The strength that had left him and the grief that swallowed his heart whole were a coffin of dried leaves now. In the midst of black, one thing was clear…he still had hope, a light that was everlasting and was calling for him to come back.
MEMOVIA ⸻ INTROSPECTING: THE DEFINITIONS OF HUMANITY · DESTRUCTION OF SELF IN ORDER FOR 'SALVATION' · NO COMFORT & NO STARS · FALL DOWN SEVEN TIMES, STAND UP EIGHT · YOU ARE ONLY HUMAN · MONSTROUS IMMORTAL · LETTING GO & HOLDING ON · UNMENDED GRIEF · UNCONTROLLABLE RAGE · DARK HEART OF MINE · SIMPLE KINDNESS · SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING LOST · PRESERVATION · HEALING LOVE · WARMTH OF YOU ALWAYS, RVINFALL & PVTDOWN.
This is an independent & private roleplay blog for multiple muses of my choice. Mainly OCs and low activity. This journal of memories is penned by R ( she / her, 31, GMT+8 ). revived in 2 JUL 2023. moved on 1 SEP 2025.
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it's curious that she believes him. in every single way that mattered, sylus' words shouldn't have wrapped her heart with a sense of peace. and elinor should have resisted it. what had happened to them? the skeptical, cautious conversations steeped with distrust shouldn't have ended up... here. because it's not curious at all that elinor believes him, actually, and how she ached to be comforted by him. sylus was dangerous, capable of violence ellie often saw the aftermath of, and even when it would have been the sensible thing for him to have done, sylus had never harmed her. riled her up, annoyed her, made her life difficult, yes. but she had done the same in return.
ellie takes his hand, delicately, almost cautious if she hadn't thrown caution to the wind months ago, with both of her own. she laid it flat over her left hand, while the fingers of her right traces the lines across his palm.
"you don't make any sense to me." hushed, almost for herself than for him. and it wasn't true. sylus made perfect sense to her, what she was struggling to fathom was her own role in this. she turns his hand over in her own, lacing her fingers through his, holding tighter than she intended. ellie couldn't win in a battle of strength, or much anything else, really, with sylus. but the idea of letting go of him now turned her stomach, unthinkable.
"it would be okay if you did." her summers day gaze lifts from their hands, meeting his blood red eyes; bewildered and vulnerable. "i... i know you won't. but i'd let you, if you need to. wanted to." she leans down to chance a glancing kiss against the top of his hand, a risk in none of the typical ways. affection came easily to her, this wasn't the first time her lips had met his skin, but this felt more meaningful than a peck on the cheek. she buried what it meant, knowing that she was a passing princess in the dragon's lair, but couldn't be more than that.
❖◇ ▪ ― The Onichynus Leader is and will always be an enigma. The people of the N109 Zone know him, but they do not understand him. A fleeting shadow in everyone's lives, coming and going whenever he sees fit. Though, if he were to list one who has come close to solving him... it would be @nightingeal.
The quid pro quo in which he abides by devotes communication to deals that are only worthy of his attention. It was the same for them until their 'professionalism' gave way for something else.
When did they stop their trade? He wonders.
Vital information being exchanged between a fellow Philosian and Philos' most wanted criminal on equal grounds. Ha, what an absurd concept if one were to think about it. From the very beginning, it did not make sense. They did not make sense. Yet, for Sylus, he has never been clearer in the head... about their relationship, about them.
The hand that Elinor holds only grips tighter when he feels his lips brushing against its skin. Sylus pulls her in closer, his free arm wraps around her tightly like a fiend's grip. Red rubies illuminate brighter as he breathes out.
❝ Whether I make sense or not, is something that no longer matters, Elinor. ❞
They have come too far to turn back, dove too deep to resurface. And Sylus is not one to regret, especially when it came to Elinor. His company within the familiar walls of her apartment has long been etched into his routine and his monstrous heart.
❝ ...You can always expect more from me. Demand anything, but do not demand that I use you as a tool for pain. ❞
A passing princess in the Dragon's lair? No. Far from it. More than that. She is meant to be his treasure— the princess that is embraced by the undersides of his tail and lives rightfully within his domain.
[TXT] : you left your jacket here. (from uncle aalto to encore!)
TEXT ME. | always accepting!
A grin cannot help but to surface upon Encore's features when she reads his message. It looks like he has finally noticed the item she had left behind. If there is anything she has learnt from Aalto, it is to always have an equivalent exchange! Something of worth for something of worth!
It is only fair she left her possession behind at the Black Shores to honour their 'trade' ( one that Aalto did not agree too, of course ).
[ ENCORE ] :
[ ENCORE ] : Hello Uncle Aalto!
[ ENCORE ] : Encore knows!
[ ENCORE ] : I left it there on purpose. So, take care of it for me please!
[ ENCORE ] : You can give it back to me when I return with your wallet!
Also at some point, I want to write a meta about how the old muyang shines through when he’s with someone he is comfy with / treasures and loves— the old muyang is like the sun, very radiant and also very confident.
It’s quite a whiplash of his character ( or gap moe idk ) considering current muyang is like a cold rock. But as the dynamic goes, you’ll actually find out he has an ego ( jealousy and obsession blah blah blah ) OWHDISWJKWFH and he isn’t afraid to let it show.
I just think it’s neat that he goes from 0 to 100 very fast…
On childrens day, koinobori are flown to represent the members of a family. The biggest Koinobori is black, and indicating the father. Then comes the mother, which is shown as red or pink. And finally, the smaller Koinobori represent the children, starting with the eldest.
