Because this is what Sun sensitive about, it is his pain. And he was so vulnerable to tell that to Moon, and Moon back then was so tender with Sun about that.

It was Moon who said it is not his fault.

It is Moon who said Sun couldn't control it and you did a good job.

But it is gone.

The moment Sun makes Moon angry , Moon immediately points the finger at Sun, saying it all his fault.

Not only does Moon break Sun's trust, moon laugh on it and shoving it to the dust

[goodolddumbbanana]

I’m just gonna say it… lately Moon has been giving ‘Victim Mentality’ vibes and the rest of the family is just enabling it.

Signed by an Anon who doesn’t want to get jumped for saying this but really needs to get this thought out before they explode.

Moon always has an victims mentality, he just subtly about it.

Let's check the box:

- Often placing blame on external factors or other people when things go wrong

(The moment he is mad, Sun is directly blamed. Moon might say It is not anyone's fault, but then he immediately points his finger at Sun or Nexus or Killcode. )

I blocked my emotions, treated Sun terribly because I got locked in Sun's head. It is not Sun's fault but still it is why I'm like this. (Every damn time of his excuse)

- Having trouble taking personal responsibility or seeing how you may have contributed to a situation

Sun, I have tried to apologise for you multiple times, you just didn't listen. (You mean like how you get angry when Sun ignores you and call him an idiot?)

- I hide things from you because remember back then when you killed me, yes it was out of your control but again, when you killed me? I know you are so focused and stubborn

- I would leave the house that I bought and make everyone upset with you because you couldn't move on because I think it would be better if my feelings lay on your hand?

- I hit you because I couldn't stop Eclipse and I am stressed over it?

- It is not my fault I am an asshole to you, it is Killcode fault that makes me aggressive and you are the only one here for me to get frustrated and you need to understand I am not mean to?

- Being overly critical of yourself or others

I hate myself. I am a parasite. Sun, your only good job is cleaning after my mess. I am unfeeling terribly machine deserves the hate from everyone

Sun I should leave and kill myself because Nexus torture me. What? You need me? Lol, I only live because of you and nothing else.

I'm useless and my only good is my tech and this is who I am and you are better than me

Self-sabotage

Literally every moment of his entire life. Even now with the whole I locked emotions because I want Sun to feel better instead of actively making up for Sun

associating only with people who think like you

Have you ever seen Solar or Monty or Molten say things or do things opposite Moon wants or likes? They had to sugarcoat it to the point it has to be Sun and Moon fault and not entirely Moon fault

No one dares to out straight saying Moon is a piece of shit except Eclipse and even him suck up to Moon

[inkykuro]

Have you ever heard of anagapesis?

Anagapesis means ‘no longer feeling any affection for someone you once loved.’

This word describes how it fits perfectly with sun and moon’s relationship except sun still loves moon but it’s not how he used to love him. Sun always wanted a brother ’that help kids fall asleep. The one that soothes him when bad stuff happens in his own head.’ He did have a good brother, he had nexus. But sun needed love from the one that he always had. But moon always fall back on his words, he can’t keep any of his promises, he’s still treats him like crap even though he tries so hard to not be like how he was before. But sun still can’t get any of it. He can’t trust moon anymore. He gives up.

I hadn't heard of it, but I wholly agree it describes their current relationship to a T. Sun is angry, he's exhausted, he's been betrayed so many times by his brothers and now he's just done with it all. He has no forgiveness left, no love left to give, even though everyone expects him to muster something from nothing and forgive Moon once again because, "he's your brother, you love him." Like it's not Moon's fault that Sun is giving up on him to start with, because Sun forgave so much and loved so much and Moon only ever took it for granted.

Sun did have a good brother in Nexus, at first, but considering the fact that Nexus very quickly made it clear he wasn't the same Moon, of course having his love wasn't the same as having the love of the old Moon. They've never been interchangeable, even in the past.

And I'm sorry, I don't want to sound rude but I have to remark on this because ignoring it is a personal pet peeve of mine: Nexus didn't do much better by Sun.

He took Sun's love and forgiveness for granted, and even before his villain arc he fell into the same bad habits Sun is angry with Moon for now.

Pushing him away, treating him like a child, like an idiot, like he needed to be protected. Running off to do things on his own or taking help from anyone but Sun, almost like he'd rather die than take Sun's help. He outright told Eclipse, "you either report to me or Solar" when Sun was standing right there. He also literally disappeared for a whole week once without telling Sun where he went- in fact, pretty sure he only told Solar where he went.

And having had to go through all that with Nexus too is, I'm fairly certain, a big part of the reason why Sun is so drained and has no mercy for Moon anymore. Because history keeps teaching him, these guys don't respect him or his boundaries. And while neither of them deserve to be punished for the other's mistakes, they both have had a major hand in draining Sun overall.

Again, sorry, I know this was a side-tangent you probably don't wanna hear, but I'm an equal opportunity criticizer. I ain't lettin' shit slide from either of them, Nexus is just on the back burner because he's not the one actively hurting Sun right now. /nbr

[goodolddumbbanana]

I want moon so bad to be tortured by hallucinations so He finds out how emotions work not in definition.

Sadly it's only making Moon trauma getting mentioned harder and I get tired of Moon doesn't change and keep using that shit over and over.

Like Moon needs help to be better yes.

But also... How many times people help him and he just... Unchanging?

He was aware of his problem but refused to ever fix it .

Getting hallucinations only another shoe in the box proving that Oh I am Moon and I am monster and look, my hallucinations make me insane!!!!

But if Moon gets hallucinations and then break down immediately, I would be so mad because remember back then when Sun hallucinations BM and Nexus ?

What did Moon say?

Oh yeah, I have that too. And immediately joke about shipping Sun with BM.

No hug, no comfort.

Only when come at Nexus, did he tell Sun to numb off all his feeling.

And that MF also jokes about Nexus death like three times per week

I rather seeing Cosmo and his burning toxic ex with that Negative star bird than Moon issues all over again

[melodi-jackson]

It’s so unfair man, it’s so unfair 🥲

[goodolddumbbanana]

If moon gets his emotions back, he will be feeling everything of amount of guilt that he has. The overwhelming feeling of guilt when he sees just how much he abuse and neglect sun to the point where Sun just doesn’t want him anymore because Sun is emotionally drained. Yknow what else happens? Moon starts scratching at his own face and starts to crying. He apologizes multiple times for and begging for forgiveness, Sun just….. looks down on him. No emotions or feelings are just gone. Sun doesn’t feel guilty because he knows that moon is feeling the same way how he felt a long time ago. Sun doesn’t forgive moon so he leaves moon, he leaves moon to feel his pain and this is his punishment.

Meanwhile, nexus in super hell gets to enjoy moon suffering all while being impressed with sun as he’d reject moon. Sun gets a bit feeling that something or someone is near him, he could hear laughter from empty air. He could tell that certain someone is watching all this time and he put on a good show for them. Sun just gives a light smirk that nexus enjoyed it.

That so hot. I suddenly have a funny idea. What if the moment Moon unlocks his emotions, Sun is the one who actually locks it.

It would be so funny when Moon starts crying and talks about feeling (he still does it now but in this moment, he actually knows how to stop being a selfish prick) and Sun just doesn't care.

Like, my boy is just tired and thinks secretly if he can do more things useful than just looking at Moon be in distress.

Because it's boring

[hazard-c-horror]

I uh…….im not sure what I did. But I made hazard and modrolith child?? I’m not sure if it’s what it looks like but I tried.

Hope it’s good 👍

Omg baby! <3 <3

Aaaaaaaaaa I love them so much, look at the bab. One of my first Haz x Mo fan children

Mo and Haz loving their new baby. And some of their other children come to look at new sib

Though little correction sorry. Hazard and Modrolith have no biological children. Adopted and claimed by Hazard? Yes. Biological? no.

Hazard and Mo can have their own children. But due to unfortunate circumstances, they are too scared too.

[melodi-jackson]

Hazard and mo children are lovely 😊

[goodolddumbbanana]

I wonder if sun would have hallucinations of nexus telling him to just just leave moon and stop trying to hope that he’s gonna change.

Nexus: “Sun, I think the cycle only ends when you find the will to walk away” This is the only way, it’s only a matter of time before he snaps at you again. He’s close to being me, ironic isn’t it? How he made a clone to fix his own problems and always talk shit about me and I was clearly a better brother than him, I never got any credit for anything I’ve done. I comforted you, protect you, we did things together, we were… just trying to make it work for us. What does moon do? Lying, Backstabbing, making excuse after excuse, tells you ‘I only call you if I need you’ makes you feel like you’re not a victim but he is right about one thing, it is your fault that I’m like this. Oh sun…. I know how much you prefer me over him and you I’ll just be mocking you, but know this…it’ll be hilarious if you reject him as brother and I’ll be laughing at that. Maybe…. I won’t hate you anymore, we are the same after all.

If sun goes on a villain arc, nexus would either be proud or jealous or maybe just both.

Damyum.... It's delicious angst. Nexus will definitely be concerned lol

If Nexus be alive, imagine he and moon has to work together to bring sun back

[melodi-jackson]

Nah- I want sun and nexus working together

[goodolddumbbanana]

Lol yessssss I want that too

[melodi-jackson]

Nexus and Sun can talk shit about moon and nexus will be assisting sun on his villain arc

[goodolddumbbanana]

I wonder if sun would have hallucinations of nexus telling him to just just leave moon and stop trying to hope that he’s gonna change.

Nexus: “Sun, I think the cycle only ends when you find the will to walk away” This is the only way, it’s only a matter of time before he snaps at you again. He’s close to being me, ironic isn’t it? How he made a clone to fix his own problems and always talk shit about me and I was clearly a better brother than him, I never got any credit for anything I’ve done. I comforted you, protect you, we did things together, we were… just trying to make it work for us. What does moon do? Lying, Backstabbing, making excuse after excuse, tells you ‘I only call you if I need you’ makes you feel like you’re not a victim but he is right about one thing, it is your fault that I’m like this. Oh sun…. I know how much you prefer me over him and you I’ll just be mocking you, but know this…it’ll be hilarious if you reject him as brother and I’ll be laughing at that. Maybe…. I won’t hate you anymore, we are the same after all.

If sun goes on a villain arc, nexus would either be proud or jealous or maybe just both.

Damyum.... It's delicious angst. Nexus will definitely be concerned lol

If Nexus be alive, imagine he and moon has to work together to bring sun back

[melodi-jackson]

Nah- I want sun and nexus working together