Mephisto Chapman

Just a writer

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Der Rosenkavalier

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Feeling sad and empty as usual

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Monty Python, The meaning of life

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When you're mentally ill, people tell you to "talk to someone you love about it, it'll help".

No, it doesn't. I hate to bother people with it.

I have a therapist, but I only get to see him like twice a month, and that's not enough. I also don't really trust him, he's been sarcastic, made fun of me and really just made me feel awful. Maybe that's just my fault.

I have a few friends, but I hate to bother them with it and when I do, I regret it all the time.

I don't want to talk to my family about it, because it hurts them. They don't want me to feel this way, and I just don't wanna ruin the family relationships.

So in the end, you're all alone. And there's no way out.

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In desperate need for a new co-author

I'm depressed and burnt out. I need a new energy, someone I could vibe with and create something awesome.

My style is dark, creepy, surrealist, but I'm up to write whatever. I'm an experienced writer so I can give you writing tips and help you be a better writer.

I don't ask for much, I just wanna find another depressed idiot.

I wanna text and maybe call sometimes.

Please someone reply, I am honestly struggling.

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Attention writers!

I made a wheel to help generate what your next character is gonna be like (their role, personality...)

It really helped me and inspired me!

Hope it helps 🙂

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Writer memes (again)

Me: The love triangle is gonna be so awesome and romantic!

The love triangle:

Writers trying to come up with fantasy names:

When I tried to write a feelgood story but it ended up being a horror:

My last braincells after months of writer's block:

@whatwasmyprevioususername

@coffee-n-icecream

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On this episode of "making Monty Python quotes into silly wallpapers":

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The tooth fairy

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To support Ukraine, Czech hockey players wanted to show their flag, but weren't allowed to do that since Ukraine wasn't playing that day.

This is what they did...

Blue colour -imagine- yellow colour

I'm so proud right now

Support Ukraine 🇺🇦

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Be your own therapist 🌼

I got this advice from my friend who suffered trauma from being attacked.

She said she talked to her therapist for years, but then it was time to stop.

She knew she had to talk to herself about it sometimes and calm herself down.

You really need a healthy and positive mindset for that. Now don't get me wrong, I know you're a depressed little teddy bear with no self esteem because you decided to read this, but you gotta at least try.

Seriously, stop treating yourself so sh*tty and try to like yourself more with little steps. Help yourself. You're the only one who can really help you.

Look in the mirror. We're all beautiful in our own different ways. No, don't even say it. You're not ugly.

I'm serious, we're all beautiful. If you want, just send me your photo and I'm gonna draw you.

Maybe that could help you feel better about yourself.

Really, people, take care of your minds. You don't deserve to suffer.

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How to write trans boys 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

(Just a few tips from a trans dude)

Parents/family/friends who accept the fact that the character is trans too quickly aren't realistic. It takes a long time for them to adapt and they will forget the character's new name and pronouns a lot and they'll complain about it.

The situation with the family is always gonna be hard, even if it's mostly supportive. Maybe they'll wanna support the character but not wanna learn anything about the process. Maybe they'll become distant and emotionally unavailable because of it.

Not every trans dude has a binder and not all parents agree to buy it.

It's extremely hard to find love as a young trans person. There will always be the dilemma: my crush would like me as the gender I was born with, but that's not me, would I stay in the wrong body for them?

Showers are the worst.

Depression and anxiety are common.

When trans men get their "boy haircut", they don't automatically look like a boy. It takes a few more steps to look masculine without hormones.

People are staring.

Not all trans people have the same personality. I'm sick of people writing all trans guys with the same personality or with no personality at all. Make them unique.

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The driver sure likes dark humor

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Whenever you start to lose hope thinking about life...

Just remember you're good enough.

And you may feel terrible now, but you're gonna be way happier in the future.

You'll just have to wait.

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POV you're a rat in my garden that accidentally drank some coffee